Rayyan El Mustafa

Rayyan - 1 month


Remember Rayyan the premature baby?
Rayyan is my surfacing's nephew ....
sekarang sangat sihat dan padat.


Rayyan - 6 months


He's really a doll!
dengan mata bulat, badan padat, kepala botak
cute gile macam nak gigit je daging peha dia
serious bulat!





yang kelaka surfacing bagi nama gelaran "Jinak-jinak" kat dia
tak pepasal je dari nama rayyan, aku pon dah panggil "jinak" atau "jinab"
sungguh kena dengan badan padat dia tu






Si jinab ni pulak jenis yang layan je kalau orang layan dia
gomol la cemana pun dia takkan nangis
kadang-kadang dia ni macam takde emotion bila orang agah
senyap je wat muka baby doll dia
tapi sekali dia macam excited sangat abis kuar suara rugrats siap jerit lagi




I really love how surfacing bond with Rayyan
dia memang natural la dengan baby
even aku dulu masa dia baru lahir aku takut nak dukung sebab kecik sangat
especially nak pegang bahagian tengkuk dia kan
tapi surfacing selamba je

aku tunggu umur 2 bulan baru berani dukung...
memang fail la depan bakal mak mertua kan...
hahahaha





rayyan with nyang...moyang dia lah..
ni opah surfacing
masih kuat lagi...
umur dia maybe dah 80 kot
bersih sangat orangnya...
rindu nenek bila jumpa opah...





kadang-kadang memang aku sengaja singgah dengan muka tak malu
sebab nak main sama jinab ni...
even surfacing pun ada time tengah keluar dia cam
"eh rindu laa jinab-jinab"



us with jinab-jinab


how I wish my own son nanti will look like jinab-jinab yang cute gile ni
nak putih camni, bulat camni...boleh ka?
Insya'Allah.



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Elton John - Benny and The Jets

Real Love - Fara & Taufik

The beautiful bride


Fara@ika is my best friend from primary school lagi
we've known each other from kindergarten
During secondary school, we went to school together
walked from Batu 9 to sekolah perimbun

come to think of it... it's that damn adventurous la fara
Imagine we have to climb a hill from batu 9 (back route)
to get to this taman - cross the highway - walk at this taman with so many dogs around
Finally arrived at school sweating like crazy
patutla kita takde kene ngorat kan...
hahahah

but during form 4-5,
kita tumpang makcik dia - the disciplinary teacher
lega takyah jalan dah...hahahah
Those were the good old days la babe

She got married last december with the love of her life - taufik
I didn't get a chance to post pictures of the wedding...
so here we go



The Solemnization -18 december 2010

Nikah was on saturday and I thought it's in the morning
rupanya petang pukul 5
I can only stay until 6pm so tak dapat la tunggu until the akad moment
So sorry my dear







The hantaran from her nicely done by zombie purple..heheh
I feel really bad tak dapat bantu the night before



The beautiful tunang orang tunggu saat ijabkabul...



Kami yang menunggu ika siap
semua kena pakai baju pastel colour


Dah turun ke bawah nak join lelaki yang nak akad
sempat menyelit bergambor before keluar



I love the white dais! suci dalam debu gitu...
Mampukah aku DIY nanti?
ohh...

gambar seterusnya ambil dari fb fara sebab aku amik dari luar semua blur...
hampeh kan



wey muka aku tak boleh blah laa...
muka macam spotted laki tengah kawin lain
"oo ini kerja ko ye... kata outstation kat saribas!"
ngeeee

sebenarnya aku cuba-cuba amik gambar macam papparazzi sebelum blah
tapi tak berapa clear pulak



The moment


Family photo
akak dah selamat deliver baby boy - azfar harith
(adakah nama dah official skang?)



The Reception - 19 December 2010

Reception fara the next day - Sunday
Pukul 11 dah ada kat rumah fara because i'm the pengapit on that day
Replacing Haida yang mabuk pagi sebab prego...

This is my first time as maid of honor
nervous wey sebab macam kena jalan dengan pengantin duk atas pentas kan
Hopefully i'm being helpful ye fara sebab aku blur sebenarnya nak buat apa...
hahaha

everything went well and smooth
good food, great crowd
ramai kawan-kawan lama datang



walking the aisle
aku serious rasa dah senyum tapi chronic bitchface jugak keluar
hahaha



masa makan beradap pengantin suruh duduk sekali
best jugak jadi pengapit kan muke ada dimana-mana...



Geng sama sekolah dekat pelamin yang white purplish sweet



yang pakai baju purple 3 orang ni la zombie purple
orang kuat fara masa wedding preparation
haida tengah pregnant skang dah 6 months kot






kitorang memang gila bergambar malah lagi over dari pengantin
sampai satu tahap taufik dah takde dalam gambar sebab kitorang take over
hahahaha
kata pakai sedondon harusla lebih-lebih kan

best jugak kawan-kawan pakai baju theme wedding kan
Kalau aku ada budget, maybe akan buat jugak
tapi so far masih KIV lagi
nak thematic kan baju family pun x lepas lagi ni...
ngee


Outdoor Session - 19 December 2010

Bila fara ajak pergi outdoor session lepas abis reception
kitorang suma jommmm
excited drive ke Putrajaya nak menempel sama dalam gambar



shots at Pullman Putrajaya
love the location so much
so peaceful and well-designed
masa shoot ada dalam 4 orang pengantin lain
sungguh famous ini tempat rupanya
aku je yang baru 1st time pergi




ni kat skatepark ke apa kat area lepas MOA tu
syok jugak posing ni kan bila ramai-ramai
asik nak gelak je


the white and purple zombie
dibah punya idea la ni
pengantin jadi zombie tetap ayu gitu





fara & taufik,
I really had fun at your wedding
I'm glad you had a great ceremony
wish you both all the love in the universe
fara,
take good care of yourself and the heartbeat inside your bump
tak sabar nak jumpa fara & taufik junior :)




MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Jet - Are you gonna be my girl

Which Way To Happy?

I had good foods this few days
Nothing happier than eating at random places

I love Chicken Hartz buffet at Sunway Pyramid
for rm24 you can eat any chicken u want as many as you like it
not just chicken, ada spaghetti, soup, pasta, salad, fruit. ice-cream
and apple crumble.
sedapnye...




Surfacing favourite menu - hot wings!


I look forward to go to pasar every sunday sebab nak makan cakoi ni
malay buat tapi rasa macam chinese nye cakoi
very light and fluffy
sedap di makan begitu saja panas-panas..
can't wait for next sunday




Cendol pun sedap
dekat highway setiawangsa - wangsa maju...
betul-betul selepas duke exit
macam-macam cendol ada
this one cendol durian and tapai


walaupun tapai ubi tetap sedap gile


Try makan thai food restaurant kat Prima, Sri Gombak
memang sedap tom yang seafood dia though i still prefer dekat Desa Melawati tu
tapi Kuey Tiow Pad Thai ni memangs sedap gile


Tom yam seafood


Pad thai


woi tak sedar diri betul...
lagi 8 bulan je masa ada ni nak buang lemak perut ko tu.
damn.



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Love Me Butch - Hollywood Holiday

Face Down

When zana discover the "chronic bitchface" condition and posted it in her tumblr
I feel like screaming...
YESSS
finally, someone understands the situation

Basically it's a blank facial expression
and i think it's fine but some people perceive it as angry or moody face
It can be anytime, anywhere...


at a best friend wedding and you're the maid of honor
I actually really happy at that time and i think i already smiled


at a restaurant with bestfriends


even at my own engagement


It's by default
because it's how my face looks.
ngee.

I've been told by people to lighten up...
to smile a bit more

"why are u looking grumpy?"

"ko ni kalau tak kenal rapat memang orang ingat sombong..monconggg je muka"

"asal muke awak masam"- just happened recently, asked by my surfacing
when i had the popeye carnival chicken

see...even my fiancee of all people misjudged my emotion



Now instead of saying "it's my face damn it"
I can also say "I'm affected by chronic bitchface condition and there is no cure."




MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova - Falling Slowly

Take Me Home Country Roads

Ini bukan citer seekers atau ghost whisperer ye
Ini la jalan ke rumah aku dari jalan besar pada waktu malam
amacam scary tak?
ngeee

Kalau waktu siang dia cuma nampak annoying dengan lopak-lopak je
rujuk entry ini
Tapi bila malam dengan lampu jalan yang nan ado
memang berubah rupa menjadi sebuah "misteri jalan lama"
(surfacing tumpang promo filem terbaru Tayangan Unggul...hehehe)

Sapa yang penah masuk sini time malam mesti tanya aku
- tak takut ke wey?

Mula-mula memangla macam takut kan...tapi bila ko dah hari-hari lalu
dahla aku ni dulu memang suka balik pukul 2, 3 pagi
maka dah tak jadi ketakutan sangatla
siap boleh bawak rilek-rilek layan lagu sentimental
pergh memang syahdu

tapi kadang-kadang bila takut tak tentu pasal tu aku memang redahla jalan
drive gile laju sambil terpikir adui abisla absorber aku hancur
tapi sejak dah matang ni memang macam berani sikit
aku lagi takut kalau tiba-tiba ada kereta lain kat jalan ni
sebab jalan ni macam 1 way je...
so kalau kereta lain block memang bahaya la
Alhamdulillah so far memang takde kejadian hasad dengki manusia





Ha ni rupe rumah aku waktu malam...
ade tak rupe macam "house of 1000 corpses" by rob zombie...
ngeee



House of 1000 corpses

Rumah aku lagi ok sikit kot...
tak nampak haunted sangat kan
waktu siang lagi la nampak harmless...
letak pulak props budak kecik ni...
nampak ceria sunny gitu kan





My point is...
selagi tak dapat proper jalan
selagi tuhla aku akan lalu jalan macam ni setiap hari pegi balik keje
sad but true.

Last week Ketua Penghulu ada call tentang surat aku hantar tu
(he's the first responder)
Dia kata bukan tak nak buat, cuma belum ada peruntukan
Malah jalan tu pun tak pasti ada rizab jalan ke tak
dia kata elok benar la aku bagi kat Kementerian sebab they have bigger scale,
expertise, staff and of course allocation.

Aku memang amat menghargai feedback dar penghulu ni.
so now i'm waiting response from the big guy

What say you, Captain Spaulding?



Update:

Oh my memang miracle...
Tak sampai seminit aku publish post ni,
aku terima call dari KKLW in response to my letter
Esok pegawai siasatan dia akan datang tengok keadaan jalan...
Yeay!

At least, someone is doing something about it.
Hopefully they approve my application.
Ameen.



MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Eric Clapton - Crossroads (Live with John Mayer)