Monday, March 19, 2012

Dark Waters


08.03.12 | 2.00am


It's been raining since 4pm, non stop, consistently heavy
11pm and still raining
I told myself to call my mom, just to be alert
but I fell asleep


08.03.12 | 6.00am


Received SMS from my sister around 3am
Flood.
For the third time in 29 years
The last flood was 3 years ago
and happened in the month of March too




08.03.12 | 11.00am


My brother uploaded some picture
It's up to the waist
and it happened too fast they unable to move stuff






08.03.12 | 3.00pm

Me and Surfacing decided to take a day off and helped out
It was a total mess
Everything fell apart
Thick mud
We have to throw almost all furniture
mattress
some electrical item
I can safely say it's about 20k loss
My brother's brand new kawasaki ninja alone need about 7k repairing cost




08.03.12 | 9.10pm

Whatever it is I'm still grateful
Everyone's safe
We still have our house
Still have our clothes and TV and fridge
Most important, it happened after the wedding
Both me and my sister wedding
Thank you Allah SWT.

Friday, March 02, 2012

A Life Less Ordinary


Rayyan-Hopefully my baby as fair and as cute as you!


9 weeks.
Alhamdulillah so far so good.
Last week check dah dapat dengar heartbeat.
Baru tau yang heartbeat baby ni laju rupanya ye.
Tersengih-sengih bila terpikir
menyesal tak ambik video heartbeat tu
Another 3 weeks to go untuk trimester 1.
Masih berhati-hati and keep praying everything safe and smooth.


Antara simptom selama 9 weeks:

1. Takda morning sickness tapi evening pukul 5pm-10pm

2. Waktu maghrib paling crucial - dah 4x muntah so far

3. Suka makan yogurt especially berries flavor

4. Dulu boleh minum susu sekarang kena minum dengan cereal sebab loya

5. Dulu terbayang fried food dah loya sekarang tak boleh makan spaghetti

6. Suka gila nasi lemak. Minggu ni dah 4x aku makan nasi lemak. Rasa bersalah sangat.

7. Driving nak balik tu amat meloyakan so kena kunyah snickers

8. Love bananas especially dole!

9. Perut berangin, senak and susah sendawa

10. Emotional sikit tengok cerita sedih sikit je dah berair air mata. So not me!

11.Snacking every 1 hour to avoid nausea. Current favourite- biskut munchys, biskut tiger,
oat krunch and snickers.

12. very dry and itchy skin and acne break out...sigh.

13. Very sleepy during the day and mild back ache

14. Cepat mengantuk - pukul 11.00 maximum pastu terus pengsan sampai pagi

15. Malas masak and jadi clumsy bila masak.
kalau dah malas memangla macam-macam kan.heh.


Other than that, I think everything ok
Rasanya tak teruk lagi so far since tak muntah sangat
I hope trimester 1 berakhir dengan baik
Can't wait for the next phase :)


MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Ash - Goldfinger

Thursday, March 01, 2012

Awakening


source


Semalam emosi je aku baca tweet manusia-manusia yang marah
konsert Erykah Badu ni kena banned
lagi emosi bila manusia-manusia ni melayu islam
pastu artis-artis melayu islam pulak
Macam perkara remeh je kan macam takda offended langsung
Siap cakap oh melayu ni cepat sangat insulted la kolot la apa la...
Wow, so shallow.

Lukis gambar Nabi Muhammad SAW pun menyebabkan
seluruh muslim di dunia membantah
apatah lagi memakai tattoo Allah SWT.
Ini religion la bukan culture, get it?
Takde sensitivity langsung ke?

Ada yang persoalkan kata tu just temporary tattoo la...
She's ill-informed la apa lah
yes, yes aku tak peduli masalah dia
masalahnya sekarang kita yang seolah-olah menyokong kesilapan dia.

Yang blame Rais Yatim jangan cakapla
Siap terkeluar pulak isu-isu politik
(blearghhh)
kenapa sehari sebelum konsert and just after keluar paper The Star baru nak banned?
kenapa tak check awal-awal dulu masa sebelum bagi permit
Hellooo
Aku pun honestly tak pernah tau tentang kewujudan gambar dia pakai tattoo camtu
maybe because I'm not a fan pun
so apatah lagi la menteri yang busy tu dan orang-orang gomen yang approve tu

Padan muka Pineapple Concert
tipu la kalau korang tatau pasal gambar tu langsung
Masa hantar proposal tu mesti tak tunjuk punya gambar tu
atau maybe dia photoshop kan tattoo tu
lepas dapat permit happy je kan
sekali Allah SWT nak tunjuk... hamik kau
terpampang besar2 dekat paper The Star
just a few days before the concert
Served you right.
Rugi memang rugi la
But patut korang dah predict benda ni boleh jadi
Kita ni hidup zaman communication atas ke bawah
Kan senang kalau bawak artis-artis yang less risky kan

The thing is,
once we know about the information
We can't unlearn it
or ignore it
So what Rais Yatim did memang wajar
Ini negara Islam yang berjuta rakyatnya beragama Islam
yang walaupun mungkin tak alim mana pun
tapi bila kita dah tau fakta bahawa nama Allah SWT terpampang
dekat badan half-naked Erykah Badu
Are we gonna close one eye and move on?
Sejahil itu ke kita?

I better stop before I get too emotional.
Just read ada satu portal gossip ni yang menyokong tindakan menteri
dan menempelak tindakan artis yang bantah
Good one.

Kita maybe masih belum sempurna
masih merangkak mencari cahaya
Cuba menjadi Muslim yang lebih baik dari hari sebelumnya
Tapi jangan sampai yang NYATA dan BENAR itu dipersoalkan.
Nauzubillah.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Two Of Us



We went to our honeymoon at Singapore last week for 3 days.
day 1 for the Judas Priest Epitaph Farewell World Tour with Lamb of God
Day 2 for Universal Studio Singapore
and day 3 simply jalan-jalan

I had to let go the concert ticket once we find out about the pregnancy
so sad...
Thank God dapat jual to Jaie Sil Khannaz
and dapat pulak beli tiket USS from a friend of a friend for only rm300 per pair.
rezeki.

It's my first time going outside Malaysia.
Even though just Singapore, I'm freaking excited about it.




USS totally awesome!
Can't play all the killer rides...
Oh how I wish...
especially when your partner go mad about the transformers 4d ride
and he went twice!

Definitely will go again sometime
will share more pics later.
now I have to face the fact that it's Monday and it's working day.
sigh.



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Toto - Georgy Porgy

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

The Book of Love


*beautiful illustration ala Struzan by our blood brother- anas hussain
* our version of bram stoker dracula in the photo frame by my dear surfacing


7 weeks after our wedding day and masih tak habis letak gambar...
sebabnya gamba Official photog tak dapat lagi maka down nak update...
ngeee

tapi takpa lah this entry just nak share a few pics from the Bukit Damansara Reception
masa 1 January 2012.
Thanks my brother, ajin and shananeh tolong capture kan gambar
so this event kurang penat sikit from reception 25.12 tuh
sebab pelamin pakej dah sama Sri Angsana Catering
But we still have to do a few stuff sebab meja kerusi from our side


Dewan Bukit Damansara - white wedding setup again

something happened the night before our reception
but I'm not gonna talk about it in this entry
Overall I"m so happy with my wedding reception
Even makeup pun behave better from before


entrance


cake cutting with "love song for a vampire by Annie Lennox"
as the main theme

Inspired by Bram Stoker Dracula :)

Vendor semua best tak mendatangkan masalah langsung
Sri Angsana Catering sangat menepati janji
malah ada value added item yang dia bagi
Yang paling happy we requested plain white cake and dorang dengar cakap!
very sweet plain white cake with white flower kecik kat tengah
They even decorate the cake cutting table yang memang takda dalam pakej pun
phewww


G.I. Photoshoot pun willing pegi outdoor kat Central Market
tempat yang memang kitorang dah aim lama
walaupun kena pusing2 cari entrance...hehehehe
Alhamdulillah sangat


With my handsome ayah. So dashing wearing silver!



adik aku dah tukar uniform time ni nak mengemas dah


Cuma satu jela tak ramai kawan-kawan ku dapat datang ke reception sini
But takpelah takde rezeki
Whatever it is, we had a blast and glad everything is over.
Penat woi planning wedding sendiri.
No more pening kepala nak memikir deco atau beli itu ini



the bride!

pasni cuma pening dengan hal lain pulak lah...
7 weeks and counting :)



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Jack Johnson - Better Together

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

With Arms Wide Open

We stand in awe,
we've created life

With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything

With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love
I'll show you everything...

6 weeks,
Alhamdulillah.




MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Creed- With Arms Wide Open

Thursday, February 02, 2012

Abdul Muqeet bin Khairul Muizz


30.01.12 12.00pm Hospital Serdang

Assalamualaikum Abdul Muqeet Bin Khairul Muizz.
Welcome to this world.
Wish you all the love in this world.
Be good to your mom and dad.
Be good to everyone.
Congratulations my dear shananeh and Muizz.
Can't wait to see you guys!



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Ray Charles & Joe Cocker - You Are So Beautiful