"Bang Bang"

Feel like doing something to my hair...
since i wear hijab ...
i dun really care how my hair looks like
as long it's clean and smells flowery

i'm getting bored of this dull looking
wavy hair
Think of getting a new haircut...
maybe do some rebonding


i've been eyeing this hairstyle for quite sometime
ni sume watchmen punye pasal
i really adore silk spectre hair
even though it's just wig ke ape kan

i totally wanna get my hair done like this
but not now
maybe in a month or two after the roadshows









pattie boyd or the infamous layla,
eric clapton & george harrisons' muse



so, do u think it suits my frame?
ngeee


MY INTER MONOLOGUE:
the doors - people are strange

ONCE

Part of me
Has died
And won't return

And part of me
Wants to hide
The part that's burned

Part of me
Has vied
To watch it burn

And the heart of me
Has tried
But look what it's become

Once
I knew how to talk to you
Once
I knew how to look for you...



But not anymore.



once

Slowhand

I come across this tag and it seems really fun to me!
what ya need to do is :

Answer all the question using
only song names from ONE artist.
It will be supersmokin if you choose artist you love the most!

here's mine...


1. Pick your artist: Eric Clapton

2. Are you male or female: Kind Hearted woman

3. Describe yourself: Behind The mask

4. How do you feel about yourself: Who am I Telling you

5. Describe where you currently live: Back Home

6. If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
San Francisco Bay Blues

7. Your favorite form of transportation: Drifting

8. Your best friend: Forever Man

9. Your favorite color is: white room

10. What’s the weather like: Behind the sun

11. Favorite time of the day: wonderful tonight

12. If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Bell Bottom Blues

13. What is life to you: Promises

14. What is the best advice you have to give:
Change The World

15. If you could change your name, what would it be: Layla

16. Your favorite food is: Cocaine

18. How you would like to die: Tears In Heaven

19. Your soul’s present condition: I Get Lost

20. Your motto: I feel Free


i know...i know...
Eric Clapton did wrote the song for me...
ngeee....

Mask of Sanity

The Joker

This is the late heath ledger as The Joker in the Dark Knight
How could we forget him..
Tragic death on the road to fame



Heath Ledger

Yes still him again in the character...
Can you remember this scene?


The killing joke


It's just that these pictures is not him..as him in reality.
It's a bloody ACTION FIGURE!!!
Can you handle this insanity??
It's bloody real...
almost perfect
and totally crazy!



I've never seen an action figure like this..
it's too real it creeps me out!
Look at the skin..
the eyes...
The eyes is bloody moving damn it!
This is their so-called new technology
Parallel Eyeball Rolling System with translucent iris something
and the eyes is moving in all direction...
justt like human..



oh well...
this is serious...
this is a must buy to all collector
The good news is you can do a PRE-ORDER at RM650
at your favourite action figure outlet...
most of them will offer pre-order service...



Well the bad news is...
The pre-order due date was last sunday...ngeee
Most of them...
so maybe you can buy it later
but with more expensive deal...

Mahal tak mahal...
If you're a collector and a big fan of The Joker...
You won't think twice about this...
It's too good to be true...
Right My Surfacing?
ngee...



So why so serious?
Let's put a smile on that face!

TWENTY06

19 mac 2009 -4.00 pm
phone conversation

N: aku nak jumpe ko gak, no matter what..this is about ******

P: ok...but aku gi mel ptg ni...and x sure abes kol brape..
nnt aku callin ko bile da abes k.

N: Ok, tp kene jumpe k aku ade mende nak citer ni.
mesti citer malam ni..kalau ko x dtg, aku dtg umah ko

P: ok..ok..nanti aku callin ko bile da abes



19 mac 2009 - 10.00pm
phone conversation

P: Sa..aku dtg umah ko la since aku da ade baju ni
aku tido umah ko teros k..

N: Ok..dtg kol brape?

P: Dalam 12 ke 12 lebey la kot..aku gerak aku call



20 mac 2009 - 12.20am
sambil naik tangga ke bilik sa

P: ko ni asal sa..dun tell me u've done anythinggg with ******

N: Yela kang aku citer laa..

P: Cepatla aku x saba doww..ntah ape la ko wat nehh..demmm



door opened...
familiar songs..
familiar face...
awesome decoration...
huge surprise!!!



the planning


the surprise


The happiness


The excitement


The mastermind


The bestest friend


Thank you neesa misae & Shananeh Bulah-Bulah
It's very sweet of you both to plan such an unbelievable,
unexpected celebration for me...
it's very thoughful, very meaningful
Whole lotta love to both of you! :)

The Three Musketeers

Pictures were taken after attending aefa's wedding &
before celebrating shana's birthday...
The first time we posed together in baju kurung & kebaya bagai
photography by Muiz (kesian ko takde gamba..ngeehehehe)
session yg sgt klaka sebab nak posing maut tapi limited ngan
baju tradisi
shananeh dengan merah mak ngahnye...
misae keayuan pink karer gitu
aku dah macam batman ghopenye..ngeee

my bestfriends...
They always there whenever i need them
They call, sms and YM just to say hi & how are you doing
I could not ask for more

Neesa & Shana,
I am bless to have great friends like both of you.
I hope it will never change
even if we get married, have kids or anything
btw who's going first???
ngeee

Karma

ceast to exist

There's so many things...
happened to me lately.
that's explain my dissapearance....

March...
It should be the happiest month for me..
but it seems to be like a rollercoaster ride..
ups and down...
mostly down
down and down...

but then again the "ups" keep rescuing me...
i've been thru something so emotional
that makes me feel like running away...
feels like doing nothing right at all
feels like regretting but wanting it so bad
feels like become invisible so i can still hear
what other ppl think of me
feels like love and hate collides
feels like becoming Hitler
feels like losing my soft spot
feels like ignoring the facts
and trap in a state of denial
feels so numb...
until I can't feel anything anymore...

and still feeling it.

I know i'm gonna be alright soon
I know things will turn around
I know I just need to relax and fly away for a moment
and I know by doing that
I'm hurting other people
people that I care and care bout me
people that's so important...
I can't ever ignore for once.

having said that...
I AM VERY SORRY...
for my mentally unhealthy thinking.
for my unstable emotional drive.
for my harsh action and reaction.
for my sudden changes of attitude.
for my ignorance and coldness.

I'm really sorry...
but I do believe...
isn't everything we do in life
a way to be loved a little more?

Budak-Budak Alam

KONSERT ALAM MUZIK M. NASIR
ISTANA BUDAYA
1 MAC 2009



Sang pencinta



Semalam yang gila
Semalam yang bergema
Semalam yang diharapkan
Semalam yang ingin di ulang!

Last Sunday konsert alam muzik M. Nasir..
Last day show kat istana budaya.
Takde ape yang boleh aku cakap selain daripade :-

Best gileeeeeeebabiiiiiiiiii
Superbbb gileee
Impeccable, incredible, unbelievable!

Yela m nasir ni dah 52 tahun ok..and kicking!!
The energy, the music, the whole thing!
Everything!
showmanship die gilee!
Itu je aku boleh cakap.
Even though memule die tgh stone lagi sebab sakit tekak
But after 3 songs, sifu tetap jadi sifu!

Walaupon tensen jugak sebab seat aku tu agak kehinaan
Yelaa 2nd upper kan..
Tapi semangat performance..
aura M. Nasir tu menghilangkan segala duka,cewah!

Sereyesly dr start lagu cermin mimpi then masuk hati emas
And aku tak sedar pon yang show die dah 2 jam berjalan..
Non-stop..
Break pon minum air and tuka baju dlm 5 minit..
Gile

Memule sume orang relaks lagi…
duduk melekat kat seat…
first 30 min la...
tapi tangan ngan kaki dan goyang2..
kepala dah teleng-teleng....
lame2 sume jadi tak tentu arah...
tunggu masa sesuai nak bangun je…

Start lagu raikan cinta...
audience sume jadi hilang akal!
Takde sape nak duduk dah termasuk haku!
Dari seat bawah smpila seat atas ni..
Tua, muda, makcik , pakcik, atuk sume berjoget macam sakai!
Siap nyanyi same2 sampai suare m nasir pon tenggelam!

Whatever it is..aku PUAS HATI SANGAT!
Songlist sume bess gile...
walaupon takde lagu kias fansuri, Andalusia ke..
Tapi die nyanyi apokalips, phoenix bangkit, ada,
sentuhan listrikmu, juwita
And lagu penutup kepadamu kekasih (bonus)
---> Nasir ko memang terlampau!
We want more we want more!

What a scene…
One hell of a night
M. NASIR… YOU ARE NO DOUBT, A TRUE PERFORMER.
PERIOD.


The first artist yang aku mintak autograph




THE MAKING OF
KONSERT ALAM MUZIK M. NASIR
1 MAC 2009


Bos aku si botak ngan memnya, yaya


“Ko nak interview m nasir tak esok?”

Selambe je bos aku tanye...
Ehhhh encik saiful amri atau edex
perlu ke aku jawabb soalan tu???
Dah tentu tentu laaa aku nak kan!

Medialiser ni wat montaj untuk konsert alam M. Nasir
Kitowang dapat job ni lepas 3 hari aku beli tiket..
tensen jugak la kann!
Tapi takpe..untuk sifu, it’s worth every RM!


Sunday sound check –killing time


Eleh sibuk je my surfacing ni nak wat posing same

So on Sunday before konsert malam tu …
aku ngan surfacing pon gigih la
pergi Istana Budaya pukul 2pm
nak interview M. Nasir la katakan..
harusla punctual
Siap bawak CD Canggung Mendonan nak mintak sign ni..
Tapi aku suh Surfacing ganti aku jadi tukang interview
sebab makcik nerves laa pulak..
kecow gile kann
ni belom jumpe Jimmy Page ke Eric Clapton ke...


Zul cube-cube kaver perut namun tak berape berjaya

Pukul 4.30 interview Ali Bakar dulu as organizer konsert ni..
Pastu man bai as show director
Sepatutnya turn M. Nasir pukul 5…
sekali die kat klinik daa..
sakit tekak
Pergh kitowang dah seriau..


Ni nan, music director concert...comel kan die ni

kalau sakit tekak cemane sifu nak nyanyi malam nehh??
Tapi dowang ckp die ade medical solution la...
So lega la sket..
tapi tatau dapat interview die ke idak..
Hampeh betol...
yo yo an je aku neh ngan poster, poskad bagai nak sign...


Sebab comel maka letak gambar lagi sekali..ngee

Pastu intervew Nan, music director...
And harapan nak interview M. Nasir tuh cam tinggal harapan jee…
dowang kate maybe lepas konsert..
tapi aku malas nak berharapla..


Sangat rilekk ok orang tua ni

Then kitowang pegi kat lobi interview audience la..
so ade la dapat 10 orang muke2 bakal masuk TV ni..
Termasukla Papa rock, hattan...
siti tak sempat interview, ramai sgt org kerumun


Surfacing menayang kasut baru die..early birthday gift ;)

kitowang ni lepak jela sambil menunggu
Tengok org soundcheck..
And aku dah tau songlist die untuk malam tu..
Saba jela haku..
no surprises dah..


X dpt m nasir, background pun jadikla


tapi bile tgk list tuh excited gile neh
tak rugi aku datang last day!
Memang akan all out ni!


siotnye surfacing ko menyorok badan belakang aku ..
tak pepasal nampak badan aku lg besar dr ko!!

Tapi bile duduk situ rase bengang la plak...
Mane taknya seat RM250 nye view
punyelaa bess humang hai...
Menyesal dan memandang sayu ...
seat 2nd upper nun jauh ke atas.
Nak wat cemane 85 hengget je aku mampu..


Nampak tak level atas kepala kitowang tu..
ha tu seat aku..huhuhuhuhu




FULLDRESS REHEARSAL KONSERT ALAM MUZIK M. NASIR
ISTANA BUDAYA
26 FEBRUARI 2009


Enway masa Thursday ,
M. Nasir wat satu konsert preview untuk press n geng dia...
Disebabkan dia akan nyanyi kat wedding aku nanti...
Maka aku pon pegila support die ...
cewahhh ahahahahah
(orang cakap, kalau kite selalu kata die akan jadi doa..
maka hari2 nak cakapla M. Nasir akan nyanyi kat wedding aku..ngeee)

so…
ni adelah gamba2 eksklusif yang dapat makcik paparkan...
masa ahad tu aku x amik gamba...
pasal kene flash ngan bouncer2 IB tu..
kecow je



Dalam hutan
Ada taman
Dan dalam taman
Ada puterinya





Dalam baju
Ada cinta
Dan dalam cinta
Ada segala-galanya





Dalam awan
Ada hujan
Dan dalam hujan
Ada lautan





Dalam aku
Ada dia
Dan dalam dia
Ada kita ada semua



Sebenarnya dapat ke aku interview M. Nasir lepas konsert tu?





Hmmpppp....
Bloody Hell John!

Suatu Masa

Lost & Melted



Persoalan
Pelbagai telahan
Segala kemungkinan
Masih tiada jawapan

Masa berlalu
Lambat dan melambatkan
Tertunggu
Tertanya
Terguris
Tersentuh

Adakah kesalahan
Berlaku tanpa sedar
Adakah kata-kata
Tertutur tanpa rasa

Masa berjalan
Pertanyaan tanpa huraian
Sesalan
Tidak kesampaian

Jangan dibiarkan
Jangan diteruskan
Jangan diabaikan
Jangan dihancurkan

Jika tiada katakan saja
Jika ada lontarkan jiwa
Tanpa bicara
Sepi terasa
Hilangkan duka
lara

PILIHLAH AKU

Aku memang selalunya tak berminat nak wat tag...
But this one is exceptional pasal fani gileee!


you see the rules is :
1. play your mp3 (put all available tracks)
2. for each question , click the next button
3. and wallaaa the song is the answer to the question

p/s : NO CHEATING or this tag is VOID!


i know i know some songs might sound ridiulous...
but hey that's how to play!


so Along...
here we go..
ko jangan nak gelak-gelakkan aku yeh!
ni aku wat dari 3000 mp3 tau!




IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
TEDDY GEIGER – FOR YOU I WILL
* depends on person la kot


WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
LYNYRD SKYNYRD – MISSISSIPI QUEEN


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
FOO FIGHTERS – BIG ME


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
NORAH JONES- I’VE GOT TO SEE YOU AGAIN
*memang, memang betul...


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
DAMIEN RICE – I REMEMBER


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
LOS LONELY BOYS – TELL ME WHY
* sometimes my bestfriend..especially neesa...
lovee to ask me this type of question..oh well


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
SHANE WARD- SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW
* i always think...is there anything behind the cloud?


WHAT IS 2+2?
LED ZEPPELIN – MISTY MOUNTAIN TOP
* what is 2+2 anyway? math or what?
along tak paham plis!


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
BEATLES – IT WON’T BE LONG
* hoihhh tipuu gilee ni!


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF A PERSON YOU LIKE?
WOW – KAU YANG SATU
* dalam 3000 mp3 aku..kemaapeee lagu ni gak yg kene??


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
M. NASIR – SENTUHAN LISTRIKMU
* sungguh..sampai sekarang bergetar..cewahhh


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
THE WHO - SPARKS
* oh yess i wanna sparks some life


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
LATIFF IBRAHIM- PILIHLAH AKU
* ya ampunnn skali lagi dlm 3000 lagu!


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
DEFTONES – BE QUITE AND DRIVE (FAR AWAY)


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
DONNA SUMMER- I WILL SURVIVE
* survive dari godaan-godaan?
kalau ngan my surfacing..susah sketla nak survive..hehehe


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
THE SELECTER – ON MY RADIO
* damn true


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
THE BEATLES – SHE SAID SHE SAID
* we're not suppose to tell secret
or else takdela dipanggil secret..ngee


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
DEEP PURPLE- MAYBE IM A LEO


WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
DAVE MATTHEW BAND- CAN’T HELP FALLING IN LOVE
* how that be the worst thing could happen?


WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
JASON MRAZ- STAND BY ME


WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
U2- HOLD ME, THRILL ME, KISS ME, KILL ME


WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
THE BLACK DAHLIA MURDER- UNHALLOWED


HOW WILL YOU DIE?
LYNYRD SKYNYRD- THE NEEDLE AND THE SPOON
* whatt the hell? aku mati sebab addict ke??demmit


WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
DURAN DURAN – GIRLS ON FILM


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
DAKOTA MOON – SING YOU TO SLEEP


DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
THE DOORS- BREAK ON THROUGH


WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
JASON MRAZ- NO STOPPING US
* no stopping who?


IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
JOHNY CASH & WILLIE NELSON – DON’T TAKE YOUR GUNS TO TOWN


WHAT WOULD YOU SAY WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
DAZZ BAND- LET IT WHIP


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
ROLLING STONES- SATISFACTION
* hell yeah it's a satisfaction ;)



somehow the answer fit the question like what the fuck?
betull nehhhh!
tapi yela it's just a game...
so tayah nak relate-relate sgt...

tapi along jawapan-jawapan ko memang bernasla...
especially

"what is your biggest secret?"

kenape tak percaye kee??
ngeee

eh bos da sampai...

"good morning...let it whipp sir!"

Outside The Wall

Joker & Harley


A visit to life
A light came through the door
Alluring…
Unforeseen
Eyes opening…
Awakening

It sounds surreal
But nothing makes it so real
Heart beating
Running and talking
Every piece that wants it
Another piece backs away

Uncertainty
Lost site of priority
Daydream
It’s gotten in too deep
It’s getting hard to breathe
It’s calling to deceive

Sunburst 2009

Sunburst 2009




Dear Pineapple,


First and foremost...
thank you for making international live concerts
alive in KL.

I mean ur bright portfolios as the one who brought
incubus, lionel richie and earth, wind & fire
is incredibily outstanding.
Then come Sunburst 2008..
with john legend & incubus..
what a great line up...
a good try for malaysian first international fest...

Then you posted a line-up for sunburst 2009...
jaw-dropped!
It would be lovely to see slipknot, lamb of god or
children of bodom in the list
but i understand the censorship stuff...
so i feel blessed when you listdown
foo fighters, lifehouse, switchfoot etc...
hell yeah its gonna be a blast 2009...
i am so gonna go to sunburst 2009...

I was wrong...
You posted a confirmed line-up somewhere last week...
all i can say is...
Pineapple...you suck!

where the hell is foo fighters? lifehouse?
do u honestly think we will spend 2++ for fucking local bands
and some international band called N.E.R.D???
as a fuckin headliner???

and you tell me that Coldplay is in to be confirmed list?
I'm not a fan of coldplay
but they just won grammys for god sake.
do u think you can afford them?
and if there is coldplay...
the line-up is still bullshit!

so sunburst my ass..

Pineapple...
Get This or Die...
you can suck my d***!

owh wait...
i don't have one!
ngeeee...

Citra Terindah

c-23 & c24



“…Persembahan adalah sebuah puisi panjang dan ia dimulakan dengan hanya vokal tanpa muzik iringan dan setelah beberapa minit, ia diikuti dengan satu alat muzik akan berkumandang, kemungkinan sebuah seruling atau gitar akustik. Penghujung persembahan adalah satu pesta simfoni yang gemilang...”
M. Nasir



nampak tak seat yang haku bulatkan tuh...
that's the last RM85 seating, for God sake.
kalau tak...
tak merasalaa aku pegi tgk shifu...
nak kuar rm150 berfikir byk kali jugaklaa kan..



seat blakang pon blakangg laaa
janji M. NASIR!



See you on 1st March Shifu!