Sunday, May 24, 2009

Roots Bloody Roots


root canal treatment


seperti lagu soulfly
itulah perasaan aku skang ni

sejak seminggu lepas gigi depan aku ni
pulsing like crazeee
maka tak tahan aku pon pegila dentist kat bt 9 tu...

and result is :

1. nerve and blood vessel kat gigi dah terputus
(maybe impact terjatuh ke ape mase kecik)

2. causing gigi depan aku x dpt nutrien dah

3. and my teeth is dead


erk..gigi depan aku mati?
alamak...
adekah aku akan rongak pasni?
adekah gigi aku akan goyang?
berpeluh gak memikirkan aku sengih ngan takde gigi depan
nightmare gile ni!

but fortunately,
there is a treatment for this type of failure
dipanggil rawatan akar gigi atau root canal treatment


so basically how it works?
(refer gambarajah di atas ye adik2)

1. drill the teeth to remove pulp
so gigi aku akan ditebuk & segala nanah atau bakteria dibuang

2. insert medicine or root canal filling material
and sealing
after that gigi dah bersih akan dirawat & disimen



aku kene pegi 2 appoinments utk treatment ni
and it cost freaking 250 ringgit...
there goes my hair rebonding money
oh well

and the sad part is...
my front tooth still dead
and the pulp will not recover...
so from time to time it will changes color
discoloration or darkening of tooth will happen
and then it will tend to become more fragile
and break easily
oh dear...

so to make things A-Okay after the root canal treatment
i gotta do a permanent crown
(rawatan korona gigi katanye)
it's like a permanent cover
that will save my teeth from breaking forever
which cost me from 500 - 1200 ringgit...
damn it.
(ikut gred-gred die la)

I probably will do it later
not now la since it cost a bomb!

but what happen now...
really teach me something
which is

NEVER EVER EVER EVER
neglect dental check-up
Even though what i had now
becuz of certain impact when i was little
(jatuh or accident)
bukan bad hygiene yeh...hehhe

yela the last time i had check-up
it was like 14 years ago

itu pon sebab free...
doktor gigi datang sekolah kan
itu pon bile tau doktor nak datang terus ponteng
punyela takut nak check gigi..ngeee


so my friend
go visit your dentist today
at least twice a year check-up
before it's freaking too late.



eh tapi kan rase lega sikit bile bace ni:


How Successful Are Root Canals?
Root canal treatment is highly successful.
the procedure has more than a 95% success rate.
Many teeth fixed with a root canal can last a lifetime.

Also, because the final step of the root canal procedure
is application of a restoration such as a crown or a filling,
it will not be obvious to onlookers that a root canal was performed.




ok tak jadi nak stress!
YEEE HAAAAA!




thanks buddy, for jumping..ngeeheh



MY INTER MONOLOGUE
travis -flowers in the window

"Bang Bang"

Feel like doing something to my hair...
since i wear hijab ...
i dun really care how my hair looks like
as long it's clean and smells flowery

i'm getting bored of this dull looking
wavy hair
Think of getting a new haircut...
maybe do some rebonding


i've been eyeing this hairstyle for quite sometime
ni sume watchmen punye pasal
i really adore silk spectre hair
even though it's just wig ke ape kan

i totally wanna get my hair done like this
but not now
maybe in a month or two after the roadshows









pattie boyd or the infamous layla,
eric clapton & george harrisons' muse




so, do u think it suits my frame?
ngeee


MY INTER MONOLOGUE:
the doors - people are strange

Friday, May 15, 2009

ONCE



Part of me
Has died
And won't return

And part of me
Wants to hide
The part that's burned

Part of me
Has vied
To watch it burn

And the heart of me
Has tried
But look what it's become

Once
I knew how to talk to you
Once
I knew how to look for you...



But not anymore.



once

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Slowhand



I come across this tag and it seems really fun to me!
what ya need to do is :

Answer all the question using
only song names from ONE artist.
It will be supersmokin if you choose artist you love the most!

here's mine...


1. Pick your artist: Eric Clapton

2. Are you male or female: Kind Hearted woman

3. Describe yourself: Behind The mask

4. How do you feel about yourself: Who am I Telling you

5. Describe where you currently live: Back Home

6. If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
San Francisco Bay Blues

7. Your favorite form of transportation: Drifting

8. Your best friend: Forever Man

9. Your favorite color is: white room

10. What’s the weather like: Behind the sun

11. Favorite time of the day: wonderful tonight

12. If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Bell Bottom Blues

13. What is life to you: Promises

14. What is the best advice you have to give:
Change The World

15. If you could change your name, what would it be: Layla

16. Your favorite food is: Cocaine

18. How you would like to die: Tears In Heaven

19. Your soul’s present condition: I Get Lost

20. Your motto: I feel Free


i know...i know...
Eric Clapton did wrote the song for me...
ngeee....

Monday, April 20, 2009

Mask of Sanity


The Joker

This is the late heath ledger as The Joker in the Dark Knight
How could we forget him..
Tragic death on the road to fame



Heath Ledger

Yes still him again in the character...
Can you remember this scene?


The killing joke


It's just that these pictures is not him..as him in reality.
It's a bloody ACTION FIGURE!!!
Can you handle this insanity??
It's bloody real...
almost perfect
and totally crazy!



I've never seen an action figure like this..
it's too real it creeps me out!
Look at the skin..
the eyes...
The eyes is bloody moving damn it!
This is their so-called new technology
Parallel Eyeball Rolling System with translucent iris something
and the eyes is moving in all direction...
justt like human..



oh well...
this is serious...
this is a must buy to all collector
The good news is you can do a PRE-ORDER at RM650
at your favourite action figure outlet...
most of them will offer pre-order service...



Well the bad news is...
The pre-order due date was last sunday...ngeee
Most of them...
so maybe you can buy it later
but with more expensive deal...

Mahal tak mahal...
If you're a collector and a big fan of The Joker...
You won't think twice about this...
It's too good to be true...
Right My Surfacing?
ngee...



So why so serious?
Let's put a smile on that face!

TWENTY06

19 mac 2009 -4.00 pm
phone conversation

N: aku nak jumpe ko gak, no matter what..this is about ******

P: ok...but aku gi mel ptg ni...and x sure abes kol brape..
nnt aku callin ko bile da abes k.

N: Ok, tp kene jumpe k aku ade mende nak citer ni.
mesti citer malam ni..kalau ko x dtg, aku dtg umah ko

P: ok..ok..nanti aku callin ko bile da abes




19 mac 2009 - 10.00pm
phone conversation

P: Sa..aku dtg umah ko la since aku da ade baju ni
aku tido umah ko teros k..

N: Ok..dtg kol brape?

P: Dalam 12 ke 12 lebey la kot..aku gerak aku call




20 mac 2009 - 12.20am
sambil naik tangga ke bilik sa

P: ko ni asal sa..dun tell me u've done anythinggg with ******

N: Yela kang aku citer laa..

P: Cepatla aku x saba doww..ntah ape la ko wat nehh..demmm




door opened...
familiar songs..
familiar face...
awesome decoration...
huge surprise!!!



the planning


the surprise


The happiness


The excitement


The mastermind


The bestest friend


Thank you neesa misae & Shananeh Bulah-Bulah
It's very sweet of you both to plan such an unbelievable,
unexpected celebration for me...
it's very thoughful, very meaningful
Whole lotta love to both of you! :)

Thursday, April 02, 2009

The Three Musketeers








Pictures were taken after attending aefa's wedding &
before celebrating shana's birthday...
The first time we posed together in baju kurung & kebaya bagai
photography by Muiz (kesian ko takde gamba..ngeehehehe)
session yg sgt klaka sebab nak posing maut tapi limited ngan
baju tradisi
shananeh dengan merah mak ngahnye...
misae keayuan pink karer gitu
aku dah macam batman ghopenye..ngeee

my bestfriends...
They always there whenever i need them
They call, sms and YM just to say hi & how are you doing
I could not ask for more

Neesa & Shana,
I am bless to have great friends like both of you.
I hope it will never change
even if we get married, have kids or anything
btw who's going first???
ngeee

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Karma


ceast to exist

There's so many things...
happened to me lately.
that's explain my dissapearance....

March...
It should be the happiest month for me..
but it seems to be like a rollercoaster ride..
ups and down...
mostly down
down and down...

but then again the "ups" keep rescuing me...
i've been thru something so emotional
that makes me feel like running away...
feels like doing nothing right at all
feels like regretting but wanting it so bad
feels like become invisible so i can still hear
what other ppl think of me
feels like love and hate collides
feels like becoming Hitler
feels like losing my soft spot
feels like ignoring the facts
and trap in a state of denial
feels so numb...
until I can't feel anything anymore...

and still feeling it.

I know i'm gonna be alright soon
I know things will turn around
I know I just need to relax and fly away for a moment
and I know by doing that
I'm hurting other people
people that I care and care bout me
people that's so important...
I can't ever ignore for once.

having said that...
I AM VERY SORRY...
for my mentally unhealthy thinking.
for my unstable emotional drive.
for my harsh action and reaction.
for my sudden changes of attitude.
for my ignorance and coldness.

I'm really sorry...
but I do believe...
isn't everything we do in life
a way to be loved a little more?

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Budak-Budak Alam

KONSERT ALAM MUZIK M. NASIR
ISTANA BUDAYA
1 MAC 2009



Sang pencinta



Semalam yang gila
Semalam yang bergema
Semalam yang diharapkan
Semalam yang ingin di ulang!


Last Sunday konsert alam muzik M. Nasir..
Last day show kat istana budaya.
Takde ape yang boleh aku cakap selain daripade :-

Best gileeeeeeebabiiiiiiiiii
Superbbb gileee
Impeccable, incredible, unbelievable!


Yela m nasir ni dah 52 tahun ok..and kicking!!
The energy, the music, the whole thing!
Everything!
showmanship die gilee!
Itu je aku boleh cakap.
Even though memule die tgh stone lagi sebab sakit tekak
But after 3 songs, sifu tetap jadi sifu!

Walaupon tensen jugak sebab seat aku tu agak kehinaan
Yelaa 2nd upper kan..
Tapi semangat performance..
aura M. Nasir tu menghilangkan segala duka,cewah!

Sereyesly dr start lagu cermin mimpi then masuk hati emas
And aku tak sedar pon yang show die dah 2 jam berjalan..
Non-stop..
Break pon minum air and tuka baju dlm 5 minit..
Gile

Memule sume orang relaks lagi…
duduk melekat kat seat…
first 30 min la...
tapi tangan ngan kaki dan goyang2..
kepala dah teleng-teleng....
lame2 sume jadi tak tentu arah...
tunggu masa sesuai nak bangun je…

Start lagu raikan cinta...
audience sume jadi hilang akal!
Takde sape nak duduk dah termasuk haku!
Dari seat bawah smpila seat atas ni..
Tua, muda, makcik , pakcik, atuk sume berjoget macam sakai!
Siap nyanyi same2 sampai suare m nasir pon tenggelam!

Whatever it is..aku PUAS HATI SANGAT!
Songlist sume bess gile...
walaupon takde lagu kias fansuri, Andalusia ke..
Tapi die nyanyi apokalips, phoenix bangkit, ada,
sentuhan listrikmu, juwita
And lagu penutup kepadamu kekasih (bonus)
---> Nasir ko memang terlampau!
We want more we want more!

What a scene…
One hell of a night
M. NASIR… YOU ARE NO DOUBT, A TRUE PERFORMER.
PERIOD.


The first artist yang aku mintak autograph




THE MAKING OF
KONSERT ALAM MUZIK M. NASIR

1 MAC 2009


Bos aku si botak ngan memnya, yaya


“Ko nak interview m nasir tak esok?”

Selambe je bos aku tanye...
Ehhhh encik saiful amri atau edex
perlu ke aku jawabb soalan tu???
Dah tentu tentu laaa aku nak kan!

Medialiser ni wat montaj untuk konsert alam M. Nasir
Kitowang dapat job ni lepas 3 hari aku beli tiket..
tensen jugak la kann!
Tapi takpe..untuk sifu, it’s worth every RM!


Sunday sound check –killing time


Eleh sibuk je my surfacing ni nak wat posing same

So on Sunday before konsert malam tu …
aku ngan surfacing pon gigih la
pergi Istana Budaya pukul 2pm
nak interview M. Nasir la katakan..
harusla punctual
Siap bawak CD Canggung Mendonan nak mintak sign ni..
Tapi aku suh Surfacing ganti aku jadi tukang interview
sebab makcik nerves laa pulak..
kecow gile kann
ni belom jumpe Jimmy Page ke Eric Clapton ke...


Zul cube-cube kaver perut namun tak berape berjaya

Pukul 4.30 interview Ali Bakar dulu as organizer konsert ni..
Pastu man bai as show director
Sepatutnya turn M. Nasir pukul 5…
sekali die kat klinik daa..
sakit tekak
Pergh kitowang dah seriau..


Ni nan, music director concert...comel kan die ni

kalau sakit tekak cemane sifu nak nyanyi malam nehh??
Tapi dowang ckp die ade medical solution la...
So lega la sket..
tapi tatau dapat interview die ke idak..
Hampeh betol...
yo yo an je aku neh ngan poster, poskad bagai nak sign...


Sebab comel maka letak gambar lagi sekali..ngee

Pastu intervew Nan, music director...
And harapan nak interview M. Nasir tuh cam tinggal harapan jee…
dowang kate maybe lepas konsert..
tapi aku malas nak berharapla..


Sangat rilekk ok orang tua ni

Then kitowang pegi kat lobi interview audience la..
so ade la dapat 10 orang muke2 bakal masuk TV ni..
Termasukla Papa rock, hattan...
siti tak sempat interview, ramai sgt org kerumun


Surfacing menayang kasut baru die..early birthday gift ;)

kitowang ni lepak jela sambil menunggu
Tengok org soundcheck..
And aku dah tau songlist die untuk malam tu..
Saba jela haku..
no surprises dah..


X dpt m nasir, background pun jadikla


tapi bile tgk list tuh excited gile neh
tak rugi aku datang last day!
Memang akan all out ni!


siotnye surfacing ko menyorok badan belakang aku ..
tak pepasal nampak badan aku lg besar dr ko!!


Tapi bile duduk situ rase bengang la plak...
Mane taknya seat RM250 nye view
punyelaa bess humang hai...
Menyesal dan memandang sayu ...
seat 2nd upper nun jauh ke atas.
Nak wat cemane 85 hengget je aku mampu..


Nampak tak level atas kepala kitowang tu..
ha tu seat aku..huhuhuhuhu




FULLDRESS REHEARSAL KONSERT ALAM MUZIK M. NASIR
ISTANA BUDAYA
26 FEBRUARI 2009



Enway masa Thursday ,
M. Nasir wat satu konsert preview untuk press n geng dia...
Disebabkan dia akan nyanyi kat wedding aku nanti...
Maka aku pon pegila support die ...
cewahhh ahahahahah
(orang cakap, kalau kite selalu kata die akan jadi doa..
maka hari2 nak cakapla M. Nasir akan nyanyi kat wedding aku..ngeee)

so…
ni adelah gamba2 eksklusif yang dapat makcik paparkan...
masa ahad tu aku x amik gamba...
pasal kene flash ngan bouncer2 IB tu..
kecow je



Dalam hutan
Ada taman
Dan dalam taman
Ada puterinya






Dalam baju
Ada cinta
Dan dalam cinta
Ada segala-galanya






Dalam awan
Ada hujan
Dan dalam hujan
Ada lautan






Dalam aku
Ada dia
Dan dalam dia
Ada kita ada semua




Sebenarnya dapat ke aku interview M. Nasir lepas konsert tu?





Hmmpppp....
Bloody Hell John!

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Suatu Masa


Lost & Melted



Persoalan
Pelbagai telahan
Segala kemungkinan
Masih tiada jawapan

Masa berlalu
Lambat dan melambatkan
Tertunggu
Tertanya
Terguris
Tersentuh

Adakah kesalahan
Berlaku tanpa sedar
Adakah kata-kata
Tertutur tanpa rasa

Masa berjalan
Pertanyaan tanpa huraian
Sesalan
Tidak kesampaian

Jangan dibiarkan
Jangan diteruskan
Jangan diabaikan
Jangan dihancurkan

Jika tiada katakan saja
Jika ada lontarkan jiwa
Tanpa bicara
Sepi terasa
Hilangkan duka
lara