It's been raining since 4pm, non stop, consistently heavy 11pm and still raining I told myself to call my mom, just to be alert but I fell asleep
08.03.12 | 6.00am
Received SMS from my sister around 3am Flood. For the third time in 29 years The last flood was 3 years ago and happened in the month of March too
08.03.12 | 11.00am
My brother uploaded some picture It's up to the waist and it happened too fast they unable to move stuff
08.03.12 | 3.00pm
Me and Surfacing decided to take a day off and helped out It was a total mess Everything fell apart Thick mud We have to throw almost all furniture mattress some electrical item I can safely say it's about 20k loss My brother's brand new kawasaki ninja alone need about 7k repairing cost
08.03.12 | 9.10pm
Whatever it is I'm still grateful Everyone's safe We still have our house Still have our clothes and TV and fridge Most important, it happened after the wedding Both me and my sister wedding Thank you Allah SWT.
Rayyan-Hopefully my baby as fair and as cute as you!
9 weeks. Alhamdulillah so far so good. Last week check dah dapat dengar heartbeat. Baru tau yang heartbeat baby ni laju rupanya ye. Tersengih-sengih bila terpikir menyesal tak ambik video heartbeat tu Another 3 weeks to go untuk trimester 1. Masih berhati-hati and keep praying everything safe and smooth.
Antara simptom selama 9 weeks:
1. Takda morning sickness tapi evening pukul 5pm-10pm
2. Waktu maghrib paling crucial - dah 4x muntah so far
3. Suka makan yogurt especially berries flavor
4. Dulu boleh minum susu sekarang kena minum dengan cereal sebab loya
5. Dulu terbayang fried food dah loya sekarang tak boleh makan spaghetti
6. Suka gila nasi lemak. Minggu ni dah 4x aku makan nasi lemak. Rasa bersalah sangat.
7. Driving nak balik tu amat meloyakan so kena kunyah snickers
8. Love bananas especially dole!
9. Perut berangin, senak and susah sendawa
10. Emotional sikit tengok cerita sedih sikit je dah berair air mata. So not me!
11.Snacking every 1 hour to avoid nausea. Current favourite- biskut munchys, biskut tiger, oat krunch and snickers.
12. very dry and itchy skin and acne break out...sigh.
13. Very sleepy during the day and mild back ache
14. Cepat mengantuk - pukul 11.00 maximum pastu terus pengsan sampai pagi
15. Malas masak and jadi clumsy bila masak. kalau dah malas memangla macam-macam kan.heh.
Other than that, I think everything ok Rasanya tak teruk lagi so far since tak muntah sangat I hope trimester 1 berakhir dengan baik Can't wait for the next phase :)
Semalam emosi je aku baca tweet manusia-manusia yang marah konsert Erykah Badu ni kena banned lagi emosi bila manusia-manusia ni melayu islam pastu artis-artis melayu islam pulak Macam perkara remeh je kan macam takda offended langsung Siap cakap oh melayu ni cepat sangat insulted la kolot la apa la... Wow, so shallow.
Lukis gambar Nabi Muhammad SAW pun menyebabkan seluruh muslim di dunia membantah apatah lagi memakai tattoo Allah SWT. Ini religion la bukan culture, get it? Takde sensitivity langsung ke?
Ada yang persoalkan kata tu just temporary tattoo la... She's ill-informed la apa lah yes, yes aku tak peduli masalah dia masalahnya sekarang kita yang seolah-olah menyokong kesilapan dia.
Yang blame Rais Yatim jangan cakapla Siap terkeluar pulak isu-isu politik (blearghhh) kenapa sehari sebelum konsert and just after keluar paper The Star baru nak banned? kenapa tak check awal-awal dulu masa sebelum bagi permit Hellooo Aku pun honestly tak pernah tau tentang kewujudan gambar dia pakai tattoo camtu maybe because I'm not a fan pun so apatah lagi la menteri yang busy tu dan orang-orang gomen yang approve tu
Padan muka Pineapple Concert tipu la kalau korang tatau pasal gambar tu langsung Masa hantar proposal tu mesti tak tunjuk punya gambar tu atau maybe dia photoshop kan tattoo tu lepas dapat permit happy je kan sekali Allah SWT nak tunjuk... hamik kau terpampang besar2 dekat paper The Star just a few days before the concert Served you right. Rugi memang rugi la But patut korang dah predict benda ni boleh jadi Kita ni hidup zaman communication atas ke bawah Kan senang kalau bawak artis-artis yang less risky kan
The thing is, once we know about the information We can't unlearn it or ignore it So what Rais Yatim did memang wajar Ini negara Islam yang berjuta rakyatnya beragama Islam yang walaupun mungkin tak alim mana pun tapi bila kita dah tau fakta bahawa nama Allah SWT terpampang dekat badan half-naked Erykah Badu Are we gonna close one eye and move on? Sejahil itu ke kita?
I better stop before I get too emotional. Just read ada satu portal gossip ni yang menyokong tindakan menteri dan menempelak tindakan artis yang bantah Good one.
Kita maybe masih belum sempurna masih merangkak mencari cahaya Cuba menjadi Muslim yang lebih baik dari hari sebelumnya Tapi jangan sampai yang NYATA dan BENAR itu dipersoalkan. Nauzubillah.
We went to our honeymoon at Singapore last week for 3 days. day 1 for the Judas Priest Epitaph Farewell World Tour with Lamb of God Day 2 for Universal Studio Singapore and day 3 simply jalan-jalan
I had to let go the concert ticket once we find out about the pregnancy so sad... Thank God dapat jual to Jaie Sil Khannaz and dapat pulak beli tiket USS from a friend of a friend for only rm300 per pair. rezeki.
It's my first time going outside Malaysia. Even though just Singapore, I'm freaking excited about it.
USS totally awesome! Can't play all the killer rides... Oh how I wish... especially when your partner go mad about the transformers 4d ride and he went twice!
Definitely will go again sometime will share more pics later. now I have to face the fact that it's Monday and it's working day. sigh.
*beautiful illustration ala Struzan by our blood brother- anashussain * our version of bram stoker dracula in the photo frame by my dear surfacing
7 weeks after our wedding day and masih tak habis letak gambar... sebabnya gamba Official photog tak dapat lagi maka down nak update... ngeee
tapi takpa lah this entry just nak share a few pics from the Bukit Damansara Reception masa 1 January 2012. Thanks my brother, ajin and shananeh tolong capture kan gambar so this event kurang penat sikit from reception 25.12 tuh sebab pelamin pakej dah sama Sri Angsana Catering But we still have to do a few stuff sebab meja kerusi from our side
Dewan Bukit Damansara - white wedding setup again
something happened the night before our reception but I'm not gonna talk about it in this entry Overall I"m so happy with my wedding reception Even makeup pun behave better from before
entrance
cake cutting with "love song for a vampire by Annie Lennox" as the main theme Inspired by Bram Stoker Dracula :)
Vendor semua best tak mendatangkan masalah langsung Sri Angsana Catering sangat menepati janji malah ada value added item yang dia bagi Yang paling happy we requested plain white cake and dorang dengar cakap! very sweet plain white cake with white flower kecik kat tengah They even decorate the cake cutting table yang memang takda dalam pakej pun phewww
G.I. Photoshoot pun willing pegi outdoor kat Central Market tempat yang memang kitorang dah aim lama walaupun kena pusing2 cari entrance...hehehehe Alhamdulillah sangat
With my handsome ayah. So dashing wearing silver!
adik aku dah tukar uniform time ni nak mengemas dah
Cuma satu jela tak ramai kawan-kawan ku dapat datang ke reception sini But takpelah takde rezeki Whatever it is, we had a blast and glad everything is over. Penat woi planning wedding sendiri. No more pening kepala nak memikir deco atau beli itu ini
the bride!
pasni cuma pening dengan hal lain pulak lah... 7 weeks and counting :)
Assalamualaikum Abdul Muqeet Bin Khairul Muizz. Welcome to this world. Wish you all the love in this world. Be good to your mom and dad. Be good to everyone. Congratulations my dear shananeh and Muizz. Can't wait to see you guys!
I got some beautiful photos from my bestfriend, shana. Photos captured probono by her husband, Muizz. I'm all smiling when she shared the pics via YM It remind me of my Nikah day the akad moment especially
I always thought my mom was very relax compare to my father because she's not crying at all and constantly worried kenduri food preparation But I was wrong Looking at the pic, she got all teary-eyed during the doa Feels like running home now and hug my mom I miss her
Like I said, ayah almost made me cry I put my mind at other place to hold the tears I'm so grateful, muizz captured this precious moment
Close up shot of exchanging rings notice his hands look softer than mine... ngeee
Pics with my girls oh what will I do without you babes
" I don't want to waste another moment of my life without you in it"
20 days as husband and wife. I'm enjoying every moment with my other half. So this is marriage. You and me. Togetherness. Good times bad times. Sometimes I have this feeling like "wow, I'm married" Can't believe that 1 year prep is over.
Now I cannot wait to see my wedding pictures. Haven't got anything from my official photog yet. But looking at photos that were captured by my brother, friends and relative making me excited about my wedding.
These are some of the photos by ajin, shana and fiza Can't thank them enough for capturing these moments
SOLEMNIZATION 25.12.11. My humble home
The DIY Pelamin We called it "Whiter shade of Pale" ngeeee We did this pelamin in 2 days Our first idea was to put paper flower as background but time is running out So we replace it with the fan shape thingy using tracing paper Totally worth it because everything belong to us Now the sofa at our living room :) I will do another pelamin for my sister this coming february and it's pink!
I don't know about zul but I'm not nervous at all Cuma rasa sebak sangat bila masa nak nikahkan suara ayahku sebak like he's about to cry and kena buat lafaz sekali lagi sebab ayah cakap tersekat-sekat menahan sebak I almost cried I can see how my father loves me so much This is the moment he has to let go of me Love you so much ayah.
Husband and Wife woohoooo Macam, really? we already married? whoaa
Our family portrait :) Syukur sangat.
With my sister and her family hayyman muka sedih ni beriya menangis taknak amik gambar jadi la macam ni..ngeee
"Pet, senyum lagi pettt" Itula reminder photographer dok bagi kat aku Oh well me and my sour face I think I've smile enough Tapi masih nampak macam marghoh Hopefully takdala muka aku masam macam kawin paksa je ngeee
Hantaran from him Kami buat 5 balas 7 My surfacing buat sendiri with the help from his sister and aunt I really love the Al-Quran in Mini Kaabah and I love my ring so much Thank you hunney bunny
Neesa Misae with hantaran from my side I can't thank you enough Neesa, my bestfriend! dia sleepover rumah aku the night before and she's responsible for this lovely hantaran! Kalau neesa and her sister takda memang tak tidur la aku malam tu buat menda ni I don't even know I can do this pretty. and thank u so much jay jeha for helping me with the sirih junjung yang ada carnation and sirih tu Masha Allah masa tengok all the decoration, I'm so happy because this is what I wanted Oh what will I do without you babe
My father look so handsome with baju melayu! Me and zul personally chose the material and color Send to tailor and dry clean I want my parents to wear new things on my wedding day Really glad it looks amazing on them Cikman yang terlalu busy with the coordination sampai tak tukar baju pun Cik Man and Cik Idah, only Allah SWT will repay your kindness to our family Tak berkira duit, energy Mereka ni memang orang kuat wedding aku Jasa terlalu besar tak terbalas oleh aku dan zul
With my lovely parents The arch was build by Sham, anak cik man Dia ada bengkel belakang rumah aku How convenient kan Talking about my parents, the day after masa packing nak move out Aku rasa kosong sangat especially when my father tengok-tengok time packing First time I cried like a child Hugging ayah and ummi It's really sad to leave after living here for 28 years I'm homesick for a week and asked zul to go home almost everyday Dengan alasan barang tinggal la apa la The actual fact is I miss them so much and I want to be around them all the time. Tak sabar nak balik minggu ni :)
With the heavily pregnant, my bestfriend, Shananeh Oh babe, thank u so much for capturing beautiful photos using instax, iphone and even dslr Can't wait nak tengok yang DSLR...ihihi Shana tengah menanti hari je ni due around next week I pray for the best Semoga selamat both you and baby
Beautiful henna by amrina, hennaratusehari She's really good and I'm glad I made the decision to wear full henna Even aku buat design baru untuk event dewan pulak I never like wearing inai But for wedding, I say go for it! This is the time nak pakai inai penuh tangan atas bawah and tak nampak pelik Even get compliment and orang mintak contact number amrina Thank you Am, you're the best! yang macam smear to sebab tangan aku tak berenti berpeluh...hehehehe
with best man and Maid of Honor My beautiful sister, bai and her fiancee, Erfan Bulan 2 ni turn dorang pulak naik pelamin Me and my surfacing in charge with the wedding look and event coordination Definitely looking forward to that :) bai, erfan, my brother ajin and her gf murni memang banyak sangat tolong aku I am blessed with siblings macam ni yang buat doorgift tak tidur Murni, I want you to be my in law, InsyaAllah! She's really helpful, nice and rajin sangat. Ajin please jaga murni elok-elok ok because I really like her.
With Cik Naimah and family I known them since sekolah rendah lagi Last year along and angah kawin Yang bestnya dorang ada amik gambar and upload dengan penuh efisien sekali Thank you guys really love all the photos :)
Orang -orang kuat family, relatives, friends, Godfather Yang support dari segi energy, barangan dan duit Tolong Ummi masak dari 2 hari sebelum yang basuh pinggan yang make sure makanan semua ada Whole lotta love!
With Neesa and Shana Tak sabar nak lepak wey
Ok sereyes tak sabar nak tengok official wedding photo Idzwan...some teaser plisss
9 days married to the man I truly love, Zulkarnain Azhar...my dear surfacing. We've been waiting for this moment for 10 years. It's never been better than this.
Thank you to our wonderful family, relatives and friends. Thank you for attending our wedding receptions. Thank you for the thoughtful prayers, wishes and kind gifts. Thank you for the endless love and support, money and energy regardless. I love every moments, every details, every flaws of my wedding day. It's all happening :)
