Breaking Bad

The reason why I don't update much is because of this

Yes, I'm hooked.
currently at season 3...
2 more season to go
That's why I don't wanna watch it at the first place
Nanti jadi ginilah...
pagi sampai je breakfast aku layan 1 episode
lunch time 1 episode
so takda masa update blog
kat rumah tak tengok pasal obviously donwload je
format pulak ntah apa ke jenis tak boleh pasang kat blu ray player
damn

When my surfacing get obsessed with this series
I knew
mesti tahap best gila punya
aku tunggu je masa yang sesuai
padahal cerita ni dah lama abis
too late to regret
gotta finish this and pastu tension sebab dah abis
tapi tak sabar nak habiskan
psycho kan
ngeeee

Brain Damage

Masalah besar aku sekarang adalah external hard disc buat hal
boleh detect tapi tak boleh buka apa2 file
tak boleh copy untuk back up
tanya kat low yatt dia charge RM1 untuk 1 gig backup
aku ada 420gig semuanya
gila ke apa 420 hengget?
now tengah bagi kawan opis aku tolong backup
today dia akan check
berdoa sangat2 harta dalam external tu boleh diselamatkan
harini jugak aku dah beli new hd 1tb untuk storage
tak mampu nak digest kalau aku kehilangan semua file dalam tu
MY WHOLE LIFE ada dalam tu
gambar2, video, kerja,
Semua lah
Gambar2 dan video hamza dari newborn
ngeri memikirkan kalau semua tu hilang
Sigh
kalau kawan aku tak boleh back up kan
aku akan buat jugak 400 lebih tu
asalkan aku dapat balik semua data dalam tu
adoi tension lah!

Tapi tengok muka anak ku ini rasa sejuk hati

31 julai ni genap 11 bulan dia
Oh dear dah nak setahun!
belum update lagi progress 9 dan 10 months dia
will update once dapat all my data back
anyway lagi 10 hari Ramadhan bersama kita
make full use of it
Semoga kita semua mendapat keredhaanNya

Storaged

Ingat lagi bilik ini?
tak sampai sebulan letak almari tu surfacing dah tak sabar
maka pada suatu hari dia telah beli lagi 3 almari yang sama
dengan harapan untuk menjadikan "stor" ini kepada
our fortress of solitude

hasilnya?
boleh la dikatakan bilik
tapi masih ongoing progress
dah jadi ini

kami tak sabar, jadi tak cat
banyak lagi nak buat
nak cat bekas aircond yang buruk tu atau kalau ada rezeki pasang aircond
letak langsir dan standing lamp
buang almari kat tengah tu...temporary je tu siap ada kotak lagi ha
nak beli bean bag
kalau takde aircond beli kipas
sikit-sikit lah buat
yang penting dah takde kotak2 buat sakit mata
ni pun surfacing main susun je atas almari
tak organize langsung

side kanan - books and action figure

side kiri - blu ray/ dvd/ action figure/ cd/ magazine

semua ni 90% barang surfacing
aku ada jugak action figure, buku
tapi apa action figure aku ada, dia pun ada
so now dah ada 2 set..hahaha
surfacing ni dengar metal sejak umur 12 tahun
bayangkan umur 12 tahun dah minat Pantera
aku masa tu dengar KRU kot..hahahaha
masuk form 1 baru la dapat pencerahan sikit dengar The Beatles
so dia dah start kumpul kaset zaman tu now music CD lah

ingat lagi masa first date aku sama surfacing
tau dia bawak aku pegi mana?
bukan taman KLCC ye
Dia bawak pegi Music Exchange dekat belakang Lot 10
aku macam rasa bukan di malaysia masa pegi tempat tu
rasa macam cerita "Empire Records"
sayangnya tempat tu dah takde
cuma owner dia masih tegar jual Cd dan DVD di amcorp mall

selain dari nak beli apa yang tak lengkap
impian aku nak susun balik bluray/ dvd tu alphabetical
kalau nak suruh cari contohnya cerita "Before sunrise"
memang mencanak la nak check balik satu-satu
nanti lah one fine day I will do it setahun lagi
sebenarnya macam action figure ni kami taknak letak kat rumah
nak letak kat office once ada business sendiri nanti
tapi tak tau bila lah kan
so nak mengemas punya pasal kena la jugak display kat rumah ni

pastu surfacing ni  sangat suka tengok filem
His knowledge dalam filem memang aku rasa macam dia ni IMDB
tanya sahaja apa
explaining why dari belajar graphic,
dia sanggup long distance belajar filem kat UNIMAS Sarawak for 3 years
and pursuing his dream in this line
belum kira komik pulak
nasib baiklah aku pun suka jugak apa yang dia suka
kalau tanya aku adakah aku dah tengok semua filem dia ada
jawapannya memang takla
sejak ada Hamza lagi takde masa aku
malam dah penat mengantuk

bila ada Big Bad Wolf lagila mengumpul buku pulak
segala mala graphic novel and autobiography
aku pulak mengumpul buku masak..hehehe
tapi terperuk dalam kotak selama setahun..ngeeee
now dah ada kat shelve kena la belajar selak-selak ye buku masak tu
aku jugak suka kumpul autobiography band/ artis yang aku suka macam
led zeppelin, the beatles, john lennon, eric clapton
kalau buku ni memang aku dah categorize siap2
comic/ autobiography/ film/ advertising/zombie/ metal/ cooking/ random

hopefully bilik ni dapat siap seperti yang dirancang
kemudian di kunci elok-elok supaya hamza tak boleh masuk
tak mau dedahkan dia benda-benda macam ni
benda lagha kami sedia maklum
tapi dah terjebak
surfacing kata umur dia 21 tahun baru dibenarkan masuk bilik ni
wahhh bilik misteri gitu
semoga kami, ketam ini berjaya mengajar anaknya berjalan dengan baik
ngeeee

You Give Me Something

monday aku cuti balik rumah mak aku kat langat sama hamza
surfacing kerja
sekali surfacing call kata
"abang punya flexibenefit ni boleh pakai lagi ada 3400 points ni...
 jom kita beli hp baru and ipad awak"

bila dengar "ipad awak" apa lagi menggelisai la aku drive dari langat-gombak
anyway flexibenefit ni one of benefit pekerja astro yang dapat kumpul point and convert cash
means ada RM3400 boleh pakai tapi tak boleh ambik cash
kena beli something macam laptop ke apa pakai duit kita dulu pastu claim lah kat astro
since hubs is resigning itu yang terus dan dan nak pegi beli

pukul 4.00 tu pegi one utama tapi takde digi centre, outlet sahaja
surfacing gigih drive dari OU ke Gardens nasib baik belum jem
terus pegi kedai digi and survey..dia sebenarnya terpengaruh sony xperia
tapi takde warna hitam
last2 dia tersuka pada S4
beli lah suamiku sebab memang kesian sangat tengok blackberry
dia keypad dah tercabut tu
dengan trackball tak boleh pakai, hp asyik hang..
bila dah abis call tak boleh cancel terus hang
you deserved this
then he said, so awak nak ipad mana?
disebabkan balance ada lebih kurang 1400+ so I ambik ipad mini sahaja
ngeeee
rasa berbunga-bunga hati ai mengenangkan akhirnya ada juga akaun instagram aku..hahaha
bestfren aku semuanya dah meninggalkan blog pasal dah ada IG
pasni bolehla aku tengok update life masing-masing
yelah nak berjumpa kadang-kadang tak berkesempatan
especially bila dah ada anak ni kan...weekend mesti occupied
like my bestfriend, shananeh..last jumpa muqeet masih dukung lagi
sekarang dah berlari dah si kecik tu

anyway,
both item cost about RM3200 ngam2 lah bajet kita ni
disebabkan takde cash kena lah swipe dulu takpa lagi sebulan dapat claim balik :)

ehemm

Thank you my surfacing sebab dapat menumpang sekaki
tak sangka awak nak bagi saya jugak ...I am really happy
company saya memang takde benda2 macam ni
bila fikir dia resign macam wah rugi nya benefit kerja astro ni memang macam2
astro free semua channel, flexibenefit, medical coverage with outpatient satu family,
bonus and increment
but I fully support your decision to find a better prospect
Semoga impian awak untuk menjadi "Someone" itu menjadi kenyataan
InsyaAllah rezeki tempat baru siapa lah tahu kan
kita kerja kuat-kuat semoga dapat beli our dream house soon

Lepas install Instagram terus add friend malam tu jugak
memang perghakk abis kan..haha
*Perghak - Jakun
tapi I boleh surf waktu malam je pasal tak bawak pegi office
and only surf after my precious Hamza dah tidur
so I guess I see you guys there too :)


MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Phillip Phillips - Gone, Gone, Gone

My Surfacing...You are 30!

Creme Brulee Cheese Cake

June 28, 2012

It's my dear surfacing 30th birthday!
I didn't bake the cake, it's from secret recipe
My husband favourite flavor
Tengokla cemana messy nye budak secret recipe ni tulis atas kek tu
alasan dia surface tu licin...sabar jela

Anywho, this is his first birthday as a husband
and before this I imagine it will be something like this...
I will take a day off, bake a cheese cake for him, his favourite lasagna
and probably his favourite kookies munchster
But kita hanya merancang
Turns out I cannot take a day off because I'm still under probation
and we are busy preparing pindah rumah sabtu ni so barang semua dah pack

So the best that I can do is buy his favourite cake
pasang lilin leftover masa wedding and sing him off tune birthday song
Sorry my dear, I wish i can do more...ngeee
My present to you lambat sikit...
you have to wait for another 3 months, InsyaAllah

your birthday present at 24 weeks

My love,
I pray for your good health, wealth and happiness
I thank Allah SWT for giving me you as a gift
You are a wonderful husband and I know you will be a great father
You have done so much for me
you always give the best you can to make me happy
I am truly blessed to have you in my love
I pray that our marriage will grow stronger until our last breathe.
I love you so much.

sicnessurfacing

"Nothing you would take
and everything you give
Hold me till I die
Meet you on the other side"






MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
The Wallflowers - Closer To you (Live)

Nine

I come to realize that
9 years of relationship between you and me
really changed us, my dear

for instance...
We really put on weight!
ngeee...

I think we should start a diet plan, dear...
or else you will look like chewbacca
and i have the tendency to become a Gizmo soon

Here's to more lovely years with you, My Surfacing
I hope next year will be the end of something
and the beginning to a wonderful life with you ;)

Love.




MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Peter Gabriel - The book of love (Scrubs finale)

While We Wait

You know my dear Surfacing...
I really love us.
:)




MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
The Beatles - Something

A Day In The Life

"Do you think i should buy the t-shirt, shoe
or this action figure?"
he showed me the Bram Stoker's dracula action figure.


"hmpp...well..the t-shirt is a great bargain..
i mean 3 bands t-shirt for 40 ringgit quite cheap la..
the snickers (sneakers lahh pet!)
...u need it right?but u have so many shoes...
this dracula been here for quite some time...
i dun think anyone will buy it",
i said while looking at frank the bunny figura.
this action figure will be mine someday.


"so...?what should i buy first?", he asked.
maybe he's hoping for me to give a damn good reason
or decision.


"You know what...
maybe you don't have to buy anything at all"
I seriously didn't know why i gave that answer.


"i think ur right...maybe i should wait till next week.
or for better things"

that surprised me.
he put the dracula back but hid it
behind another action figure.
maybe he wished no one will notice it.
well-planned.



"let's go to victoria,
who knows they're selling slipknot digipak",
he said and we walked out.

we walked into the music store.
he went to his favourite shelves and half-shouted...
"slipknot digipak dammit",
he took the Digipak CD, gave it to the cashier and paid.
no question asked.

we've been waiting for the digipak version for 2 months.
It's a special edition of the album
contains three bonus tracks...
and is packaged in a six-fold digipak
with a 40-page deluxe booklet and bonus DVD
containing a documentary -the making of All Hope Is Gone,
Directed by the percussionist of the band-the clown



"i have a good instinct right?"
he said proudly to me.


"who told you not to buy anything at the first place?",
i looked at him & smiled.

"damn"

Big Day Out

the sicness


her surfacing

Our big day out.
the FIRST big day out after 5 months away.
the FIRST time i feel so secure, comfy, happy, relax...
sume adelah!
went to see ironman for 2ND time at imax.
got our best seat...
and yes we've waited till the ending credit
to see the extra scene..
and it's all worth it!
sape2 tak tgk extra scene...
sile carik kat youtube ye.
went to our favourite action figure's shop,
his favourite dvd's stop,
dinner at tgi friday.
read film & music books at borders.
just like the good old days.
i really miss this.
and i really need this.
for i know that...
there's nowhere else i should be.
there's nobody else but he.

when the sicness meet surfacing

you and me

in an hour...
i'll be seeing you.
in an hour...
we meet again
in an hour...
it's the end of longing
in an hour...
it's the beginning of everything
in an hour...
it's happening
when the sicness meet her surfacing!

the sound of music

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak.

frankie valli- can't take my eyes off of you.



eclipse


lagu yang wat aku teringat kat my dear surfacing memang byk gile.
but this particular song really remind me of us.
ade story behind this great song.
it happened mase baru baru2 kenal...
and blom centa centa lagi.
but let just not talk bout it.
let the song tells the story :)



jgn salahkan aku pada muke yang cerah...salahkan shutter

wish you were here

sicnessurfacing


I've always been mad,
I know I've been mad,
like the most of us...
very hard to explain why you're mad,
even if you're not mad
Don't be afraid to care
Look around and choose your own ground.
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time.
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
I've witnessed your suffering
As the battle raged higher
In the fear and alarm
You did not desert me
There you are, standing right in front of me
You change the day your way
I know you will love me anyway
I will remember you
Your silhouette will charge the view
Too much time on my hands, I got you on my mind
All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel.