Patience

We've been a very good friends since primary school
we went to secondary school together
we're in the same class
in the same group
she's the librarian prefects
i think that's explain her fondness towards blue color...



Though we're not in the same university
and hanging out like we used to be
but deep down i know that she's always in my heart
as one of my bestfriend
that i can talk to about anything
and yes, i'm talking about u fara :)



It's her big day
the first step to happiness
The day u're taken by a knight in shining armour
(ayat terlebih sudah)
It's her engagement day, people!



I say you look beautiful my dear friend
She's so calm and collected
but deep down u're probably nervous eh?
awal-awal pagi kitorang dah datang tengok dia make-up
atau pun sebenarnye sibuk camwhoring
the whole time sama inaz



and i keep saying this but babe,
u are the first person who made me wear pink
the color that i truly despise
but for a bestfriend like you...
bagi lah kaler apa pon wey
oren terang atau kuning raja pon aku boleh pakai...
not that i'm saying the color is hideous
it's just a matter of personal preferences
hehehehe
jangan yg lain-lain nak pekena aku nooo...







the ceremony went well
pihak lelaki punctual gile
Pukul 11 dah berderet-deret kereta datang
siap bagi additional "bonus" kat fara
by 12pm everything dah settle






and the food...
oh dear
it's realllllyyyy nice
minang punye masakan
ayam, ikan, daging sume ada
siap ada ice-cream and moist chocolate cake
gambar seterusnya akan menunjukkan
kesan pemakanan yang terlampau...
terserlah terutamanya di bahagian perut







Then we had an outdoor photography session
Fara made a decision to shoot at my house
shananeh did a good job capturing the moment
berpanas berpeluh-peluh ketiak pon takpa
asalkan gambar terbaikk...
ngeee




so my dear friend
You will have a great life ahead of you
I wish you all the happiness and joy
in love and life with your partner, mr taufiq
jeng jeng jeng




sorry people
selagi tuan punye tunang tak letak gambar
selagi itu "biar lah rahsia"
ngeee

Happy engagement Fara & Taufik :)




MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Archive - you make me feel

Birthmark

thank you anas for this lovely gift



Tomorrow i will turn 27 years old,
InsyaAllah.
I'm praying to Allah, the Mercyful
to give me a chance to live more
to mend my mistakes
to be there with my family, for a long time hopefully

Today at 26 years 11 months and 27 days
I feel so damn grateful
for my life and it's journey for the past wonderful years
for my lovely parents- umi & ayah
for my incredible siblings- ana, ija, bai, ajin
for my precious love - my surfacing
for my greatest friends - you know who you are

for my job that keeps me paying the bills
for all the people I've known my whole life
and for my car who gave me a lot of trouble
but protect me from the sun and rain

Although tomorrow, it will feel a lot like today
I will still be grateful...
to be able to breathe.



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Led Zeppelin - Whole lotta love

House of Fun

The dark Knight


Recently we went to this funfair at Balakong
bile balik keje asik nampak lampu2 batman tu kan...
hati ni teringin bebenor pulak nak pegi
Neesa pulak balik kl...
ape lagi we hit the funfair with a mission to enjoy





kalau dari luar nampak macam bes lah
tapi kat dalam kecik je rupenye...
free entrance
but you have to use coins to play all the games
1 ringgit = 1 coin





so we decided to play this spinning thingy
i don't even know what they call this thing
at first we wanna try the spinner..
macam buaian tu
rupe-rupenye shananeh ni takut tinggi pulak
so yang untuk kanak-kanak ni pon jadi la...







skali die pusing
berpeluh jugak
wey sapa kata mende ni untuk kanak-kanak?
pusingan die tinggi, laju and lama...
shana muke dah pucat...
ngee









then we tried to gamble...
hoping to get huge teddy bear
or remote control car
or even just some cute cuddly monkey
me and neesa was such a loser
sorang dapat kipas
sorang dapat keychain bola
hadoiii...











but what we enjoyed most is taking pictures
tak kira la gelap ke
belasah je
tak pepasal muiz jadi photographer
cam biasalah die mesti jadi mangsa punye





jadi kene la amik hati dengan amik gamba dia balik
jangan marah ye
just picture this...
them together... and a baby next year
wow that's so dynamite, babe
please don't wear that hideous maternity clothing okay







tapi yang kelaka kat funfair ni
takde sekor pon jual air
kitorang dahla haus gile
heran betol aku funfair takde f&b ni...
whatever it is,
it's a nice feeling to enjoy simple things like this
with the best of friends
lagi-lagi bila menghala ke kelana jaya
makan tandoori yang sedap tu...

er...hutang kedai "tuutt" bile nak baya wey???
ngeee



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Modjo - Lady

A Little Help from My Friends

What would you do if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not to sing out of key











What do I do when my love is away
Does it worry you to be alone?
How do I feel by the end of the day
Are you sad because you're on your own?











Do you need anybody
I need somebody to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love











Would you believe in a love at first sight
Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time
What do you see when you turn out the light
I can't tell you but I know it's mine







Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
I get high with a little help from my friends
gonna try with a little help from my friends





Lovely outdoor shooting with my bestfriends for
Haida who is engaged to Zuhailey or Abu i was told ;)
Lots of driving, walking, jumping and laughing
thru out the session

Haida, never knew u can jump so gracefully
almost like ANTM
jumping, smiling and maintaining body posture
at the same time
you work it babe!



photos by shananeh bulah bulah (rad'ish images)
song by The Beatles



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The Beatles - A little help from my friends

Get on the Snake

Pagi tadi aku bangun awal sebab teringin nak breakfast McD
tengah siap skali dengar umi panggil
suruh tengok reban ayam die

ada apa dengan reban?
sayup2 aku dengar mak aku jerit
"elaaa...elaaa...ular sawaaa haaa"
berlari aku keluar bawak camera



nampak tak ular tu?
die dah tersandar kekenyangan takleh nak bergerak
2 ekor ibu induk sekali dengan anak-anak die dah baham
aku nak call bomba
tapi bapak aku tanak
pasal dulu ade case gak pastu bomba lambat sampai
umah kitowang ni kan jalan komunis...
susah nak jumpe...
last-last panggil pekerja cendawan dekat-dekat area umah
dowang ni terrer bab-bab tangkap ular



yang aku klaka ayam putih ni
dok sebelah ular tu macam saje-saje menyerah diri gitu
aku rase yang kene telan tu sedara mara die lah
ni kire kes nak committ suicide la kot
kecewa punye pasal
ngeee...



bile die tengok orang ramai datang
die wat cobaan nak melarikan diri la konon
tapi perut dah kenyang gile
mane la larat nak mengengsot



skali tengok dekat dekat panjang gak ular ni
walaupon x sebesar ular yang penah masuk reban
mase aku kecik dulu...
tapi ni pon dah cukup menakutkan

lagi-lagi bile mak aku cakap
setengah jam sebelum tu die pegi masuk reban
bagi ayam makan
tapi x perasan lak ular tu ada...
Ya Allah seriau aku dengar
terima kasih padaNya kerana melindungi mak aku



tak sampai 10 minit ular berjaya ditumpaskan
hidup hidup okay...
memang hebat abang cendawan tangkap ular
siap ular tu belit tangan die
masa nak masukkan dalam guni
muke rilek je isap rokok macam takde apa yang berlaku



anjing ni pon tau takut
menyalak je lebih
skali bile ular nak bangun
berlari menyelamatkan diri

tu nampak kepala dia
mesti dalam hati die kata
menyesal aku makan ayam ni
dahla 2 ekor je...
kecik pula tu
tak pepasal kene tangkap
tak berbaloi berbaloi betul
kotla dapat kambing sekor ke kan





whatever it is
aku bersyukur kepadaNya
family aku dilindungi dari bahaya

aku tatau la abg cendawan nak wat apa ngan ular ni
sekali esok die bergaya je pakai tali pinggang baru kan
nasib kau la ular...
sapa suruh makan ayam orang
lain kali pikir masak masak bile lapar tu okay

skang aku lak lapa teringat breakfast McD...
huwaaa
teringin dari hari Ahad nii...
damn you McD Commercial!




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Dexter - Opening Theme