Friday, January 20, 2012

The Book of Love



I got some beautiful photos from my bestfriend, shana.
Photos captured probono by her husband, Muizz.
I'm all smiling when she shared the pics via YM
It remind me of my Nikah day
the akad moment especially

I always thought my mom was very relax compare to my father
because she's not crying at all and constantly worried kenduri food preparation
But I was wrong
Looking at the pic, she got all teary-eyed during the doa
Feels like running home now and hug my mom
I miss her





Like I said, ayah almost made me cry
I put my mind at other place to hold the tears
I'm so grateful, muizz captured this precious moment





Close up shot of exchanging rings
notice his hands look softer than mine...
ngeee




Pics with my girls
oh what will I do without you babes




" I don't want to waste another moment of my life without you in it"





MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
The Swell Season (Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova) - Fallen from the sky

Friday, January 13, 2012

The Book of Love



20 days as husband and wife.
I'm enjoying every moment with my other half.
So this is marriage.
You and me.
Togetherness.
Good times bad times.
Sometimes I have this feeling like "wow, I'm married"
Can't believe that 1 year prep is over.


Now I cannot wait to see my wedding pictures.
Haven't got anything from my official photog yet.
But looking at photos that were captured by my brother, friends and relative
making me excited about my wedding.

These are some of the photos by ajin, shana and fiza
Can't thank them enough for capturing these moments






SOLEMNIZATION
25.12.11.
My humble home


The DIY Pelamin
We called it "Whiter shade of Pale"
ngeeee
We did this pelamin in 2 days
Our first idea was to put paper flower as background but time is running out
So we replace it with the fan shape thingy using tracing paper
Totally worth it because everything belong to us
Now the sofa at our living room :)
I will do another pelamin for my sister this coming february
and it's pink!



I don't know about zul but I'm not nervous at all
Cuma rasa sebak sangat bila masa nak nikahkan
suara ayahku sebak like he's about to cry
and kena buat lafaz sekali lagi sebab ayah cakap tersekat-sekat menahan sebak
I almost cried
I can see how my father loves me so much
This is the moment he has to let go of me
Love you so much ayah.


Husband and Wife woohoooo
Macam, really? we already married?
whoaa


Our family portrait :)
Syukur sangat.


With my sister and her family
hayyman muka sedih ni beriya menangis taknak amik gambar
jadi la macam ni..ngeee



"Pet, senyum lagi pettt"
Itula reminder photographer dok bagi kat aku
Oh well me and my sour face
I think I've smile enough
Tapi masih nampak macam marghoh
Hopefully takdala muka aku masam macam kawin paksa je
ngeee



Hantaran from him
Kami buat 5 balas 7
My surfacing buat sendiri with the help from his sister and aunt
I really love the Al-Quran in Mini Kaabah
and I love my ring so much
Thank you hunney bunny



Neesa Misae with hantaran from my side
I can't thank you enough Neesa, my bestfriend!
dia sleepover rumah aku the night before
and she's responsible for this lovely hantaran!
Kalau neesa and her sister takda memang tak tidur la aku malam tu buat menda ni
I don't even know I can do this pretty.
and thank u so much jay jeha for helping me with the sirih junjung
yang ada carnation and sirih tu
Masha Allah masa tengok all the decoration,
I'm so happy because this is what I wanted
Oh what will I do without you babe



My father look so handsome with baju melayu!
Me and zul personally chose the material and color
Send to tailor and dry clean
I want my parents to wear new things on my wedding day
Really glad it looks amazing on them
Cikman yang terlalu busy with the coordination sampai tak tukar baju pun
Cik Man and Cik Idah,
only Allah SWT will repay your kindness to our family
Tak berkira duit, energy
Mereka ni memang orang kuat wedding aku
Jasa terlalu besar tak terbalas oleh aku dan zul



With my lovely parents
The arch was build by Sham, anak cik man
Dia ada bengkel belakang rumah aku
How convenient kan
Talking about my parents,
the day after masa packing nak move out
Aku rasa kosong sangat especially when my father
tengok-tengok time packing
First time I cried like a child
Hugging ayah and ummi
It's really sad to leave after living here for 28 years
I'm homesick for a week and asked zul to go home almost everyday
Dengan alasan barang tinggal la apa la
The actual fact is I miss them so much and I want to be around them all the time.
Tak sabar nak balik minggu ni :)



With the heavily pregnant, my bestfriend, Shananeh
Oh babe, thank u so much for capturing beautiful photos
using instax, iphone and even dslr
Can't wait nak tengok yang DSLR...ihihi
Shana tengah menanti hari je ni due around next week
I pray for the best
Semoga selamat both you and baby



Beautiful henna by amrina, hennaratusehari
She's really good and I'm glad I made the decision to wear full henna
Even aku buat design baru untuk event dewan pulak
I never like wearing inai
But for wedding, I say go for it!
This is the time nak pakai inai penuh tangan atas bawah and tak nampak pelik
Even get compliment and orang mintak contact number amrina
Thank you Am, you're the best!
yang macam smear to sebab tangan aku tak berenti berpeluh...hehehehe



with best man and Maid of Honor
My beautiful sister, bai and her fiancee, Erfan
Bulan 2 ni turn dorang pulak naik pelamin
Me and my surfacing in charge with the wedding look and event coordination
Definitely looking forward to that :)
bai, erfan, my brother ajin and her gf murni memang banyak sangat tolong aku
I am blessed with siblings macam ni yang buat doorgift tak tidur
Murni, I want you to be my in law, InsyaAllah!
She's really helpful, nice and rajin sangat.
Ajin please jaga murni elok-elok ok because I really like her.


With Cik Naimah and family
I known them since sekolah rendah lagi
Last year along and angah kawin
Yang bestnya dorang ada amik gambar and upload dengan penuh efisien sekali
Thank you guys
really love all the photos :)



Orang -orang kuat
family, relatives, friends, Godfather
Yang support dari segi energy, barangan dan duit
Tolong Ummi masak dari 2 hari sebelum
yang basuh pinggan
yang make sure makanan semua ada
Whole lotta love!


With Neesa and Shana
Tak sabar nak lepak wey


Ok sereyes tak sabar nak tengok official wedding photo
Idzwan...some teaser plisss


MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Edwin McCain - I Could Not Asked For More

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

Sempurna



251211

9 days married to the man I truly love, Zulkarnain Azhar...my dear surfacing.
We've been waiting for this moment for 10 years.
It's never been better than this.

Thank you to our wonderful family, relatives and friends.
Thank you for attending our wedding receptions.
Thank you for the thoughtful prayers, wishes and kind gifts.
Thank you for the endless love and support,
money and energy regardless.
I love every moments, every details, every flaws of my wedding day.
It's all happening :)



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Crush - Senyum Indah

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

6ix



So last sunday while hunting for our never ending wedding stuff
We managed to find time to watch MI4: Ghost Protocol
at the new TGV IMAX Theatre at Sunway Pyramid
It's our last date as an "engaged" couple by the way..ngeee

It was an amazing visual experience
Seriously worth every penny
The full projection visual and the sound sytem is fantastic!
Pasni memang tengok kat situ jela nanti..

MI4 is very entertaining
Great storyline and cast
I somewhat feel like the mission "impossible" is quite possible
Brad Bird really did well for this one even thought it's his first full-length feature
and Tom Cruise never aged, damn it.





So my wedding leaves start tomorrow until January 2nd
2 weeks holiday babyyy
I wish everything will go smooth and easy
I finally gonna face one of the most important moment in life
I'm gonna get married to the one I love so dearly, Masha Allah.





Six more days :)


MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Eric Clapton- Wonderful Tonight

Friday, December 16, 2011

Nine Days

9 DAYS

weeee
mixed feeling
but actually I'm so relaxed
Like wah ini ke perasaan nak kawin?
dia rasa nervous takut preparation tu tak sempat ke
atau hujan time majlis ke
atau senang ke dorang ni nak parking kat umah nanti
kesian kereta dorang
Takda la sangat rasa cam ohhh so lovey dovey
I wanna listen to love songs all day long
and talk about love all the time
hahaa

but my Surfacing did something really sweet
I just asked him to touch up the paint job in the bedroom
He did the touch up job as well as some paint job in the living room
best best baru la rasa baru sikit
Thank u my dear




Really need to re-work on the signage
I don't think it's visible enough with this font
Talking about printing it on A3 Size for directions





doorgift for VIP sahaja iaitu keluarga my surfacing dan relatives during nikah
Limited jar pulak tu dasar cheapskate
I'm struggling here there's 90 jars to go means another 2 baking sessions
whoaa penat




bulu mata sendiri ye belum palsu lagi
ngeeee
foundation tak melekat kat kulit sebab dry and flaky
so take note siapa yang ada dry skin - GET A MOISTURIZER
in my case, it's oily and dry and the same time
Please do some magic Clinique Moisture Extended Thirst Relief.
I hope it works.

This week we will watch Mission Impossible 4: Ghost Protocol
at the new TGV iMax theatre at Sunway Pyramid
It will be our last date as engaged couple...
ngeee

Lay down your arms and love me peacefully
:)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Pearl Jam - Soldier of Love

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

More Time To Kill

12 days to go...
Last 3 days was really hectic
Looking for barang hantaran from 9am to 11pm
Thank God everything settle
I found my "One" Ring
Thank you my Surfacing
I really love it!


Found this while packing my stuff
Doodle by my Surfacing probably 5,6 years ago



This is where I will set up my dais
I will DIY my pelamin
nothing fancy just hoping it will turn out ok
Good old klippan sofa will be my nikah couch
The best part about DIY is you get to keep everything
That's the reason why I bought sofa instead of chaise lounge
chair that's more suitable for wedding
but what the hell




We really want this TV rack for our small home
When we visited Ikea 2 weeks ago, the price was too good to be true
from 300+ to rm99!
But it was out of stock
They said they will restock in 2 weeks
and there's 3 unit left before they sell the display unit.

Last Sunday memang our rezeki la pergi awal pukul 10am
mula-mula takda stock jugak then one of the staff approached us
when we're about to have our breakfast
He said there's 2 unit buffer, better grab it now.
My surfacing quickly went to the market hall and
we got the mavas rack at RM99!
Wehooo



Berapa banyak tester daa aku amik sebelum decide perfume mana
aku nak untuk hantaran dengan budget yang ala kadar ni
My choice?
none of the above.
ngeeee.



Semalam penat gila...
We decided to paint the master bedroom before barang sampai
Sebab ni rumah sewa so beli cat murah blue-i saja ok...hehehe
We opted for vintage white and really love the end result
Its a combination of white and light grey



My husband-to-be gigih mengecat
Aku pun sama-sama buat ok...
Cat dinding aku suka lagi...
siling tu buat rasa nak menangis sakit tengkuk
Start pukul 5pm
Finished around 10pm
But he has to do some touch up work before this thursday



selama 28 tahun hidup
This is my first contact lens
Bought for the wedding
I never wear, afraid to wear and don't know how to wear
So semalam masa trial makeup
dengan tak malunya mintak mua aku ajar
Sorry Anna, nak pakai je dah 20min aku terkial-kial
Mesti kecewa je dia tengok aku




Bloodshot eyes sebab tak reti pakai contact
hahahahah
Anna patiently advise me to get use to it prior to the wedding
Need to practice this week!
Love the eye makeup...
But I'm in big trouble because my skin is very unkind to me
acne break out macam gila
pastu combination skin ada dryness and flaky
so foundation tak melekat

Anna advise me to moisturize or
else memang kecewala wedding makeup aku nanti
She even e-mail me some tips
Thank you so much Anna, I really appreciate it...
sedihnya rasa but I should stop on my medication
especially the exfoliating cream to prevent the skin peeling off.
oh well.




Gambar vain 12 days before the big day :)



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Lifehouse - Take Me Away

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

The Book of Love




" I want to be what you are, see what you see and love what you love"



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Annie Lennox - Love Song for a Vampire (Bram Stoker Dracula)

Spank Thru



All you need is SPANX.


MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Five For Fighting - 100 Years

Friday, December 02, 2011

Tiny Dancer



Dah lama tak menulis pasal Rayyan El-Mostafa, my cheeky nephew
Actually it's my surfacing's cheeky nephew...
but in 3 weeks I can claim that too :)

He's already 1 year old last September
He's walking and running and hiding fast
He's almost 15kg to date

He's so adorable , fluffy, baldy young man and he looks like a doll.
A very adorable baby boy doll.
He talks with his own language
but sometimes he yelled "apa tuu?" and "duduk!"
Feast your eyes with his latest pictures


Rayyan ni suka ngan perempuan je, kalau lelaki die malas layan
So that explains why he likes me so much ..ngeee


Gagah jugak aku mengangkat nya masa ni
sekarang dah tak mampu sebab semangat sangat


His first vacation last raya


Sambil mandi pun boleh tidur...kelaka gila budak ni



The cheeky face that I miss, after this boleh selalu jumpa


Macam anak patung yang sungguh sedap dipeluk


Sometimes he smile and laugh during his sleep
Mesti teringat upin ipin


1 year old birthday cake with his favourite boys, upin ipin


Kalau time makan dia lah paling sibuk selak menu


With my two favourite man


Oh Rayyan, I really hope my future son will look as cheeky as you
and as fair as you are...ngee


With his favourite uncle...
His Pakcu is really good at taking good care of him...
bagi makan, mandikan, cuci ehem ehem, tidurkan
I'm so proud of you Surfacing.


Recent picture taken last week with his "Rocky Balboa" robe
Cuteness!


MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Alexi Murdoch - All My Days