Reminisce

I listened to one of the the beatles’ song, In my life.
And the lyrics do make me wonder.
When I’m 64…will I laugh or cry when I look at the pictures
of my younger days?

Even now, looking back…
tak payah tunggu 20, 30 years
It’s all so much different.
Looking at old pictures really bring back those memories
Good or bad. Just like what john lennon said...

Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain


MY PARENTS

En abdul ghani & Sharifah Fatimah dikurniakan 5 org anak..
4 perempuan, sorang lelaki last yang sgt spoil.
anak ketiganye lah owner blog ni.
I am bless to have such wonderful parents.
They really take good care of me.
and trust me to do whatever i want.
I never have problem like my fren does mcm susah nak keluar,
tak bleh ade bf atau ape2 sahaja.
they give me total freedom.
But i know there's a limit to that.
umi & ayah, i will always try my best to make you happy.


1983..lihat si comel itu..heheh..and now u know why i like 70's so much. ko tgk jela bell bottom bapak aku tuh.


2006... They are my EVERYTHING.


SICNESSURFACING

7 years ago..
the time I met my dear surfacing.
It’s all messy.all over the place.
Dahla mase tuh aku baru potong rambut macam pengkid.
Mase tu gakla die menjelma mcm angel gitu.
He’s kinda made me who I am today.
He was there when I change to something better.
To my dear..you are my surfacing always ;)
Tengok gamba2 lama kitorang ape yang paling ketara
Ialah perubahan fizikal badan..
lebih tepat..penambahbadakan
my dear, jgn sedeh tgk gamba2 lame yeh..
nanti kite skipping and hulahuk ala beyoncee.


2003-zaman kurus dan mude remaje


2003- zaman naik bas intrakota..gile bas tuh pon dah tak wujud di muke bumi ni


2004- tower record kl plaza.skang dah takde pon.


2005-bas intrakota la ni, nak gi OU jugak..tambang 1.60 sen


2007- berjalan-jalan dgn bes selepas ade MR V


D' FRANZ NUTS
(seriously guys! What’s our new gang name?)

Mase skola, there’s circle of frens which are still my bestfren till today.
Tgk gamba dulu n skang..
nak gelak pon ade... nak marah pon ade.
Ingat lagi time rehat 20 minit je,
so berdiri tepi kantin sambil makan kuih cakoi letak sambal nasik lemak.
Pastu kalau stayback ptg,
mesti pegi umah inaz pasal gerai nasik tgh hari
Depan umah die memang superb sgt!
Ape2 pon fara ko jgn belasah aku pasal letak gamba lame ni eh…
Takpe pasal ko skang super hot gitu.
And fara aku officially TAG ko for this!


2001.. adekah penangan cakoi yang buat kite jadi begini?ngee...


2004...fara u know ur a hottie now bebeh!


2007…aku pulak gain weight yang melampau.kenape ko maintain fara?tak puas ati neh


INNERVISION

zaman mmu ni antara period yang paling bes gile…
First class at MMU, The lecturer taught us how to use Yahoo Messenger.
How cool was that?
i mean that’s the best communication tools ever for students enway.
Time tuh gakla tgh hot MIRC…
chatting ntah ngan sesape la kan.
Shananeh ko igt tak aktiviti sewa basikal kite?
Konon2 nak main hari2 la kan..
Last2 dalam 4 tahun aku kat mmu tuh ade la 3 kali kot kite pegi kan.
3 years at MMU memang fun & crazee sgt.
I WISH I COULD GO BACK to those days for once...


2001…Alpha dinner nite.ntah pape la aku pakai time tu.
Tensen mengenangkannya.


2002…beta year.The best year in mmu.we were called Gangster & gang tape itam by lecturers.


2003…gamma year.look at those braces! Gile ko neesa..It’s so green goblin.


2006…we are besties that still hangout and being there for each other.


2008…work it out girl! Damn, I watch too much of Tyra banks.


WORKING LIFE
(takde gang name lak)

It all started at a4 communications..3 years ago
working at small medium ad company..
Its very hectic and kinda stressful..
thank god I had a very nice, kepala gile punye colleague.
And there’s no doubt about it.
even though we’re not at the same workplace anymore(except yaya & edex la)…
we are still as close as ever and never fail to be there for each other.
They are the people that I go mamak with and kutuk bout that special someone…hehehehe.
(come on, why can’t she be a better person for once)
Weh korang ape gang name kite..pikir satu laa.!
err it’s too childish for that I guess..ngee
(name kodam boleh puan yaya?)


2006…shooting at ancasa..yaya masih dara..


2007..yaya & edex wedding…yaya hampir ilang dara..


2007…organizing this event..yaya..dara..err..dah preggo laa


2008…last Saturday..mamak awal maju kesukaan kami.Yaya..ha dah ade si kodam.
ko bleh restore dara nanti kot.ahahaha



All this places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life, I've loved them all

- the beatles

I'm 25

Got cake?

Last month was my birthday...
the same day with Maulidur Rasul
(excited gile dapat sambut the same day with RasulAllah SAW)
I’m officially 25 years old.
This year I got lotsa suprises from my circle of frens.
Tak sangka gak la aku.
Tahun ni dapat rase 3 different cake lagik..
memang rase glemer betol.

And this is the very last year aku X dpt sambut birthday with my dear surfacing.
Dah 3 years sambut sorang2 je.
macam tau2 je next year zul ade sini…
Memembe sume pakat2 celeb same aku kalini.


my birthday celeb with my dear...3 years ago

Seminit selepas masuk 20 mac..
my dear surfacing called nak wish.
die plak gi call gune number membe...konon2 nak surprise aku la.
Yang aku ni lak gi masuk contest fly fm cash call dengan kompiden nye jawab “FLY FM!”
Dah membe terpinga2.
Thank you yang, he’s the 1st one who wish me.

And thank you also to the rest of my frens who called and smsed me.
To neesa, shana, nida, raja,yaya,edex,fara, inaz, Linda, haida,lan, anas, normy, hans, nuaz,raiha, omar n naim.
Thanks for the wishes and all.

So the day of my birthday is a public holiday.
And aku melepek je kat umah tatau nak wat ape.
Kalau zul ade sini, haruslah aku dah ntah kemane berjalan ngan die kan.
Aku kalau kat umah memang akan memerap dlm bilik dengar winamp and main dynomite..
Kire tahap boring habes la ni.
suddenly adik aku panggil kuar kate ade org nak jumpe.
Rupenye yaya, edex and zainal dengan cake secret recipenye.
Patutla si edex call aku earlier dan dan tanye pasal progress job.
rupenye nak check ade kat umah ke tak..sabo jelaa.


The mastermind with baby dadam yang cam furby

I am truly happy.
First sebab dah lame org tak belikan cake time besday aku.
And 2nd becuz tak penah org wat surprise2 camni.
so u can see at my pic, muke yang tak tercover ke hepiannye.
Sesungguhnye mereka memahami kesunyian jiwa aku pada hari itu, cewah.
Thank you medialiser team!


over kan muke haku


chocolate ice-cream..yummiest!


Malam plak, close frens aku dari skolah rendah lagi janji nak datang.
Aku pon x la prepare ape2 sgt sebab dah malam.
So just hidang nasi, ikan berlada and signature dish goreng telur dadar
garing2 makcik sharifah.
Goreng telur ni spesel sket tau,
nak masak amik mase stengah jam.api kecik2, minyak banyak..
And kegaringan die memang ko takkan lupenye.
Kol 9 lebey camtu, Linda with fiancée lan, haida, fara and inaz datang.
And guess what?
They bought me a cake jugak!
Kalini moist chocolate lak!
Gile aku dibuatnye..happy ya amat.
misi diet memang xde dalam kamus hidup hari ini.


ni nama lela pulak

Spend time together until 12 midnite..
talking, gossiping mostly.
refresh balik long lost memory and update citer memasing.
Though we never really spend time together...
but the feeling is the same.
They all my great friends, the best of the best.
Thanks fara, inaz, haida, Linda..
You guys made my day.
loveee you all so so much!


d franz nuts..eh are we still using that gang name guys?
I think we should change it.haha


So dengan habisnye 20mac itu tak bermakna besdayku x disambut lagi…hehehe.
Hari sabtu tu pulak, besfren from mmu aku siape lagi
semestinye neesa misae and shananeh bulah-bulah with boifee, muiz.
ajak makan2 sempena besday girl ni la.
Kol 8 gerak dr umah neesa, konon2 nak ke kg baru..
last2 end up kat premiere gak.
but it was worth it dengan lauk pauk melampau.
Ikan siakap 3 rase, tomyam campo, udang goreng butter,
ayam masak gajus..and I got a cake lagik!
This time a piece for me and its my favourite, Blackforest!


shananeh bulah, pettiah, neesa misae

Kat premiere pon ngade2 nak pasang lilin..
for photo’s sake la of coz. What a great night.
Sepinggan nasik with glorious lauk pauk...
a piece of marvelous cake with the bestfrens .
Wah nampaknye kite kene wat event ni ikut turn masing-masing la eh..
So neesa ur next bebey!
Watch out 13 april neh!
(tp ko jgn lupe hadiah aku dari manila tau..hihihi)



Mase nak balik tu plak tetibe si shananeh si gile bergamba
ni nak gamba aneh-aneh pulak..
Nak gamba lompat2 katenye..
Just look at the pic…
see how disastrous the idea was..ahahahahah


si bontot gedabak, si senget & si midget tanpa muka

Please guys…
Let’s just promise not to ever ever take this kinda pic anymore.
Mcm gampangan ok!


pose ala band, malaysia's next top model dah reject

Anyway to all of you..
you guys really made my day.
Thank you for one of the happiest day in the life:)

Jekyll & Hyde

Jekyll & Hyde
2 march 2008 2.05 pm

there again
tight in chain
running around
nowhere to found
hide and seek
strange intuition
clear intention
diluted
embrace the moment
divine possession
unravel
unfold the mystery
face the reality
clarity
stay
always there
unbreakable
undefinable