Two

nak cerita pasal 2nd anniversary 

so we celebrated our 2nd anniversary on december, 25 

tak pergi mana just makan-makan je kat johnny rocket

pastu kena cirit birit lepas balik

and hamza kena rotavirus

hamza oh hamza...

masa 1st anniversary pun awak kat hospital jugak.

kesian anak ummi

Johnny Rocket - nothing to shout about

burger was okay macam makan carl's junior je 

tapi harga chillis

gitu

wouldn't wanna go there again

overpriced

I was looking at our wedding photos

dah 2 tahun surfacing oiii kita tak print lagi album kawin 

ngeeee

sebelum anak jadi dua baiklah aku mulakan

sebulan 1 album gitu

sebenarnya malas nak pilih gambar

rasa nak print semua je

ni edited photos

suci gitu kan muka pun licin macam baby

hahahah

oh was talking bout browsing my wedding photos

aku jumpe unedited/ raw photos yang aku suka sangat

menggambarkan suasana sebenar masa wedding

make me missed those moment

so here the unedited never been published wedding photos of mine

ceh macam la kau ni kim K nak never been published sangat

ngeeee hehehe

I like this photo sebab memang sincerely nampak happy

padahal penattt panasss eh nak kena jumpa orang tu pulak ke?

takpelah meh kita redah hutan ni

aku suka sangat pasal muka epic hayman nangis sekuat hati

and takde sapa kisah

nak bergambor punya pasal

tengah nak bergambor outdoor makcik ajak borak pulak

hahahha

and what the hell palung buruk gila ada kat celah tu?

haaaa

itu sebab nak panjat pokok kena la ada stand

untuk shot ni

ko ingat senang nak memanjat pakai dress

laki aku pun tak mampu angkat badan gadang ni

one of many shots

family keluarga angkat yang terlalu banyak membantu untuk wedding aku

tak berkira tulang urat tolong umi masak

ahhh i miss ayah and umi

to my dear husband, my surfacing, my soulmate, my bestfriend

2 years kejap je kan

Thank you for putting up with me

yang emotionally up and down kejap gila kejap macam bebudak

kejap kang cold diam je buat tak tau

romantik? ahhh kita romantik dengan cara kita

bukan macam dalam filem

even though cerita before midnight a bit real and scary kan

Thank you for putting up with me

badan gemuk tak kurus sejak beranak

barely wear makeup

pakai baju band takde langsungla nak feminin ke apa dress up hijabista kan

siap ambik baju lama-lama awak

still wear the perfume that you gave me as the wedding gift

nampak sangat bukan jenis pakai perfume

suka pakai seluar makcik pasal selesa walaupun anak dah dekat 2 tahun

dah boleh bolehlah simpan seluar pregnant tu

masih ada jerawat macam budak 15 tahun walaupun umur dah 2x ganda, shut up

ingatkan dah tua ni pakai heels ke atau dress cantik-cantik

nan ado nampaknya

Thank you for putting up with me

membebel..ye aku ni membebel juga

terpaksa dengar saya dok remind

"masuk rumah basuh kaki tau" - baru lepas keluar berjalan

"pakai sanitizer tu" - sebelum buat susu hamza

"alas dengan cawan tu" - nak makan ice cream depan tv

"tolong tukar pampers hamza saya nak pi toilet" - hamza berak sebenarnyaa hehehehe

"tolong mandikan hamza nanti breakfast awak lambat" - sapa suruh aku bangun lambat?

and so many more reminder, instruction 

to the point that you think I suffered OCD

No darling, not even close

kalau saya OCD saya vacuum rumah everyday

and you don't get to eat kat sofa

hahaha

My dear surfacing- my husband

your brought so many to the light

without you...I get lost

the morning smile

the hugs and tickles

tv guilty pleasure on friday and sunday

pancake for breakfast or plain burger with lotsa onions

ke nak nasik lemak?-oklah saya pi beli dasar gemuk

I'll be there in 1 minute-hellooo mana awak dah depan gate ni?

The war- silent treatment vs membebel - I'm sorry- picit lemak karabu sikit

The way we are

and everything feels all right

Everything all right.

Love you so very much, my love.