the road to hell is littered with good intentions

Abdul Muqeet bin Khairul Muizz

2012-02-02T10:41:00.004+08:00

30.01.12 12.00pm Hospital Serdang

Assalamualaikum Abdul Muqeet Bin Khairul Muizz.
Welcome to this world.
Wish you all the love in this world.
Be good to your mom and dad.
Be good to everyone.
Congratulations my dear shananeh and Muizz.
Can't wait to see you guys!

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Ray Charles & Joe Cocker - You Are So Beautiful

The Book of Love

2012-01-20T15:25:00.007+08:00

I got some beautiful photos from my bestfriend, shana.
Photos captured probono by her husband, Muizz.
I'm all smiling when she shared the pics via YM
It remind me of my Nikah day
the akad moment especially

I always thought my mom was very relax compare to my father
because she's not crying at all and constantly worried kenduri food preparation
But I was wrong
Looking at the pic, she got all teary-eyed during the doa
Feels like running home now and hug my mom
I miss her

Like I said, ayah almost made me cry
I put my mind at other place to hold the tears
I'm so grateful, muizz captured this precious moment

Close up shot of exchanging rings
notice his hands look softer than mine...
ngeee

Pics with my girls
oh what will I do without you babes

" I don't want to waste another moment of my life without you in it"

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
The Swell Season (Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova) - Fallen from the sky

The Book of Love

2012-01-13T11:39:00.013+08:00

20 days as husband and wife.
I'm enjoying every moment with my other half.
So this is marriage.
You and me.
Togetherness.
Good times bad times.
Sometimes I have this feeling like "wow, I'm married"
Can't believe that 1 year prep is over.

Now I cannot wait to see my wedding pictures.
Haven't got anything from my official photog yet.
But looking at photos that were captured by my brother, friends and relative
making me excited about my wedding.

These are some of the photos by ajin, shana and fiza
Can't thank them enough for capturing these moments

SOLEMNIZATION
25.12.11.
My humble home

The DIY Pelamin
We called it "Whiter shade of Pale"
ngeeee
We did this pelamin in 2 days
Our first idea was to put paper flower as background but time is running out
So we replace it with the fan shape thingy using tracing paper
Totally worth it because everything belong to us
Now the sofa at our living room :)
I will do another pelamin for my sister this coming february
and it's pink!

I don't know about zul but I'm not nervous at all
Cuma rasa sebak sangat bila masa nak nikahkan
suara ayahku sebak like he's about to cry
and kena buat lafaz sekali lagi sebab ayah cakap tersekat-sekat menahan sebak
I almost cried
I can see how my father loves me so much
This is the moment he has to let go of me
Love you so much ayah.

Husband and Wife woohoooo
Macam, really? we already married?
whoaa

Our family portrait :)
Syukur sangat.

With my sister and her family
hayyman muka sedih ni beriya menangis taknak amik gambar
jadi la macam ni..ngeee

"Pet, senyum lagi pettt"
Itula reminder photographer dok bagi kat aku
Oh well me and my sour face
I think I've smile enough
Tapi masih nampak macam marghoh
Hopefully takdala muka aku masam macam kawin paksa je
ngeee

Hantaran from him
Kami buat 5 balas 7
My surfacing buat sendiri with the help from his sister and aunt
I really love the Al-Quran in Mini Kaabah
and I love my ring so much
Thank you hunney bunny

Neesa Misae with hantaran from my side
I can't thank you enough Neesa, my bestfriend!
dia sleepover rumah aku the night before
and she's responsible for this lovely hantaran!
Kalau neesa and her sister takda memang tak tidur la aku malam tu buat menda ni
I don't even know I can do this pretty.
and thank u so much jay jeha for helping me with the sirih junjung
yang ada carnation and sirih tu
Masha Allah masa tengok all the decoration,
I'm so happy because this is what I wanted
Oh what will I do without you babe

My father look so handsome with baju melayu!
Me and zul personally chose the material and color
Send to tailor and dry clean
I want my parents to wear new things on my wedding day
Really glad it looks amazing on them
Cikman yang terlalu busy with the coordination sampai tak tukar baju pun
Cik Man and Cik Idah,
only Allah SWT will repay your kindness to our family
Tak berkira duit, energy
Mereka ni memang orang kuat wedding aku
Jasa terlalu besar tak terbalas oleh aku dan zul

With my lovely parents
The arch was build by Sham, anak cik man
Dia ada bengkel belakang rumah aku
How convenient kan
Talking about my parents,
the day after masa packing nak move out
Aku rasa kosong sangat especially when my father
tengok-tengok time packing
First time I cried like a child
Hugging ayah and ummi
It's really sad to leave after living here for 28 years
I'm homesick for a week and asked zul to go home almost everyday
Dengan alasan barang tinggal la apa la
The actual fact is I miss them so much and I want to be around them all the time.
Tak sabar nak balik minggu ni :)

With the heavily pregnant, my bestfriend, Shananeh
Oh babe, thank u so much for capturing beautiful photos
using instax, iphone and even dslr
Can't wait nak tengok yang DSLR...ihihi
Shana tengah menanti hari je ni due around next week
I pray for the best
Semoga selamat both you and baby

Beautiful henna by amrina, hennaratusehari
She's really good and I'm glad I made the decision to wear full henna
Even aku buat design baru untuk event dewan pulak
I never like wearing inai
But for wedding, I say go for it!
This is the time nak pakai inai penuh tangan atas bawah and tak nampak pelik
Even get compliment and orang mintak contact number amrina
Thank you Am, you're the best!
yang macam smear to sebab tangan aku tak berenti berpeluh...hehehehe

with best man and Maid of Honor
My beautiful sister, bai and her fiancee, Erfan
Bulan 2 ni turn dorang pulak naik pelamin
Me and my surfacing in charge with the wedding look and event coordination
Definitely looking forward to that :)
bai, erfan, my brother ajin and her gf murni memang banyak sangat tolong aku
I am blessed with siblings macam ni yang buat doorgift tak tidur
Murni, I want you to be my in law, InsyaAllah!
She's really helpful, nice and rajin sangat.
Ajin please jaga murni elok-elok ok because I really like her.

With Cik Naimah and family
I known them since sekolah rendah lagi
Last year along and angah kawin
Yang bestnya dorang ada amik gambar and upload dengan penuh efisien sekali
Thank you guys
really love all the photos :)

Orang -orang kuat
family, relatives, friends, Godfather
Yang support dari segi energy, barangan dan duit
Tolong Ummi masak dari 2 hari sebelum
yang basuh pinggan
yang make sure makanan semua ada
Whole lotta love!

With Neesa and Shana
Tak sabar nak lepak wey

Ok sereyes tak sabar nak tengok official wedding photo
Idzwan...some teaser plisss

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Edwin McCain - I Could Not Asked For More

Sempurna

2012-01-03T15:24:00.005+08:00

251211

9 days married to the man I truly love, Zulkarnain Azhar...my dear surfacing.
We've been waiting for this moment for 10 years.
It's never been better than this.

Thank you to our wonderful family, relatives and friends.
Thank you for attending our wedding receptions.
Thank you for the thoughtful prayers, wishes and kind gifts.
Thank you for the endless love and support,
money and energy regardless.
I love every moments, every details, every flaws of my wedding day.
It's all happening :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Crush - Senyum Indah

6ix

2011-12-20T17:09:00.005+08:00

So last sunday while hunting for our never ending wedding stuff
We managed to find time to watch MI4: Ghost Protocol
at the new TGV IMAX Theatre at Sunway Pyramid
It's our last date as an "engaged" couple by the way..ngeee

It was an amazing visual experience
Seriously worth every penny
The full projection visual and the sound sytem is fantastic!
Pasni memang tengok kat situ jela nanti..

MI4 is very entertaining
Great storyline and cast
I somewhat feel like the mission "impossible" is quite possible
Brad Bird really did well for this one even thought it's his first full-length feature
and Tom Cruise never aged, damn it.

So my wedding leaves start tomorrow until January 2nd
2 weeks holiday babyyy
I wish everything will go smooth and easy
I finally gonna face one of the most important moment in life
I'm gonna get married to the one I love so dearly, Masha Allah.

Six more days :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Eric Clapton- Wonderful Tonight

Nine Days

2011-12-16T17:15:00.002+08:00

9 DAYS

weeee
mixed feeling
but actually I'm so relaxed
Like wah ini ke perasaan nak kawin?
dia rasa nervous takut preparation tu tak sempat ke
atau hujan time majlis ke
atau senang ke dorang ni nak parking kat umah nanti
kesian kereta dorang
Takda la sangat rasa cam ohhh so lovey dovey
I wanna listen to love songs all day long
and talk about love all the time
hahaa

but my Surfacing did something really sweet
I just asked him to touch up the paint job in the bedroom
He did the touch up job as well as some paint job in the living room
best best baru la rasa baru sikit
Thank u my dear

Really need to re-work on the signage
I don't think it's visible enough with this font
Talking about printing it on A3 Size for directions

doorgift for VIP sahaja iaitu keluarga my surfacing dan relatives during nikah
Limited jar pulak tu dasar cheapskate
I'm struggling here there's 90 jars to go means another 2 baking sessions
whoaa penat

bulu mata sendiri ye belum palsu lagi
ngeeee
foundation tak melekat kat kulit sebab dry and flaky
so take note siapa yang ada dry skin - GET A MOISTURIZER
in my case, it's oily and dry and the same time
Please do some magic Clinique Moisture Extended Thirst Relief.
I hope it works.

This week we will watch Mission Impossible 4: Ghost Protocol
at the new TGV iMax theatre at Sunway Pyramid
It will be our last date as engaged couple...
ngeee

Lay down your arms and love me peacefully
:)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Pearl Jam - Soldier of Love

More Time To Kill

2011-12-13T15:17:00.007+08:00

12 days to go...
Last 3 days was really hectic
Looking for barang hantaran from 9am to 11pm
Thank God everything settle
I found my "One" Ring
Thank you my Surfacing
I really love it!

Found this while packing my stuff
Doodle by my Surfacing probably 5,6 years ago

This is where I will set up my dais
I will DIY my pelamin
nothing fancy just hoping it will turn out ok
Good old klippan sofa will be my nikah couch
The best part about DIY is you get to keep everything
That's the reason why I bought sofa instead of chaise lounge
chair that's more suitable for wedding
but what the hell

We really want this TV rack for our small home
When we visited Ikea 2 weeks ago, the price was too good to be true
from 300+ to rm99!
But it was out of stock
They said they will restock in 2 weeks
and there's 3 unit left before they sell the display unit.

Last Sunday memang our rezeki la pergi awal pukul 10am
mula-mula takda stock jugak then one of the staff approached us
when we're about to have our breakfast
He said there's 2 unit buffer, better grab it now.
My surfacing quickly went to the market hall and
we got the mavas rack at RM99!
Wehooo

Berapa banyak tester daa aku amik sebelum decide perfume mana
aku nak untuk hantaran dengan budget yang ala kadar ni
My choice?
none of the above.
ngeeee.

Semalam penat gila...
We decided to paint the master bedroom before barang sampai
Sebab ni rumah sewa so beli cat murah blue-i saja ok...hehehe
We opted for vintage white and really love the end result
Its a combination of white and light grey

My husband-to-be gigih mengecat
Aku pun sama-sama buat ok...
Cat dinding aku suka lagi...
siling tu buat rasa nak menangis sakit tengkuk
Start pukul 5pm
Finished around 10pm
But he has to do some touch up work before this thursday

selama 28 tahun hidup
This is my first contact lens
Bought for the wedding
I never wear, afraid to wear and don't know how to wear
So semalam masa trial makeup
dengan tak malunya mintak mua aku ajar
Sorry Anna, nak pakai je dah 20min aku terkial-kial
Mesti kecewa je dia tengok aku

Bloodshot eyes sebab tak reti pakai contact
hahahahah
Anna patiently advise me to get use to it prior to the wedding
Need to practice this week!
Love the eye makeup...
But I'm in big trouble because my skin is very unkind to me
acne break out macam gila
pastu combination skin ada dryness and flaky
so foundation tak melekat

Anna advise me to moisturize or
else memang kecewala wedding makeup aku nanti
She even e-mail me some tips
Thank you so much Anna, I really appreciate it...
sedihnya rasa but I should stop on my medication
especially the exfoliating cream to prevent the skin peeling off.
oh well.

Gambar vain 12 days before the big day :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Lifehouse - Take Me Away

The Book of Love

2011-12-06T12:49:00.004+08:00

" I want to be what you are, see what you see and love what you love"

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Annie Lennox - Love Song for a Vampire (Bram Stoker Dracula)

Spank Thru

2011-12-06T12:16:00.006+08:00

All you need is SPANX.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Five For Fighting - 100 Years

Tiny Dancer

2011-12-02T11:34:00.007+08:00

Dah lama tak menulis pasal Rayyan El-Mostafa, my cheeky nephew
Actually it's my surfacing's cheeky nephew...
but in 3 weeks I can claim that too :)

He's already 1 year old last September
He's walking and running and hiding fast
He's almost 15kg to date

He's so adorable , fluffy, baldy young man and he looks like a doll.
A very adorable baby boy doll.
He talks with his own language
but sometimes he yelled "apa tuu?" and "duduk!"
Feast your eyes with his latest pictures

Rayyan ni suka ngan perempuan je, kalau lelaki die malas layan
So that explains why he likes me so much ..ngeee

Gagah jugak aku mengangkat nya masa ni
sekarang dah tak mampu sebab semangat sangat

His first vacation last raya

Sambil mandi pun boleh tidur...kelaka gila budak ni

The cheeky face that I miss, after this boleh selalu jumpa

Macam anak patung yang sungguh sedap dipeluk

Sometimes he smile and laugh during his sleep
Mesti teringat upin ipin

1 year old birthday cake with his favourite boys, upin ipin

Kalau time makan dia lah paling sibuk selak menu

With my two favourite man

Oh Rayyan, I really hope my future son will look as cheeky as you
and as fair as you are...ngee

With his favourite uncle...
His Pakcu is really good at taking good care of him...
bagi makan, mandikan, cuci ehem ehem, tidurkan
I'm so proud of you Surfacing.

Recent picture taken last week with his "Rocky Balboa" robe
Cuteness!

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Alexi Murdoch - All My Days

More Time To Kill

2011-11-25T17:26:00.009+08:00

30 DAYS...

30 freaking days!
Man, it feels surreal.
In 30 days I will be somebody's wife, InsyaAllah.

Come to think of it, this is the moment I've been waiting for ...
for the past 10 years...
and it's going to happen in 30 days.

The photographer

I pray to Allah SWT to grant us, family and friends with good health
I pray everything will go according to plan, InsyaAllah.

What about the big day progress?
I can say all the big stuff done
But still lots of things to do
especially decoration and favors for my side's reception

specs for my super cheap supplier

The guy who own this wedding card outlet listen to heavy metal

We got a house to stay starting december
Surfacing will move in first
I never move anywhere my whole life
Kinda scary to pack things up
How the hell I'm gonna pack all those stuff

Something crafty and flowery

I'm the kind of person who keep almost everything...
for example I still have the flyers for the first gig I went
or the receipt of the first present to my Surfacing
I guess I have to learn to let go...

Going somewhere?

the 2 weeks leave

Telling myself not to worry too much about it...
Plenty of time
All I have to do is to plan it wisely...

When the sicness finally met surfacing :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Nat King Cole & Natalie Cole - Unforgettable

Real Love - Shana & Muizz

2011-11-17T18:32:00.013+08:00

The beautiful couple

I'm such a bad bad friend
They got married last year on the 25th of december 2011
and I only blog about the beautiful wedding now...
It took me a year to do so
So sorry shananeh!

I have the pictures and day by day I keep thinking about it
But I guess it's really hard to put into words
about someone you love so dearly
especially about the most important day of her lives
her wedding day...

But come to think of it it's good to blog about it now too
Maybe when she read this entry she will remember all those sweet moments
ngeee

All these beautiful pictures by G.I. Photoshoot
I'm so glad they will photograph my wedding too..yippiee

Solemnization
24 december 2011

Beautiful ceremony
We were at her house during the makeup session
and she was like
"wey muka aku merahh keee"

ntahla shana aku tengok lawa je
I really don't know why you're too concern about that
hahaha

Nikah at masjid besi putrajaya
simple and sweet
pretty dress and babe you look so radiant
so get over pasal tudung ke muka merah-merah ke
aku rasa semua alright :)

me and neesa wore the same material bought at kamdar
baru la theme dengan color wedding dia - yellow or grey

WEDDING RECEPTION
25 December 2011

The reception was held the next day at Putrajaya
I just love everything about the wedding
Shana was all dolled up by Kelrina
the perfect white dress
the food
(my mom really loves the food...aku sangat terharu kau pack kan makanan untuk aku)
the favor box yang lawa sangat yang ada kek sedap gile...
menyesal aku tak ambik banyak lagi masa ko offer
Bunga telur yang lawa gila aku simpan sampai sekarang

Me and neesa helped her with the instax
really fun and little did I know instax only good at capturing close up shots
The theme was grey-yellow
we really had fun that day

Too much fun explained why my face was everywhere in the wedding photo
ngeee

THE OUTDOOR PHOTOS
(Fantastic photos by G.I. Photoshoot)

We sticked around during the first half an hour of the photoshoot
Then my 3inch heels was killing me
and it's already 6.00pm at that time
So we decided to go home and let the couple do their thang

When G.I upload the photos on FB
My jaw literally dropped
It was really dark at that time + raining + the location only at the back of the building
nothing fancy
but the outcome...
MasyaAllah lawa nyaaaa

of course la couple nya pun comel
maka gambar berjuta-juta jadi comel

I know I know lawa gila kan
I gotta say again i'm so glad G.I. will be my wedding photographer
Hopefully the photos will turn out wonderful too, InsyaAllah

Now shana is 7 months pregnant
Her due date is somewhere on January 2012
I'm really glad she still get to attend my wedding next month

Oh babe
I really don't know what to say

But know this,
I'm happy to get to know you this far and more wonderful years to come
I'm happy you're part of my life
I'm happy we practically YM each other everyday macam rutin yang tak dapat dielakkan
I will miss you if you're not online
I'm beyond happy Muizz yang sempoi gila ni husband kau
I can't wait to see Shana & Muizz Junior in 2 months!

Love you babe.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Lifehouse - First Time

Light On

2011-11-11T11:42:00.004+08:00

My love

11.11.11
is my parent's 38th years wedding anniversary.
We love you so much ummi & ayah.
Even though I'm really not good at showing my love but trust me,
you both are my life and my soul.
There is no us without you.

Kami anak-anak
(Nordiana, Noorliza, Nor Lela, Norbaizura, Mohd Azreen)
really really love you.
We will always pray for your health, wealth and happiness.
May Allah SWT bless our lives with His love and light.
Insya'Allah.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Celine Dion - Because you loved me

More Time To Kill

2011-11-01T14:46:00.008+08:00

54 more days to go...
Just recently I posted the 101 days entry
My my...
how time flies

Everything in place so far
should get my cheap wedding card in 3 weeks time
Start sending invitation by end of this month

Here comes the groom...

70% sale bought one for my pelamin buatan sendiri

Ok tipula aku tak makan hari-hari macam ni...ngeee

bought it to store my vintage necklace, dokoh and stuff

Other progress...
haven't started on DIY stuff at all
Gotta work my lazy ass soon
Only this month left to do any of my mengada-ngada deco

It's true, makin dekat wedding makin malas
and makin semua nak simple dan asal ada je
tahap kalau takda pun takpa asal aku kawin
wah gitu!

Having a martha stewart moment here and only one paper flower done

semua putihhhh je "komen" mak aku pasal pilihan color

undecided item, have to see my budget first

la la la la la la....

Collected my nikah legal docs this morning
hoi dah boleh kahwin lah!

err...Slipknot Iowa 10th years anniversary edition cd/dvd out today
Gotta get it this saturday...
and Lamb of God is coming to Singapore again
for their "Resolution" world tour 2012
Why Lamb of God, why?
You gonna rip my soul and torn our heart
and suck the money out of us

Surfacing gonna go again and this time he has a baggage....
takpa, takpa tak payah spend money on honeymoon right after wedding
Tunggu bulan 2 pun takpa...
because now Singapore sounds good for our honeymoon...
Yes, honey?
Ok kena buat passport this month.
**evil laugh

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Slipknot - My Plague

Dirty Dining

2011-10-20T11:43:00.005+08:00

old photo at the restaurant with my hot chocolate in a pot

Dear Mr. xxxxx xxx,

I'm a regular customer at XXX XXXX .

Me and my partner really like the food quality, the ambiance, cleanliness and the service.

I am usually very pleased by the service and hygiene of your fine establishments.

However, on this particular visit
I found that I did not enjoy my experience as I usually would.

Yesterday at around 6.15- 7.30pm,
we had our dinner at your restaurant.

I ordered 2 mushroom soup, 1 hot chocolate, 1 plain water
and 1 char grill lamb shoulder.

When my partner drink the hot chocolate, there's something in his mouth.

To our surprise, it's a dead cockroach!

We called the waiter right away and we asked him to tell the restaurant manager about this.

A few minutes later my char grill lamb arrived with a new hot chocolate.

Your waitress did apologized.

I feel so disgusted but I'm really hungry at that time,
so I finished my meal and paid the bill

= RM 42.80

Both of us is still shocked with what happened,
we didn't managed to take any picture.

We don't want to make a scene at your restaurant
because we think it will affect your business since there's other people having meals.

I email you my complaint because what happened yesterday is VERY UNACCEPTABLE.

A cockroach in my drink?

Now, how do I know my mushroom soup and lamb shoulder not affected as well?

My expectation is very high towards your restaurant quality.

I bring my family and friends because I trust your service.

We are paying the price here,
and hygiene is one of the biggest criteria in food services.

The situation is poorly handled by your management.
It makes me think twice to dine at XXX XXXX again.

I am really concern about this and I hope you will not take this lightly.

I would appreciate if you can do some inspection at your premise
and probably provide training to your staff.

It will be a shame if the same situation happen to other customer.

Thanks and regards,

Nor Lela Abdul Ghani

Let's wait and hope the restaurant manager
has the courtesy to reply my email.
Damage has been done,
but probably an apologize and assurance from the manager
can mend my broken faith towards their restaurant.
Sadly, I already crossed them from my top 10 must dine place.
And you just lost 2 regular customers, Mr. manager.

Updated:
Today, the manager called me and apologized.
He's really upset with the staff because they failed to notify him about the incident.
He only knew when he received my e-mail.
I really appreciate the fact that the owner personally called me and has taken
an action towards this matter.
He also offer me dinner - on the house as a way to say how sorry he is.
Thank you mister for your kind words.
This is what we call professional and I really appreciate it :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
The Specials - Ghost Town

What's Goin On?

2011-10-07T17:17:00.008+08:00

Last Saturday after watching Fright Night,
the remake of course
By the way, I wouldn't know the difference
cause I don't remember watching it back in 1985 or so
All I can say is,
It's pretty ok and entertaining
Don't watch in 3d though

It's barbican, not beer.

Before we headed off,
we decided to have late lunch at Al- Ammar Express
It's right opposite Fahrenheit (used to be KL Plaza)
This is our first time here
I heard from some blog, the pizza is really good
except they don't call it pizza here...
something like Kafta

Surfacing ordered this non-alcoholic beer
Actually it's something like barbican
But the bottle really looks like a beer
Kinda makes me awkward
it taste exactly like zapple.
The drinks range from RM6 (Soft drinks) to RM20
this barbican - RM10

Our appertizer...
I think it cost around RM12-RM16
macam kebab la
We chose lamb, of course...
don't get fooled by the picture
The lamb was small
VERY. small.
But delicious.

Here comes the Pizza, I mean Kafta
Man, I'm so happy with this kafta
RM16 and slightly bigger than Dominos regular pizza...
almost to large size
The topping : Lamb minced, olive, tomato and Lebanese cheese
It tasted really different from other pizza I ever had
worth to try
Really nice and affordable.

What I love most about this place is the environment
I chose the non-smoking area - air conditioned
Laid back and calm

And the best part is to watch people walking around at the sidewalk
Interesting because there's sooo many people with different style
Some really weird and annoying
Some look fashionable enough they should be captured by the sartorialist
I'm just sayin'

And someone decided to say hi to us...

Oh...hey there.
Jason right?
Dude, the mask is okay
But what's up with the hair and the white shirt?

Do some research, man.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Aizat - Emotions (Live)

Blowin' in the Wind

2011-10-07T09:43:00.005+08:00

source

"Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.
Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking.
Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice.
And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.
They somehow already know what you truly want to become.
Everything else is secondary."

Steve Jobs

You will be missed Mr Jobs.
Rest In Peace.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Bob Dylan - Blowin' In the Wind

Syawal 2011

2011-10-05T15:47:00.001+08:00

Agak terlambat gak aku nak post pasal raya ni
tapi nak jadikan memori punye pasal aku gigih jugak resize gamba untuk
kenangan di masa hadapan ewah

kedua adinda ku bersama ayahanda dan bonda

Cam biasa la makanan raya umi akan masak rendang daging 10kilo
and then rendang ayam 5 ekor, nasi impit and kuah kacang
dah tengahari bersalam-salaman dan photoshoot

giliran kekanda pulak bersama

Tahun ni tak plan pun nak pakai kaler garang-garang gini

Sekali lebih kurang sama daa

Haida pasti bangga melihat baju yang ku pakai ini adalah pemberiannya masa jadi bridesmaid..

ngeee

Bersama bondaku tersayang

ayahanda pulok

Macam sayu pun ada mengenangkan ni tahun last aku beraya single

Lepas ni InsyaAllah bersuami

Belum tentu dapat pagi raya dengan family macam ni

huhuhuhuuh

Tapi aku masih bersyukur sebab rumah mak aku sama mak surfacing cuma 40min away max bukannya kena balik kampung ho ho ho balik kampung berjam-jam :)

Adinda ku yang manis

Afro samurai pun nak beraya hoi

Lepas je sesi photoshoot raya terus pergi rumah surfacing

Selalu aku datang raya ke-3

Tapi kalini dowang nak berholiday jadi first day lah aku kesana

geramm sama si gejinab ni

Pastu die pakai pulak jubah arab ni...haduii gerammnyaaaa comel bebenor

Macam biasa makan rendang tok dengan penuh perasaan bersama ketupat pulut

adoi sedapnya ketupat pulut cecah rendang

Dahla si Rayyan ni comel sesangat pakai baju melayu

Surfacing yang kelaparan. Lasagna is his favourite.

My First Lasagna

Raya ke-2 turn Surfacing pulak datang beraya
Aku memang dah plan nak masak lasagna for the FIRST time
maka dengan gigih malam sebelum tu aku masak meat sauce sampai pukul 3pagi
pagi baru masak cheese sauce dia

Kenapa nampak berair?
sebab aku pandai-pandai tambah air kat meat sauce masa reheat pagi tu
Tapi kesedapannn diaaa...
aku berani kata memang sedap sebab aku masak..wakaka

Kalau dah melayu tetap nak cari rendang

Hampir kehabisan

One happy people

Kan aku kata memang sedap...

tak sampai 1/2 jam dah habis satu tray

Surfacing je makan separuh tray...

ngeeee

Bai yang over gembira kerana bf nye datang

Bakal-bakal menantu yang tinggi

Bakal adik ipar aku pun datang jugak
Masa raya ni masih status bf lagi
Sekarang dah bertunang
InsyaAllah langsung 3-4 bulan lepas majlis aku
Double celebration la kiranya ni

Pastu akak aku lak datang beraya
Riuh umah aku dengan anak buah
umur dah la dekat-dekat

Si Isyraq hadif si jantung hati

Si Isyraq ni sekarang kalau amik gamba bukan nak buat muka elok-elok
Pantang aku snap ada je muka pelik dia nak pose
saba jela aku

One happy family..penat aku suruh isyraq senyum akhirnya dapat juga

Jasmine with isyraq

Hayyman yang misteri

Hayyman yang misteri..

dia ni tak berapa manja macam isyraq

suka bawak diri je

Tapi sekali datang mood dia bergelak kemain lagi

Layan budak-budak ni kelaka gak kengkadang
Tapi sekali buat perangai memang tak saba aku dibuatnya
Yang bawah ni anak akak sulung aku
Iliana Jan baby premature with heart condition
Now she's happy and healthy Alhamdulillah

Si Jan ni langsung tak nak ngan orang..melekat je sama mak ayah

Ayahku melayan cucu yang hyper

Then kawan-kawan baik dari sekolah datang beraya
Haida ni sekarang duduk Jeddah
So she came to visit before she left
Baby Sorfina ni anak haida
Manis sangat muka nya bila tengok rasa tenang je
boleh tak?
dahla tak meragam langsung

Sorfina Zuhailey yang comel sangat

bakal mommy & daddy

Fara tengah tunggu masa je sekarang ni nak deliver
I pray for her and baby semoga selamat semuanya

Inaz masa raya ni masih single
baru last 2 weeks jadi isteri orang
Alhamdulillah

Inaz pengantin baru

"Over la aunty inaz posing" - kata hati sorfina..hehehe

Everyone wants a piece of sorfina

The gang

Kepedasan masing-masing

Tahun depan kalau jumpa time raya mesti dah ade perubahan lagi

InsyaAllah more babies and preggo mommy...

Haida and Linda tambah lagi satu

hahaha

So that's Syawal 2011

Tak banyak pegi open house just having fun with family and friends je

Cuma kalini tak sempat beraya with my bestfriends shananeh and misae

Takpa InsyaAllah kita jumpa next week ye bebeh

And kalini aku serius teringat2 rendang and kuah kacang mak aku

sebab tahun ni umi tak repeat buat pas dah habis...

huuuu lapa rendang pedas....

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Wet Wet Wet - Love is All Around

The Heretic Anthem

2011-09-29T17:30:00.005+08:00

Slipknot : Iowa 10th Anniversary Edition
It's been 10 years since SLIPKNOT unleashed its second album, "Iowa", on the world. SLIPKNOT had impacted the music scene in revolutionary, unpredictable ways and established themselves as a way of life for their fans with their self-titled 1999 debut.

But "Iowa" was the album that further proved the band had fully arrived and had no intentions of leaving. It was the band's statement that that they would continue to make music their way, according to their rules and always for their fans, with their middle fingers pointed firmly at the rest of the world.

To celebrate the album's decade of existence, the band is releasing a special, tenth-anniversary edition of this landmark release, which will drop on November 1.

The anniversary edition will include plenty of extras for the maggots and beyond to feast upon. Disc One will comprise the original "Iowa" album along with a remix of "My Plague" as an added bonus track.
Disc Two will include the full live audio from the legendary "Disasterpieces" DVD, where the band's 2002 show at the London Arena was captured by 30 cameras and released as a concert film. The DVD will include "Goat", a new film directed by M. Shawn Crahan featuring never-before-seen interviews and footage showing the madness that surrounded the "Iowa" era, plus four music videos.

source: Blabbermouth

Oh my God...
It's already 10 years since Slipknot second Album, Iowa
I still remember when they announced the second album
My surfacing and I literally jumped hysterically

Iowa Album Cover (2001)

We've waited impatiently until the first single "The heretic Anthem" released
The first debut was Live at Conan O' Brien
We didn't stop talking about it for weeks

I'm so thrilled with the new mask and jumpsuit
The album was so fierce definitely different from the first one
Matured and brutal
Death Metal all the way

He bought the Japanese Digipack Album at Kedai Aunty, Pertama Complex
and I bought mine at Music Exchange months later
10 years later,
no more music exchange
No. 2 passed away (RIP Paul Gray)
and we're getting married this year

What Slipknot has to do with our relationship?
EVERYTHING.
Every words, every moves, every pieces
that sparks the chemistry between us comes from Slipknot.
and it blossoms into wonderful connections.

Having said that,
this 10th anniversary edition album is very personal to me.
Definitely gonna get it once released.

Forget the fact that we need more money now...ngeee
After all we don't have to buy 2 sets anymore :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Slipknot - Iowa 10th Anniversary Edition Trailer

Confession

2011-09-22T14:48:00.006+08:00

Whenever we go to shopping malls,
Toys "R" Us is the must visit store...

Not that we want to buy toys...
Just to play around.
Ngeee.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Foo Fighters - Rope

Kookies Munchster

2011-09-22T14:30:00.003+08:00

Do you have what it takes to be a MUNCHSTER?

Get Addicted!

Skin Deep

2011-09-15T16:05:00.011+08:00

Recently my surfacing directed a short film
for Berjaya Youth Short Film Competition 2011
It's his first commercial short film with professional film crew

His big boss is one of the judges for the competition and they have to come up
with a short film as a reference to the participants
My surfacing was given the trust to create a story based on certain theme

So he came up with a few story
and finally he picked this one
and I really love it!

The best part is, I was there during the shooting day
since my afro-samurai cousin is one of the cast :)

Title:
SKIN DEEP

Synopsis:
Appearances can be deceiving. It doesn't matter if you're black,
brown, yellow, white or blue. Follow Andy Lau on his journey
to see beyond and to find the acceptance that was always there.
For we are all the same underneath the color of our skin.

Original idea, script & directed by:
Zulkarnain Azhar

Produced by:
Gayatri Su-Lin Pillai

You can also check out berjaya website if you wanna more about the competition.
Go to
http://www.berjayayouth.com
or
FB Page

You can still submit your entry
Deadline: 29 september 2011.
I want to do so badly,
but I'm too young for this competition...
ngeeee

Anyway, tell me what you think of "SKIN DEEP"
:)

More Time To Kill

2011-09-14T16:07:00.004+08:00

101 days from now
3 more months to go
major stuff done.
medium and minor stuff, not yet.
Legal stuff soon.

need to do detail checklist badly.
need to do account, check and balance immediately.
need to start hunting for needed material the soonest possible.
need to do house hunting soon.
need to buy more stuff...
need. more. money.

stress level - not that high
emotional level - pretty high
happiness level - the highest :)

I just can't wait sometimes...
I hope everything will fall into place.
I pray everything will be alright.

Everybody calls it love but I'm not really sure if this is love,
at all...
anymore...
because this is higher than love :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Travis - More Than Us

Stress

2011-09-09T10:55:00.003+08:00

10 days of raya holiday is not enough for me
I want more rest...
Thank God we have another cuti next friday

Do you know that last year I can't fit into that kebaya
tak boleh letak brooch pun...
I'm so freaking happy,
walaupun tak kurus tapi dah boleh muat...
hahahaha

I gotta start walking anytime soon
Hopefully the haze will soon be gone
I really need to walk and enjoy my green time :)

Anywho,
I want to share this video clip
I laughed my ass off when I saw it
My Surfacing, thank you for sharing this
you really made my day.

My view towards Metallica will never be the same again.

stress.....

stresssss....

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Metallica - Stress (Rhoma Irama)

Cahaya Aidilfitri

2011-08-26T17:03:00.004+08:00

3 days before the end of Ramadhan for this year.
I hope I see you again next year, Ramadhan.
I will be missing you.

I would like to say THANK YOU
to my family, friends, bosses and my surfacing
officemate for ordering Kookies Munchster.
I'm blessed with the overwhelming support.
I can't even bake my own cookies for raya :)

It's the last day of work today before the one week holiday.
I just want to wish everyone
happy hari raya and be safe on the road.
Take care.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
P. Ramlee - Getaran Jiwa

Kookies Munchster

2011-08-23T15:09:00.008+08:00

Kookies Munchster in support of the environment :)

Imagine the smell of freshly baked chocolate chip cookies,
crispy, rich, chocolatey , semi-sweet dark brown bite size cookies
Not too sweet.
Chocolate chip in every bite.
Very addictive.

One for you,
one for your parents,
one for the parents in law
and one more for the guest ;)

Ingredients:
Butter, flour, sugar, Chocolate Chip, Cocoa, Eggs, Vanilla & Lots of Love!

Price:
RM28 for 1 jar
RM50 for 2 jars
(60-65 cookies/ jar - 400gm)

To Order:
PM me at FB
or
e-mail to norlela09@yahoo.com
and we can work out the details :)

1.0 The birth of Kookies Munchster

War Inside My Head

2011-08-15T18:21:00.009+08:00

source

I heard rumors that turns into newsflash
about Metallica in KL December 2, 2011
Apparently they said,
the concert organizer already booked Stadium Bukit Jalil

If it's really happening
It's gonna be hugeee
It's freaking Metallica we're talking about here, man
Definitely sold out 100,000 seats or more
Let alone Malaysia
Fans from Singapore, Indonesia and Thailand will be flooding KL too

I have mix feeling.
I'm excited and happy
At the same time I'm a bit down

The reason?
The ticket is gonna cost a bomb
Talking bout 500-1k MYR
and I'm getting married at the end of December
Huge sums of money there.

Can I make it to Metallica with the wedding and stuff?
ngeeee

Oh wait,
To add more salt to the wound...

tadaaaa...

Children of Bodom live in Singapore.
November , 17
2011

A month before my wedding.
That's just freaking great.
Hate crew now hate myself.
Sigh.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Metallica - The Unforgiven part 2

Kookies Munchster

2011-08-10T14:57:00.008+08:00

I started baking chocolate chip cookies since 2 years ago
It's a must kuih raya for my family
When i'm not in the mood to bake at all
my brother will keep pestering me with the same question
"when are you gonna bake it?"
and it's just a week after Ramadhan

But I think this year he will be pretty happy
because I will bake it more than usual
as I finally make a decision to sell my chocolate chip cookies

The support I get from my surfacing
and from my great friends, shananeh and neesa misae
give me the courage to explore and share this lovely bites

Hence, the birth of KOOKIES MUNCHSTER!

Kookies Munchster label

It's 100% home-made by me
Carefully selected ingredients by me
Using Buttercup and Beryl's dark chocolate

It's my finest
Double Chocolate Chip Semisweet Cookies

Imagine the smell of freshly baked chocolate chip cookies,
crispy, rich, chocolatey , semi-sweet dark brown bite size cookies
Not too sweet.
Chocolate chip in every bite.
Very addictive.

Ingredients:
Butter, flour, sugar, Chocolate Chip, Cocoa, Eggs, Vanilla & Lots of Love!

Price:
RM28 for 1 jar
RM50 for 2 jars
(60-65 cookies/ jar - 400gm)

To Order:
PM me at FB
or
e-mail to norlela09@yahoo.com
and we can work out the details :)

This cookies is not for raya only
You can order anytime you feel like it
for any occasion - cukur jambul, engagement, wedding

Very ideal and delicious favors for the guest
You can even buy it for your own consumption
I give better, cheaper price for bulk orders.

I will update with more products :)
For the time being,
feel free to contact me to order or for any inquiry.

Ramadhan 1432h

2011-08-09T11:46:00.003+08:00

Mist at 7.45am, 6th day of Ramadhan - my home sweet home

The 9th day of Ramadhan
Alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah SWT
dapat bersama lagi Ramadhan tahun ni

Many good news from my friends
Congrats to Farhan + Mas, Aefa + Shahnaz and Nard + Achol
for the new bundle of joy
It's really wonderful to get to embrace Ramadhan with the newborn

I wish everyone a happy blessed month of Ramadhan
May Allah SWT forgive all our sins, protect us from temptations
and guide us to the right path.
Ameen Ya rabbal Alameen.

Breathing New Life

2011-07-27T12:40:00.007+08:00

Bai

Today is your 25th birthday my dear sister.
You're at the age of discovering who you are,
what you want and what you feel like doing.
Whatever you choose right now will be a colorful experience in your later life
Whatever your decision, I will support you.

I think i never say this but I'm really proud of you
You're so talented and this is the time for you to discover the world
Actually I think you already done that...
hahaha
I personally think you have achieved more than I do

Don't hold back
Just move forward
and remember you have your family and your loved one beside you
always.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Foo Fighters - Learn To Fly (Letterman)

Stay

2011-07-26T13:33:00.012+08:00

I just realized
I never blog about my bestfriend's wedding, shananeh
They got married last christmas
7 months pending story

Actually....I do know I haven't write or posted up anything about it
So sorry my dear friend
I wanted to do that but there's too many pictures...
ngee
So let me break it down and start with the pre-wed celebration

It's a week before their wedding
Me and Neesa did the setup at Sweet Tree, Ampang
It's a nice cosy Korean-Malaysian restaurant
We got a room to ourselves
Shana and Muiz thought it would be just a casual lunch
It was actually,
but we spiced it up with some decorations

We had makan-makan...
Honestly i'm not into korean food so didn't really enjoy the food
I just hope shana and muiz enjoy this little get-together

Actually 2 weeks before that we went to Penang together
It's work + trip kinda thing
and we wanted to do bridal shower for Shana
But then we got tired and lazy...
haha boleh tak
So that's why we came up with this so-called luncheon

Anywho,
hopefully we can spend sometime later
celebrating other "things" pulak
You know what i mean, babe :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Disagree - Crumbs

Confession

2011-07-21T15:40:00.006+08:00

I never travel outside Malaysia
and I don't have a passport.
Yes, you heard me right...
I'm 28 and no passport.

I'm missing out, i know.
But it's alright...

Probably my first will be in another +- 5 months
during my honeymoon, Insya'Allah...
with this lovely guy ;)

Man,
you look awesome wearing this suit my dear :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Aerosmith - Fly Away From Here

Enough Said

2011-07-15T17:25:00.006+08:00

Do you know what is this pathetic looking thingy?

It's a promotional item for Conan the Barbarian at Pavillion KL.

Whoever create this bloody figurine need to find a new job.
Seriously.

Anywho, check out the poster.

Source

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Supertramp - The Logical Song

When Darkness Falls

2011-07-13T14:16:00.004+08:00

Source

The Dark Knight Rises official teaser poster.
Thanks Anas for sharing at FB.

Freaking,
Orgasmic.

Check out the official website

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Pink Floyd - Brain Damage (Live)

Cleansing

2011-07-13T10:57:00.003+08:00

Aku sebenarnya dah bengang dengan orang yang tak habis-habis pasal bersih
ok bila aku cakap pasal benda ni,
aku dah tergolong dari salah sorang dari dorang
Tapi what the hell la kan

Pada pendapat aku, salah seorang dari 27 juta rakyat Malaysia yang cintakan keamanan
Illegal rally is not the solution at all.
Kalau kau rasa ini adalah HAK kau untuk berdemo
aku hormati pandangan tu

tapi kau kena ingat,
Once HAK kau berdemo MENGGANGGU HAK ORANG LAIN
HAK KAU TERHENTI DI SITU JUGA.
Kalau kau rasa kau betul lantak kau lah
Sebab aku pun rasa aku betul.
Kita masing-masing ada akal fikiran, ada agama
Dah tau membezakan yang baik dan buruk.

Ni aku share article yang paling terbaik
dan paling mewakili terhadap apa yang aku rasa pada gerakan bersih ni
Ikhlas dari seorang rakyat Malaysia

Article di bawah bukan aku yang tulis,
tapi cukup tepat untuk menggambarkan pendapat aku.

BERSIH 2.0 Pandangan dari Jiwa Marhaen

by Naushad B Noor Ali on Monday, July 11, 2011 at 8:31pm

Biarkan aku ceritakan pendapat tentang 'bersih' dari sudut pandang jujur seorang rakyat marhaen.
Anda tidak akan dapat sumber bacaan secara academia, politik dan journalist dalam entry ini.

Hanyalah pandangan seorang rakyat tentang event Bersih 2.0 yang telah berlangsung pagi tadi dan pandangan ini tidak akan memberikan kelainan kepada perasaan korang terhadap apa yang korang kagum samada kepada Ds Najib, Anwar Ibrahim, TGNA, dan Lim kit siang.

Disclaimer : ini adalah pendapat khusus yang menjurus kepada event Bersih 2.0, jika anda tidak paham dan anda mengamuk di ruangan komen, samada anda skinread entry ini atau anda dipengaruhi oleh sentimen.

1) " Alah kecoh la polis ni, biarlah orang nak berarak secara aman, kalau polis tak kacau, tak block sana tak block sini, takdenye jadi kacau bilau kat KL tu"

A) untuk pengetahuan adik-adik yang baru nak berekspresi dengan sifat rebellious, Peristiwa berdarah 13 mei 1969 pada mulanya pun bukanlah satu rusuhan, sebaliknya ia adalah perarakan kemenangan oleh kaum cina yang merayakan kemenangan DAP di Penang dan KL.

Perarakan kemenangan ini pada mulanya bermula dengan aman tanpa sikit pun campurtangan dari pihak polis, tentera mahupun RELA, tetapi ia mula menjadi rusuhan kaum apabila peserta perarakan mula dihantui emosi dan hasutan.

Orang cina mula melambai-lambaikan penyapu melambangkan mahu menyapu kaum Melayu keluar dari KL dan Penang, dan mereka mula memaki hamun Melayu dengan perkataan 'babi' dan 'anjing'... bila masing-masing dah mula sentap maka masing-masing akan mula mencetuskan provokasi.

Hasil dari provokasi maka berlakulah keganasan dan rusuhan yang akhirnya membuatkan negara tidak aman dan diisytiharkan darurat.

B) BERSIH 1.0 tidak berjalan dengan aman

C) Dah bagi peluang serah memorandum depan DYMM SRPD Agong, tak serah pulak, suruh buat kat stadium Shah Alam taknak pulak, Hari tu aku rilek je tengok Pakatan Rakyat buat rapat umum dekat Stadium tu, siap solat hajat lagi kat stadium melawati ramai-ramai, berpuluh ribu datang, takda pulak polis kacau, boleh pulak buat dalam stadium aman damai, takda pulak jadi beruk atas Jalan raya.

Sekali Ambiga keluar arahan, terus jadi bengap ikut membabi buta demo atas jalan? ini nak serah memorandum ke nak provok memetik-metik biar jadi rusuhan?

"alaaa terus terang je kan senang, malu malu pulak, terus terang je, dah memang nampak dah apa kehendak Ambiga and the gang tu."

2) " aku kelakar tengok orang ramai yang merungut pasal BERSIH ni, tak boleh buat aktiviti harianlah, jem lah apa lah, kalau malam newyear, sambutan merdeka boleh pulak jalan kaki 2, 3 jam tak rasa penat"

A) kalau anda cakap macam ni, samada anda ni bodoh atau anda ni memang dilahirkan takda bakat jadi ahli politik.

Manusia jika buat apa yang dia suka, dia tidak akan merasa ia membebankan dan menyusahkan, sebaliknya akan rasa seronok, tiadanya rasa panik dan kegusaran akan berlakunya letupan molotov cocktail dan adengan polis-pukul-kepala-orang-dan orang-sepak-kepala-polis.

B) Kalau korang gunakan analogi bodoh mcm ni, menunjukkan korang tak sensitif, apa kata bila setiap kali korang buat kenduri kahwin depan rumah yg halang jalan raya tu, aku datang dengan 3000 orang depan khemah kenduri tu aku buat demonstrasi? amacam? korang bengang tak bila perancangan dan event kedamaian tu diganggu oleh demonstrasi jalanan?

Kalau korang berlatih silat atau taekwando..Tokguru korang lempang muka, sepak perut korang, dah tentulah korang tak sakit hati sebab itu kehendak hati dan korang nak enjoy the situation, tapi cuba korang tengah duduk senang lenang tengok Maharajalawak, aku datang lempang muka korang laju-laju..agak-agak korang sakit hati tak? apa bendalah cakap tak pakai otak.

3) " Demonstrasi jalanan ni nak tunjuk suara rakyat terhadap kerajaan"

A) Demonstrasi jalanan tu berapa ratus ribu orang yang datang? paling hebat pun depan jalan pudu yang blogger2 excited duk cakap 50ribu orang, aku tengok tak sampai pun 20 ribu. adakah so called 50 ribu orang ini mewakili 27juta suara majoriti rakyat Malaysia?

B) Baik takyah pilihanraya, asal tak puas hati je perang, tak puas hati je gerila, tak puas hati je demo tiap-tiap minggu kat KL.

4) Kepura-puraan terhadap Datuk Ambiga dan sekutunya.

Alkisahnya, pada suatu masa yang tak berapa nak dulu, ada seorang perempuan islam yang mahu murtad. Nama perempuan itu adalah Lina Joy, maka apabila kedengaran akan hal ni, bergempitalah seluruh bumi Malaysia dengan suara Ahli PAS, UMNO, NGO Islam dan Jemaah islam yang lain.

Pada masa itu, ada seorang Peguam yang secara aggressive membela Lina Joy untuk murtad dan menghapuskan perkataan Islam pada Mykadnya, dek kerana perkara itu terdapatnya suara-suara mujahidin dalam ahli Pas, Umno dan jemaah islam yang lain yang melaungkan JIHAD terhadap Lina Joy dan aktivis lawyer itu...

Anda kenal siapa lawyer yang lantang itu? tak lain tak bukan adalah Ambiga Sreenevasan. Ketua gabungan pilihanraya Adil dan Bersih (BERSIH)

Dan pada hari ni, dalam televisyen kelihatan lah Abdul Hadi Awang, Anwar Ibrahim, a.Samad said dan beribu-ribu pemuda Pas dan PKR yang berjalan di belakang Bontot Ambiga memperjuangkan gerakan yang digerak dan diketuai oleh Ambiga ini.

"tapi Zulfikar, kau tak boleh cakap macam tu, kita sokong perjuangan bersih, tapi kita tak sokong Ambiga. sesetengah kualiti yang ada pada pemimpin tu kita boleh ikut. lagipun aku tak berketuakan Ambiga, aku follow TGHA dan Anwar!"

Jika begitu anda telah bias, anda telah hidup dalam kepura-puraan, kenapa anda bakar patung Bush? kenapa anda pijak gambar Mahathir? kenapa anda hukum Ds Najib kerana Rosmah tidak bertudung? kenapa anda hukum keseluruhan Yahudi kerana zionis? kenapa anda benci kerajaan kerana lesen arak?

Nampaknya prinsip anda tidak selari dengan pendapat korang terhadap Ambiga. Korang berat sebelah, pada satu pihak jika dia membuat satu salah dan lainnya betul anda tetap maki hamun dan bangun berdemonstrasi.

Tapi di satu pihak yang lain, bila kena tang Ambiga, anda boleh pulak mengasingkan antara idealisme dia tentang murtad dan perjuangan bersih 2.0. Mana pendirian korang ni?

Korang perlu ingat, dosa dia terhadap Islam besar, lebih besar dari jasa dia mengetuai demonstrasi jalanan Bersih. Dia memperjuangkan murtad, menyerang islam dengan memorandum The Inter faith council (IFC) yang menyerang hak istimewa agama islam.

Bukan hanya hak istimewa dan kedudukan Islam dalam Malaysia sahaja, tapi Fundemental dan prinsip islam secara keseluruhannya.

contohnya : (memorandum tuntutan IFC terhadap kerajaan Malaysia)

i. Seseorang anak yang dilahirkan oleh ibubapa Islam tidak seharusnya secara terus menjadi orang Islam.

v. Orang bukan Islam tidak perlu dikehendaki menganut Islam sekiranya ingin berkahwin dengan orang Islam. Orang Islam hendaklah dibenarkan keluar daripada Islam (murtad) sekiranya ingin berkahwin dengan orang bukan Islam tanpa boleh dikenakan apa-apa tindakan undang-undang.

Apa yang diperjuangkan Ambiga dalam IFC dan kes Lina joy adalah berkenaan Akidah Umat islam, adakah lebih besar dosa kerajaan yang tidak guna dakwat kekal dalam pilihanraya dari dosa Ambiga mempersoalkan Islam?

Jadi jika anda pukul rata terhadap kerajaan, anda juga mesti pukul rata juga kepada Ambiga Sreenevasan!

Barulah kena dengan prinsip korang macam yang dilaungkan : Ke arah keadilan dan kebersihan sistem demokrasi.

5) "Jika kerajaan zalim, kita mesti tumbangkan dengan demonstrasi jalan raya, Inilah asas demokrasi"

i) Asas demokrasi bukan demonstrasi jalan raya tetapi pungutan suara majoriti dalam membuat keputusan. (yang ni pendekar nak tambah..demokrasi jalan raya? Kepala hangguk dia..)

ii) Demonstrasi tidak mewakili suara majoriti rakyat.

Jika sesuatu kerajaan ditumbangkan dan diasaskan dengan keganasan, maka satu hari nanti ia juga akan tumbang dengan keganasan juga.

Jika Kerajaan sekarang tumbang dengan gerakan demonstrasi jalanan, JIKA Pakatan Rakyat boleh pergi ke Putrajaya dengan aksi jalanan, pada masa akan datang, BN pulak akan merusuh, menghimpunkan penyokongnya untuk merampas kembali kuasa

Sampai bila nak habis?

Jadi gerakan ini sudah tidak demokrasi lagi, sebaliknya ia telah bertukar menjadi Gerila. jika tak suka dengan kerajaan maka mari kita rampas kuasa dengan pemberontakan. Ini kerja gila.

Formula kehancuran ini akan berulang-ulang sampai kiamat akibat setiap pihak merasakan merekalah yang betul, merekalah yang mewakili hasrat hati majoriti rakyat.

Dan masalah pemberontakan dan rusuhan ini tidak akan boleh reda kecuali dengan kuasa Allah, Lihat Gerakan Acheh Merdeka (GAM) yang berpuluh tahun memberontak untuk Merdeka. Sehingga Tentera Indonesia buntu nak hentikan mereka, sampailah Tsunami Indonesia membinasakan Tanah Acheh. Akhirnya Jurucakap GAM sendiri dalam temuramah menyatakan ...

" Sudah tidak ada apa lagi yang mahu diperjuangkan di Acheh, Acheh sudah hancur. Jadi kami membubarkan Gerakan Acheh Merdeka"

Cuba anda tengok Abu Sayaf di Mindanau, lihat IRA di Ireland, Gerila di Venezuela, Puak Pemisah Basque dan banyak lagi. Jika sesebuah Kerajaan itu diasaskan dengan keganasan dan pertumpahan darah, maka ia juga akan jatuh dengan pertumpahan darah. dan formula persamaan ini akan berulang-ulang sehingga tiada kesudahan.

Contoh yang paling hampir adalah Parti Thaksin Shinawat yang telah dirampas kuasa oleh Kumpulan baju Kuning Abisit. Tetapi keputusan pilihanraya adalah milik Thaksin, majoriti rakyat Thailand mahu Thaksin yang jad PM.

Tapi Abisit yang rampas kuasa dengan demo, bantuan tentera dan istana, bila diadakan semula pilihanraya, maka Parti Abisit tumpas kembali, kerana asasnya majoriti mahu parti politik Thanksin yang memimpin.

6) " Tapi Zulfikar, Pilihanraya Di Malaysia tidak adil"

i) aku malas nak hujah pasal ni, sebab nanti ada argument yang cliche.

ii) Jika Kerajaan betul-betul nak aniaya Pembangkang, Kerajaan akan gunakan segala jentera dan sumber yang ada untuk menewaskan Anwar Ibrahim di PRK permatang pauh, kerana ancaman politik paling besar bagi BN adalah pengaruh Anwar Ibrahim, Jadi pertarungan paling strategik mestilah menewaskan Anwar Ibrahim di Permatang Pauh. Tapi kenapa DS Anwar masih menang dengan majoriti yang banyak?

Dimanakah pengundi Hantu BN? dimanakah tangan yang tak dicelup dengan dakwat kekal? dimanakah pengundi hantu yang berumur 120 tahun yang disorok dalam gua oleh BN? dimanakah manipulasi ic? kenapakah peti undi haram tidak membantu Bn menewaskan Anwar Ibrahim?

iii) BN pernah kalah teruk Di Terengganu, Jika BN mahu gunakan senjata pengundi hantu dan ketidakadilan pilihanraya, wajiblah terengganu yang diselamatkan for whatever cost! by crook or by hook!

"Kenapa pulak Zulfikar?"

Kerana Terengganu merupakan hasil pendapatan Kerajaan pusat, ada minyak berbillion-billion, Jika BN tumpas di Terengganu, nanti BN pening nak buat muslihat taknak bagi royalti pada pas, nak buat muslihat wang ihsan, nak buat muslihat mahkamah.

Jadi sepatutnya, BN menggunakan pengundi hantu dan ketidakadilan bagi menyelamatkan Terengganu. samalah juga kesnya dengan Selangor, Pulau Pinang dan Perak, negeri-negeri ini semua adalah negeri berpendapatan tinggi dan strategik bagi BN, buat apa pulak BN nak bersusah payah tewas dan berkempen untuk menang kembali pilihanraya?

Lebih baik guna je SPR, tipu undi dan kemudian terus memerintah dengan selesa. Tapi aku tak menafikan kelemahan SPR, memang terdapat data-data yang tak dikemaskini, tapi ia bukanlah senjata, ia hanya kelemahan.

iV) sudah 21 tahun PAS memerintah Kelantan, dan tewasnya BN di Kelantan adalah keaiban bagi UMNO yang memperjuangkan Melayu.

Jika BN mahu menutup malu dan menghentikan kemarau kemenangan di Kelantan, buat apa susah payah berkempen Puluh2 tahun. Guna saja pengundi hantu dan ketidakadilan Pilihanraya. guna SPR suruh manipulate keputusan PRU.

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Jawapan di atas dijawab dengan hanya menggunakan penaklukan mantik asas, memandangkan dulu aku sangat suka dengar ceramah Ustaz Ismail Kamus yang terkenal hebat dengan Ilmu mantiknya, maka aku pun menggunakan kembali hujah mantik.

Dan pendapat di atas adalah semata-mata luahan hati aku sendiri sambil menaip di blog, tak perlu statistic pilihanraya, tak perlu citation dari kisah Watergate Scandal, the reign of terror Maximilian Robispierre, pengulingan Tzar di Rusia dan sebagainya.

Dan tak perlulah aku ulang sejarah pasal UMNO Haram pada 4 Febuari 1988. Jika anda menyatakan bahawa UMNO itu kebal dari Undang-undang, maknanya anda bebal malas baca buku sejarah politik Malaysia.

Aku hanya memahami politk dari sudut pandang seorang rakyat.

SUMBER : RASA HATI

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Slipknot - liberate

Roll With It

2011-07-08T17:03:00.009+08:00

Moist Chocolate Cake

For those who has no plan or whatsoever tomorrow
You may want to bake this excellent moist chocolate cake for your loved ones
or even for yourself
I think i rather bake, eat and rest than getting myself into chaotic situation
I just pray no one will get hurt in the Bersih rally

Anywho back to my moist chocolate cake
I copy this recipe from this lovely lady, Marliza Radzi
Thank you for sharing this babe
It is indeed the most easiest and taste so heavenly to me

Follow this step:

Preheat oven for 10min at 170 degree

21/2 cup wheat flour/ tepung gandum (superfine better)
1 cup cocoa powder/ serbuk koko
1 teaspoon baking powder/ serbuk penaik
2 teaspoon bicarbonate soda/ soda bikarbonat
2 1/2 cup castor sugar (I blend the sugar so it's easier to mix)

Mix all this ingredient into one big bowl

Add 2 eggs
(beat the eggs first before you pour into the above mixture)

add 1 cup of nescafe (mix 1 1/2 teaspoon nescafe with warm water)

add a tin of evaporated milk of your choice
(usually susu ideal tapi carnation pun ok)

1 cup of olive oil / corn oil (olive oil the best la)

add 1 teaspoon of salt/ garam

Finally add 1 teaspoon of vanilla essence/ esen vanilla

mix everything and stir until it combine well.

Bake 45 min for 180 degree

(butter your pan first and cover with aluminium foil if you wish)

Remove cake from oven and let it cool completely before decorating it.
Actually I love my chocolate cake moist and warm
But it actually taste better if you refrigerate it

Ok that ugly balding it not my fault
Blame it to my aluminium foil

Worry not you can put chocolate topping to cover it up later
ngeee

For Chocolate topping:

I wish i can give you the perfect topping recipe but i haven't found one yet
So I use Hershey's Chocolate Syrup and it taste gooood
I know it's cheating
But what the hell
It's tasty and cheap

Now enjoy it with a cup of earl grey tea...
ahh heavenly.

Happy baking guys err gals!

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Garbage - Stupid Girl

Nothing's Gonna Stand in Our Way

2011-07-06T12:23:00.003+08:00

aku sebenarnye tak tengok transformers lagi
sebab aku nak the ultimate middle seat kat Maxx GSC...
so sanggup tunggu seminggu
Dah book pun this sunday 2.40pm

tapi aku dah beli menda atas ni kat TGV
atas popcorn bawah air coke...
bes gila buat collection
RM16.90 je
Go get it now!

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Mudvayne - World So Cold

Berita Gempa

2011-06-24T18:19:00.007+08:00

source

Event : Konsert 2 Raksasa 2011 Sweet Charity & Blues Gang

Date: 9 July 2011 (Thursday)

Time: 8.45pm

Venue: Stadium Merdeka

Ticket Price: RM 73 (Freestanding)

Buy Ticket: Airasiaredtix.com / Rock corner/ Victoria Music

After 27 years, the legendary Sweet Charity and blues gang
will perform again and this one is not to be missed!

My Dear Surfacing...
are we going?
You have not make any decision, yet.
It's just 2 weeks away my dear and this is RARE.

Please let me know the soonest possible,
thank you.
:)

update:
Konsert ni ditunda kepada 1 oktober 2011 sebab rally "bersih"
memang menyusahkan orang betul la...

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Sweet Charity - Dekatlah Padaku

Good

2011-06-21T10:15:00.006+08:00

Lots of good news I heard from my great friends this few weeks
Like 3 days ago Haida gave birth to a beautiful baby girl
Her firstborn name is Sorfina Zuhailey
Simple and unique right

Oh dear friend, you already a mother
Congratulations and can't wait to see you guys
Must come back to Malaysia okay
Puan Fara how's your 24th weeks?
She's also expecting her first born
Lepas ni cik Shafinaz pulak ye...heheeee

Sorfina Zuhailey

There's also good news from my bestfriend
Don't kill me for making announcement here, Mrs Shananeh
I am just so happy for you
I just want to say congratulations for the hijrah to the new you :)

Yes she is wearing hijab now, Alhamdulillah.
You look so pretty babe :)

As for the other news are meant to be kept
Someone is expecting too...

Yaya is expecting her third child
After Adam and Akmal adakah Hana seterusnya?
hehehehe

Another someone decided to keep it before it's really confirm
But it's not a baby la...
This is entirely something else
Yes i'm talking about you Neesa...
hahahaha
But it's okay, I understand and you got a point there :)

Anywho,
Another someone is walking towards the path to true love and happiness
You know who you are and I wish everything will be alright
I have a feeling that this is the right one for you :)

Whatever it is I hope all good and well,
Insya'Allah.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Thunderclap Newman - Something In The Air

My Father's Eyes

2011-06-16T16:29:00.005+08:00

This handsome young man is my father.
He's 27 when the picture was taken.
I love looking at his old photos
so 70s looking with his bell bottoms pants and tight-fitting shirt
You know something like the almost famous movie

He's a musician and a dancer back then.
He played drums
(kinda explain why my older sister a keyboardist and my younger sister a dancer)
he used to work at RTM radio too and quit everything when he married my mother
But he never stop composing beautiful songs
He even create a song for me when i was born
I will post it up in the future :)

This is my father when he's 50 years old
and my mom 46 years old
They look amazing don't they?
I personally feel that they aged gracefully
I guess because both of them love to plant so much
They sometimes spend the entire morning at our little dusun
harvesting bananas, pineapple, chillies

Everyday after subuh my father will jog and do his exercise routine
for an hour or so without fail
unless he's not feeling well
I really hope i can follow his footsteps
but i just love my bed so much...
ngee

This picture was taken recently on my 28th birthday
My father is 64 years old and my mom 60 years old
I can't believe that he's 64 this year
He is still strong and healthy, Alhamdulillah.
Looking at this photo make me realize how much I love them so much
but saying it less most of the time.

So this weekend, i'm going to cook something for him InsyaAllah.
I know it doesn't take a father's day to express your love to your father
But at least it can be a reminder for all of us, especially me
How special he is and no one could ever be what he's always been...
today, tomorrow and forever.

Happy father's day my dear ayah.
I Love you so much.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Simple Man

Let It Rain

2011-06-10T13:53:00.012+08:00

I have my own favorite list of songs for every occasion
I still do mix tape...
What i mean is mix audio cd since my car stereo does not support mp3

I have tracks for driving to work, driving to work in awful traffic jam,
when i'm feeling in love and romantic all of sudden,
when i'm down or stress
or when i'm sad and grieving.
I already have my wedding songlist and still deliberating some of my choices.

When I like one song in particular, for example Just Breathe by Pearl Jam...
I will search for the lyrics, interpret and relate it with life experience
and try to remember each words
I will search for the video clip and live performances
I even try to find out if there's a story behind the song
For me, lyrics complimenting the music
Tells a story to so many hearts
I even have the tendency to play the same song all over again until I get bored

Now I want to share my favorite grieving songs
Not that i'm sad right now...
It's just sometimes songs like these it's too beautiful and motivated
It's grieving in a good way...
it hurts when it heals too
It makes me realized not to take my loved ones for granted
to care, to love and to appreciate my family, my fiance and my friends.

This is my top 10 grieving songs.

1. Pearl Jam - Just Breathe

2. Snow Patrol - Run

3. Lifehouse - Storm

4. Coldplay - Fix you

5. Jim Croce - Time in a Bottle

6. The Platters - Smoke Gets in Your Eyes

7. Jon Bon Jovi - You wanna make a memory

8. Dire Straits - Brothers in Arms

9. Aizat - Pergi

10. P. Ramlee - Dimana kan ku cari ganti

I will share background of each song in my next post.

Backspacer- 2009

For now I wanna share about a beautiful song by Pearl Jam, Just Breathe.
It's the second single from Pearl Jam 9th Album- Backspacer back in 2009
If you listen closely it resembles a bit of Kansas- Dust in the wind
Actually the song came from Eddie Vedder's instrumental for "Into The Wild" film
It was call "Tuolomne" back then
Check out "Into The Wild" ost by Eddie Vedder -It's magical

Into the wild poster

For me, Just breathe is romantic and sad at the same time
I personally think it's about married couple growing old together
or someone is very sick and one knows that the time has come
All they want is just cherish the moment together before it's gone
This is a beautiful goodbye song
This song always make me teary-eyed
make me appreciate life even more

Pearl Jam -Just Breathe

Yes, I understand that every life must end, uh-huh
As we sit alone, I know someday we must go, uh-huh
Oh I'm a lucky man, to count on both hands the ones I love
Some folks just have one, yeah, others, they've got none

Stay with me...
Let's just breathe...

Practiced all my sins, never gonna let me win, uh-huh
Under everything, just another human being, uh-huh
I don't wanna hurt, there's so much in this world to make me believe

Stay with me You're all I see...

Did I say that I need you?
Did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn't I'm a fool you see
No one knows this more than me
As I come clean...

I wonder everyday, as I look upon your face, uh-huh
Everything you gave And nothing you would save, oh no
Nothing you would take
Everything you gave...

Did I say that I need you?
Oh, did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn't I'm a fool you see
No one knows this more than me And I come clean,

ah... Nothing you would take
Everything you gave
Hold me til I die
Meet you on the other side...

Eddie Vedder

I read from songfacts.com

Vedder described this to the Canadian radio station The Edge
as "as close to a love song as we've ever gotten."

He added to the Toronto Globe and Mail:
"There's never a dull moment on the road – every day it's something.
Maybe that's why my goal is the dull moment.
That's what this song is: It's saying, 'Just stop, and be together.
Don't talk now, just breathe and feel each other's presence
– now that the kids are in bed.'"

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Pearl Jam - Just Breathe

Guitar Man

2011-06-09T15:30:00.004+08:00

It is so brilliant it gets it owns post!
Today, Google has created a 'playable doodle' to celebrate the life of Les Paul
You know the guitar hero and his name immortalize as Gibson-Les Paul
The one Eric Clapton, Paul McCartney, Jimmy Page, Slash, Zakk Wylde,
Ace Frehley and many more great guitarist have their own signature model

Yes, you can strum with the doodle
make a lot of noise
or maybe try to play some Eric Clapton or Nirvana's song

More info here

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Nirvana - The Man Who Sold The World

I Remember You

2011-06-07T16:00:00.008+08:00

First tau pasal tempat ni from bf adik aku
Katanya ada burger gempak gila tepi sungai keramat
wah agak otai bunyinya tu...kedai pun dah tepi sungai keramat
(sebenarnya more kepada longkang besar keramat...ngeee)

So later dapat tau dia lebih dikenali dengan nama "Mustafa Jones"
Chef dia originally from Little Rock, Arkansas, USA
Kalau tak salah dia married with malay lady, Molly Jones.

eh teringat lagu The beatles - Obladi Oblada...

With a couple of kids running in the yard of desmond and molly jones, hey~

Anywho,
dia memang specialize buat hamburger, grilled steak, chicken and lamb
Kisahnya dorang start menjual kat pasar ramadan
dan disebabkan permintaan ramai sangat
maka dibukanya stall dekat sebelah sungai keramat ni (right after Syed Bistro)

So akhirnya last week aku and surfacing dapat jugak pergi try
Malah kami datang teramat awal iaitu pukul 6.15pm
Kedai dia pun belum bukak lagi
Disebabkan adrenalin terlebih sudah and lapar gila

Yes, kami orang pertama dan terpaksa la menunggu setengah jam
memandangkan api pun dia belum pasang...hihihi
Aku order Homemade Beef Burger, BBQ Chicken Wings and Lamb Shoulder

Ni dia BBQ Chicken wings
Selama ni paling sedap penah aku makan dekat pasar malam sri gombak (dah takde jual), keramat and taman melawati sahaja
Yang ni memang terbaik!
Marinate yang lain dari lain and terasa sampai ke tulang

5 ketul untuk RM12 ...
so terpaksa makan sorang 2 1/2 ketul
nak berkira jugak 1/2 tu sedap punya pasal
Pasni terpaksa order sorang 5 ketul baru puas hati

Ni Homemade 100% Beef Burger
Gambar ni memang tak menggambarkan kebesaran beef patty dia
I think the beef patty around 200-250gm
RM8 tersangat berbaloi
Surfacing siap order tapau walaupun dah makan lamb
melampau

Ni surfacing punya - Lamb Shoulder
Tapau burger dimaafkan sebab memang macam kecik sikit lamb dia
tapi again, marinate yg sangat sedap and grilled to perfection!
Aha yang macam tanduk tu roti ye

Gambar ketiga-tiga menu hebat
aku pun sebenarnya main snap je sebab tak tahan lapar dah
asal ada gambar jela

So lepas ni nak datang weekend pulak dengan harapan ada BBQ Ribs
Nasib baik surfacing kat Bangkok
Kalau tak dah ajak makan hari ni...

Menu from his blog

Ni menu untuk rujukan
menurut beberapa blog yang aku baca,
kalau dah malam baik call dulu dia untuk order
kalau tak memang berjam-jam la menunggu sebab ramai sangat
Location and phone number boleh refer blog atau FB Mustafa Jones

Close on Sunday and Monday.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
The Beatles - Obladi Oblada

Confession

2011-06-02T18:32:00.011+08:00

I officially wear hijab during my 3rd year of MMU (Gamma)
back on June 2003 a week before Friendster became phenomenon.

I actually wanted to wear it during my birthday, 20 march 2003
but I wasn't really ready for it.
I have doubt like what if I don't like wearing it?
I thought I will never wear hijab but what happened was
I kept thinking about it.
I have strong feelings to wear it day by day.

2004

When I finally put on the black shawl covering my hair
Hopped into the bus to go back to MMU...
I never felt so happy and secured
I've made the right decision.

I never turn back.

sicnessurfacing 2005

2004 - with my dear fara

2004- with my dear jasmine

2005 - at genting with MI batch

2005 - with MI Lecturers

2006 - with a4comm families

2006 - with my best buddies

2008 - birthday dinner

2009- eniliana birthday

2010 -amcorp mall

2011 -baju sama...ngee

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
The Police - Don't Stand So Close To Me

Tell Me What You See

2011-06-01T12:54:00.009+08:00

After 2 weeks with no films worth watching at cinema,
come June with three films to watch.
I'm already excited!

X-Men First Class

Directed by Matthew Vaughn (Kick-Ass, Snatch, Lockstock and two smoking barrels)
Prequel to X-Men film series, this film tells a story of how the beginning of X-Men
Just like in the trailer, Before Professor X, there was Charles Xavier
and before Magneto, there was Erik Lehnsherr
Two bestfriends become eternal enemies.

Super 8

Science fiction film directed by J.J. Abrams(Star Trek, Cloverfield,Lost)
and produced by Steven Spielberg.

Synopsis (Wikipedia):
In 1979 in the fictional town of Lillian, Ohio a group of teenagers are making a movie
with a Super 8mm film camera when they witness a train crash.
They suspect it was not an accident.
There are disappearances and unexplained events around town,
and the local deputy investigates the cause of the events leading to the discovery of something inhuman.

Dylan Dog : Dead of Night

Based on Italian horror comic, created by Tiziano Sclavi
and republished by Dark Horse comic in English version.

So the film version, main character starred by our gorgeous Superman, Brandon Routh.
and directed by Kevin Munroe.

Synopsis (IMBD):

The adventures of supernatural private eye, Dylan Dog,
who seeks out the monsters of the Louisiana bayou
in his signature red shirt, black jacket, and blue jeans.

source

I already bought ticket for X-Men First class this Sunday.
During the booking I notice that ticket price at GSC has gone up.
So I check the other cinema and unfortunately I would like to inform here

Yes, movie ticket price at all cinema has increased!

So let me just make a review here:

GSC Pavillion - from RM12 to RM14

Other GSC except signature - from RM11 to RM12

Cathay Cineplex - from RM11 to RM12

TGV - ok i honestly don't really watch film at TGV and i'm quite confuse with the ticket price
They have e-premium which is RM13 and e-blockbuster -RM14.
I usually buy ticket at the counter and cost me RM11 before this.
I think the blockbuster is slightly expensive because it's digital cinema.

But guys, this is all weekend price.
Weekdays some cinema keep at normal rate
which is RM9-11 depends on which location.
For example of course at GSC cheras leisure mall is cheaper than pavillion.
and of course price for wednesday, early bird, children and student are different.

Check pricing:

TGV Cinemas

GSC

Cathay Cineplex

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Audrey Turner - I'm the Only One

Time Waits for No Slave

2011-05-31T17:19:00.004+08:00

Napalm Death back in Malaysia again.
This is their 3rd visit.
I never went to their concert.
Not really sure will I attend this or not.

Napalm Death is a grindcore metal band from UK.
They already exist since 1981.
I'm not even born yet.

Details of the event:

Date: 27 June 2011 (Monday)
Time: 7.30pm
Venue: One Cafe, KL

I just knew that One Cafe was closed
Probably it's not making money
But I think they probably still open for Napalm Death.
Guess you just have to ask the organizer.

Ticket wise, it's bloody cheap.
Only RM50 for early bird and RM 60 for presale.

http://www.napalmdeath.org/

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Napalm Death - When All is Said and Done

Father of Mine

2011-05-31T15:41:00.006+08:00

Ok my brother-in-law, Matno
has got to stop giving my parents his old clothes.

I spotted my father wearing this t-shirt:

He practically had no idea what weeding is
hahaha
Nasib baik dia pakai "Weeding is Fundamental" ni pegi kolam ikan je
Kalau pegi kedai kena tangkap polis dah...
Adui.

Tapi kelakar pun ada kan.

*Update:
So shana baru highlight kat aku yang it should be "Fun-da-mental"
sebab the way they highlight the font. I didn't even realized it.
aku memang straight away nampak "fundamental" je...Thanks shananeh :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb

Lucky you

2011-05-30T14:37:00.007+08:00

18th May 2011 2.20pm

Just got in the car for a meeting when the phone rang
It's my Surfacing
ahh lunch time...gotta tell him I have a meeting
I picked up and heard his voice
He asked me where i am

Before i could answer, he said
"I had an accident"

I was speechless for a moment and the next 5 minutes
I drove all the way to Cyberjaya
and I feel like it's the longest ride ever

Alhamdulillah, he escaped unhurt.
Not even a scratch.
His car hit a waja at a junction, swerved and hit a lamp post.
He's not wearing seat belt.

We lodged a police report and his car towed to the insurance panel workshop.
It will be repaired for a month.
Meaning, he will go to work using public transport for a month.
I've been in an accident before.
So I know how hard it is to travel using the bus+ putra+lrt +taxy
just to get to the office.

It's alright my dear.
Just be patient.
Just two more weeks to go.
The only matters is you are safe and unhurt.
It could be worse and I am grateful everything is fine.
Alhamdulillah.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Switchfoot - Meant To Live

Immigrant Song

2011-05-27T14:48:00.013+08:00

Source: Yahoo movies

Thor slams into the theater grossing 396 million worldwide
What can i say,
Entertaining just like the Iron Man.

Who can say no to Chris Hemsworth and Natalie Portman anyway.
I even feel like a 14 years old teenager twilight fan screaming for more Jacob
the moment Chris shirtless for a few frames
ngeee

My surfacing even get over excited with Hawkeye special appearance
played by Jeremy Renner
What a perfect cast.
Jeremy Renner starred in The Hurt Locker
and was nominated for best actor in Academy Award

Thor by hasbro

We grab this when I got 30 ringgit voucher
after purchasing skincare product at Parkson
My surfacing add another 20 and Thor is mine
We personally feel this Hasbro version is even better than
the pricey 7" Marvel select line

Then we found this at Comic Mart, Mid Valley
Superhero Thor Authentic Hammer, the official marvel license product
Very detail painting compare to lightning hammer from Hasbro
Even though it's very light (plastic construction je)
but the level of detailing is breathtaking

Surfacing's small hand holding the hammer of thor...hahahaha

Comic mart sell it at 200 ringgit
Amazon sell it at only 30 dollar
plus shipping yadayada dalam RM100-120 la
Huge mark up there buddy!

Carry the hammer of Thor, The Mighty Avenger!

The lightning hammer by Hasbro is quite interesting too
Cause it features thunder sounds, flashing lights and missile
OK Sanko terima kasih sanggup webcam kan aku
wajah kau yang bergaya dengan lightning hammer tu
whatever
tak jeles

sigh.

Captain America: The First Avenger teaser poster

Talking about The Avengers
I can't wait for another Marvel film
Captain America - The First Avenger

Chris Evans is Captain America.
For the love of God, this guy has been superhero twice!
He's the Human Torch in Fantastic Four and that film suck.
I don't know about you,
but I don't like the idea of of double superhero.

Whatever it is they probably have reasons of their own
why they choose chris evans to be the ultimate super soldier.
The poster look awesome though.

souce: Superherohype

I guess you all know Ed Norton is not bruce banner/ Hulk anymore
Mark Ruffalo is the new hulk in The Avenger.
I like him in the film "Blindness" with Julianne Moore

Anywho, Here's a fan made poster of The Avengers.
I have to admit, that looks pretty good.

The Avengers - fan made poster

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Foo Fighters - Walk

Pleasant Return

2011-05-27T11:27:00.008+08:00

Corey Taylor of Slipknot says...

Pagi ni aku terbaca la dalam blog aunty nani
tentang pengalaman dia pegi butik man kajang
layanan pelik seorang businessman kepada potential client
first time jumpa tapi dah kena laser tak pasal-pasal

aku memang tak pernah pegi man kajang tu masa survey butik
walaupun aku duduk dekat dengan area kajang
sebab aku tau aku tak mampu
dan terus terang aku tak pergi sebab aku assume
akan dapat layanan macam tu nanti
yang suka pandang orang pakai proton saga macam aku ni sebelah mata
Even kalau duit ko berkepok pun tapi kalau takde title Tan Sri kat nama bapak kau
jangan harapla nak dapat layanan decent

Taklah aku kata semua wedding boutique perangai macam ni
Cuma adala beberapa yang rasa dia lah yang terbaik, terhebat, tergempak
Kadang-kadang aku pelik baru sponsor baju artis sikit dah berlagak tak tentu pasal
Apa lah salahnya kau servis orang tu elok-elok sikit
Mana la tau kan yang datang pakai sempoi tu la rupanya jutawan ke
kan dah rugi

ada jugak yang backing dengan mengatakan
"oh dia memang cara cakap camni, tapi hatinya baik"

Ok fine...
tapi aku personally rasa,
kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut datang dari apa yang tersirat di hati
Kalau hati kau baik, InsyaAllah apa yang disebut semuanya baik-baik belaka

Pepatah melayu pun ada mengatakan
"Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya"
Aku rasa manusia normal takkan membenarkan diri mereka disembur dengan kata-kata yang menyakitkan hati dan berunsur penghinaan
Lagipun takde kerugian kita berbuat dan berkata baik sesama manusia

aku nak share la pengalaman aku dan Neesa waktu cari baju kat Ampang Park
Sa kalau ko baca ni mesti ko sakit hati...hahahaha
Si kitorang jalan-jalan and nampak satu kedai ni sunyi je takde orang
Yang jaga kedai ni seorang makcik lingkungan 50 ke atas
Muka dia macam ada kecacatan sikit pada bahagian mata
Dia greet kami masuk and ramah la tanya nak beli baju apa
siap boleh try lagi

Aku seriously suka gila dengan material and design baju kurung dia
Cotton and kain saree ada ornament yang very simple tapi unik
Memang lawa gila la
Harga pun taklah murah atau mahal sangat
kira masih affordable

Neesa try la satu baju kurung ni tapi malangnya takde size
makcik ni dokla tanya
"boleh ke ni, nak try lain tak?"
tapi at the end baju Neesa try tu memang takde size dia
aku and neesa memang excited la so kitorang plan maybe nak beli lain kali
kalau ada occasion lain atau untuk raya ke
Aku siap dah aim satu baju kurung cotton warna hitam ornament brown tu

so kitorang keluar and cakap thank you
Ko tau apa makcik tu cakap?

"Buang masa aku je"

aku and neesa memang terkedu.
aduhai.
Pastu neesa bengang gile die cakap kat aku
patutla kedai takde orang, kurang ajar rupenya makcik ni.

Pemikiran neesa masih ok lagi...
pemikiran aku lagi jahat
patutla "kau macam tu"...

sebab mulut ko jahat.

Sorry la makcik
You just lost our respect and empathy towards you
We could have been your regular, loyal and valuable customer
Because your baju are beautiful, no doubt
But your attitude...
Super fuck up.

Sorry,
walaupun ko makcik tak bermaksud ko boleh kurang ajar dengan aku.
Byebye
Jangan harap aku, kawan-kawan aku dan family aku nak datang kedai kau.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Rival Sons - Pressure and Time

Kepadamu Kekasih

2011-05-26T10:52:00.007+08:00

Source: Pinkturtle2.wordpress.com

I received sms from my Lady boss, miss Eriko about the Hulu Langat Landslides
that hit the orphanage at Madrasah Al-Taqwa
I was shocked and I call my house immediately to know if it's really true
My house is just 15 minutes away from the location
Hulu Langat is always a flood prone area
but for 28 years,
this is the first time hearing landslides strike at this area

I have been the head project coordinator that promoting
public awareness and education on landslides and slope safety for the past 2 years
I never really thought this could happened at our area
The awareness program is designed for the high risk area such as Bukit Antarabangsa, Cameron Highlands, Paya Terubong, Sabah etc.

Source: Pinkturtle2.wordpress.com

This awareness never reach to Hulu Langat
I heard that small slides happened before but was never reported
It hits me that awareness need to be done for everyone
Whether they live at high or low risk area
Regardless they interested or not towards the subject
Anybody live near slope need to know about this

People need to know what are the big signs of landslides
What could have been done to save lives
We cannot prevent landslides because it is Qada' and Qadar Allah SWT
But we can minimize the risks and effects of landslides

Source: Pinkturtle2.wordpress.com

I still remember when I was giving out brochures
during our roadshow at shopping malls
Some people even said
"Why would i even care, i'm not staying at slope area"

Maybe not now missy
Maybe later
Time after time, we have no more flat land
People have no choice but to build houses at hillside area
Who knows in 20 years time
it's our children renting an apartment at a slope area

Source: Pinkturtle2.wordpress.com

I just want to share this piece of writing
I read from the comment section at pinkturtle2.wordpress.com/
When I read it I couldn't help myself crying
whoever you are, thank you for this

Barangkali mak atau abah terasa bersalah
menitipkan kami dirumah anak yatim madrasah At Thaqwa Ulu langat ini.
Mak atau abah mungkin tak habis2 menyalahkan diri
kerana menitipkan kami disini,
maka adanya diantara kami telah terkorban ditimbus hidup oleh tanah,
bukan tanah kubur tetapi tanah merah dari bukit yang menobrak bangunan tempat tinggal kami ini.

Takpa mak! takpa abah,
kami rela tinggal disini, tiada siapa yang salah diantara kita.
Kami faham mak!, kami faham abah!
bukan niat mak atau abah sengaja meminggirkan kami dari teman2 disekeliling rumah kita.
Disini juga kami gembira, kami seronok dengan teman2 yang senasib dengan kami.

Disini kami diajar mengenal Allah,
mengenal solat dan ibadat,
disini kami sedang menuju mengenal erti kehidupan
qhada dan qadar yang ditentukan oleh Allah seru sekelian alam.
Terima kasih mak atau abah kerana menitipkan kami disini..

Mak atau abah juga tentu faham
bahawa kehidupan mak atau abah juga adalah qada dan qadar allah.
kerana qadha dan qadar Allah yang terpaksa mak atau abah harungilah,
maka mak atau abah dengan berat rasa dan pilu hati mak menitipkan kami disini.
Takpa takpa mak atau abah!. Allah lebih menyayangi kami dari mak atau abah…

Pada jiwarasa mak atau abah
berkecai luluhnya menggambarkan jasad kurus kecil kami
diheret timbunan tanah yang menimbus seluruh jasad kami,
pastinya lemas itu lebih menyiksa dan memedihkan
setiap rongga ruang nafas untuk kami meyedut udara menghindar maut,
kami berjuang dengan sakaratul dengan segala kudrat yang ada demi
untuk melindungi ruh milik allah ini..
itu lah meruntun jiwa mak atau abah yang membayangkan kami
yang sedang berjuang dengan maut.

Tapi mak atau abah
sebenarnya kami diiringi dengan malaikat selain dari kiraman dan katibin,
bersama kami ada malaikat izrael yang menentukan
siapa diantara kami yang akan syahid dan bakal hidup
untuk melanjutkan qadha dan qadarnya…

Mak atau abah! yatimnya kami disini bukan kehendak kamu.
Kami yatim yang cacat dalam hukum berkeluarga ini, adalah kehendak Allah.
Kita semua milik Allah. Alam semesta ini juga milik Allah.
Jika ada diantara kami mendahului dijemput Allah.
Redhalah… mak atau abah.
Kita sewajibnya bersyukur dan lebih mendekatkan diri kepada tuhan yang esa ini,
tanpa nikmat pemberian ruh keatas kita ini,
tentu kita tiada pertalian kasih sayang antara ibu atau bapa…

Ibu atau Ayah!
kami menunggumu di Jannatul Firdaus
syurga allah yang nikmatnya tidak terhitung dan terkira agung dan luasnya….

Written by Kucing Kota

Source: Pinkturtle2.wordpress.com

As a Muslim,
I believe in Qada' dan Qadar
Allah SWT knows best
that nothing occurs except by the will of Allah SWT
To Allah we belong and to Him we shall return.
Al-Fatihah.

What Time Is It?

2011-05-25T10:29:00.011+08:00

Sometimes what I need most are my two bestfriends,
Neesa Misae and Shananeh
Everytime Neesa balik from Kedah, we definitely hang out on friday night

Shana will come all the way from Kajang cause we both at Ampang area
oh kesian kau shana sebab minority vote....hihihi
next time lepak bangi pulak ok

And what we do is just chat chat chat and eat
update each other story
catch up
Don't know what I'm gonna do without them

Grain Fed Lamb Chop

So ni last friday at Menate' Steakhouse ampang
Butcher-style restaurant
This is my third visit and their first visit

Aku yang konon-konon masih kenyang makan lunch JM Bariani
(yang cuma ok-ok aje la)
pun belasah jugak lamb chop dia...
Sehari 2 kali belasah lamb...
hamik...

Free flow drinks and spaghetti Olio

Boleh purchase kalau nak masak kat rumah

Last friday memang kelakar
lepas dinner shana kata kita ni macam boring je
balik-balik lepak, makan and that's all
so apa kata carik aktiviti baru sikit

We list down all the possible activities that we can do
such as go watch live band, lepak hard rock cafe, karaoke,
watch midnight movie,
jalan-jalan uptown danau kota

Tapi semuanya bosan and some of it memang kitorang tak suka
macam karaoke is a big NO
Lepas penat pusing KL undecided

Finally just pergi supper kat mcD ampang je
I guess KL nightlife is just revolve around clubbers
lain aktiviti memang takda

By the way, teori korang yang kata kaunter wayang
tutup ikut shopping mall operation hours adalah salah
Surfacing kata kaunter bukak sampai last show of the day started
So kalau nak tengok movie hari tu memang boleh je
ngeee

All photos from Shana "new phone"
ngeee
I think the picture application is the only reason why I wanna get it too
But not for now :)

So ladies,
you wanna hang out again this friday?

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Creedence Clearwater Revival - I Put a Spell On You

Confession

2011-05-11T14:02:00.008+08:00

So which one is me? (foundation year - white belt)

Aku belajar taekwondo masa sekolah menengah dari form 1- form 3
Actually nak belajar karate tapi takde pulak kelab tu kat sekolah

Achievement :
I'm a brown belt holder...
hanya satu lagi nak jump to red/bodan belt and then black belt.
I have 2 gold medals (sparring and pattern ) and 1 bronze (sparring)

I also once punched my coach in the face during practice
(I'm not sure whether he is sir Raja or Sir siva - the one on the left beside the chinese lady)
Actually aku tak sengaja, terlampau excited sangat...
Pastu pandai pulak takut
Nasib baik tak kena buang team...ahahahha

Now if I am force to fight in certain situation,
I don't think I can recall what i've learned.
Pretty useless jugak kan.
ngeee.

Why I quit?
I guess I get tired of the practice
and the hurtful comments I get from my ustazah during class.

I wish I can learn Jujutsu someday :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Children of Bodom - Was it Worth It

I Miss You

2011-05-06T11:02:00.007+08:00

fooling around at funfair

Surfacing went to Chennai for a business trip last wednesday
He'll be back home on sunday
I'm gonna pick him up at KLIA, at 6am

Yes, It's just a few days trip but enough for me to feel so lonely
(what a clingy...hahaha)
Yes, I can't wait for his return
Yes, I sleep early every night because I can't call him
Taknak bazir bill pakai roaming...
rindu tapi kedekut...ngeee
Yes, I rather stay at home when he's not around
Yes, I miss him.

But he's not the only one I miss.

Yes, I miss this budak botak jinab jinab too
Sampai termimpi-mimpi semalam
geramm sama badan padat dia

So my dear surfacing,
I bet you also miss him a lot
Can't wait to see you on sunday morning
We're gonna have McD breakfast before I send you home
and hug this baby doll when we get there

Setiap kali tengok gambar ni rasa nak gelak tengok muka jinab

Look at how adorable Rayyan is...
I love baby boy so much.
Ini baru anak orang dah terbayang-bayang
Kalau anak sendiri?
Owww

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Cream - Sunshine of your love (live circa 1968)

Opera Hidup

2011-05-04T13:27:00.016+08:00

30 April 2011 Saturday 6.45pm

Phone ringing

Sanko : Bebehhh...ada extra ni nak tak?

Me: Ye ke bebbb..niceee!

Sanko: Ha..noww.... 8.30pm start

Kitorang kat Time Square baru lepas layan Thor
Berdesup surfacing drive dekat kol 8pm dah sampai Istana Budaya
Yes, kitorang dapat complimentary pass from Medialiser
to go to Konsert Wings Opera Hidup
I love you lah korang - All of you!

Bersama orang-orang kuat Medialiser
Err boss pasni kita buat konsert Children of Bodom ye? heheheh

This is something different from Wings sebab it's a Rockestra
with Orkestra Simfoni Kebangsaan (OSK)
So we're really looking forward to know how the songs will be composed
Lagipun dengar cerita tiket semua SOLD OUT
gile lahh

Dalam pukul 8.45 orang ramai mula memenuhi seat
Kebanyakannya adalah mereka yang berusia 30 tahun ke atas
sampai aku macam eh penonton dia ramai pakcik-pakcik ye
Punyala awet muda Wings ni sampai aku lupa dowang dah 25 tahun dalam industri
Siot muka masing-masing macam tak makan usia je

Konsert start around 9.00-ish for 2 hours 10 minutes non-Stop
First lagu of coursela Opera Hidup
Sepanjang 2 jam ni tak dibenarkan merakam sebarang gambar atau video
So gambar di bawah was taken by my Sifu - Pak Jon Ramlan
He's one of the official photographer of the event
You can view more photos on his fb

Photos by Jon Ramlan

I gotta say I really enjoy the show
Wings memang terbukti otai dengan showmanship yang power
Awie tak payah cakap la kan...suara sama macam kaset (ayat zaman dulu)
and buat lawak-lawak kak limah dia

Sound system gempak gila
OSK bawah pimpinan Mustafa Fuzer sangat grand
(Mula-mula ingatkan Mustafa Muzer lecturer MMU aku dulu...ihihi)

Joe Wings!
He's the man and the brain behind this concert
Oh memang terbaikla dia ni siap Surfacing cakap dah macam Zakk Wylde
Dahla smart gile dengan janggut kaler dia and hooded tu...hehehe

Kembali kepada gambar dari Phone cabuk ku

Songlist memang tepat dan terbaik
Masa lagu-lagu hits macam Taman Rashidah Utama, Hukum Karma,
Bernafas dalam lumpur, Biru mata hitamku dan Sejati aku dah sing along sekali dah
It's amazing that I can still remember the lyrics even though layan masa kecik-kecik dulu

Tapi antara semua, lagu sejati yang paling gempakla dowang main
Memang lain sangat dengan orchestra and sedap gila
Lagu Di Ambang Wati pun ada...hehehh sembilu...
walaupun tak berapa minat
Tapi kat sini terus jadi macam best pulak

One happy couple

Selain tu aku suka bila dowang featured Mus May and Mel
(ex vocalist's Wings), Jojet (ex-Drummer) and Sham (ex-Guitarist)
Bila Mus tarik suara memang power gile la
Tapi Mel macam penat je pulak atas tu...Sorry bro

So lepas habis concert tu adalah signing session- Meet and greet
Surfacing beli buku program and tag saja buat kenangan
Mula-mula malas nak beratur kan
Tapi tengok pastu macam tak ramai so takpelah belasah jelah pergi amik sign
Gila kau rockers legend kat Malaysia ni
Nanti bolehla simpan dalam gallery lagi 20 tahun
Mesti akan jadi sesuatu yang rare :)

Masa signing tu bolehla ambik gambar sekali
Tapi dalam ramai-ramai tu...
cuma sorang je yang aku berminat nak ambik gambar bersama

Me and Joe Wings

Jangan marah My Dear Surfacing.
Tengok saja jee dia amik gamba blur
Sabotaj la tu.
Ngeee...

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Wings - Hukum Karma

Let's Get It On

2011-04-29T13:55:00.008+08:00

My surfacing and I have this mutual habit
When we have anything to celebrate
We always do it by eating.
If it's my good news, I will treat him and vice versa

We will go to any fine restaurant
Go for nice western food because our mothers cook so well
There's no point of eating malay food outside when we get the best at home

So recently surfacing receive outstanding for his KPI again
He decided to celebrate it at Tony Roma's
I'm overjoyed because it's free food for me...
ngeee

So we took a day off and went to Roma's around 11am
and had this wonderful fulfilling lunch

Appertizer - Roma's sampler
Look at the platter...
buffalo wings, keish, half onion load with salsa,
sour cream and Bleu cheeseee dressing...

The Roma's signature sauces
Original, Carolina Honeys, Blue Ridge Smokies and Red Hots
aku campur je semua sauce ni bagi umphhhh

My main course - Bountiful Beef Ribs (Roma Rack)
loaded with mashed potatoes and fresh veggies
Nampak macam kecik but seriously fulfilling
I'm having a hard time to finish off the mashed potatoes

Surfacing's main course - Filet Medallions & Beef Short Ribs
Served with potato jacket and baked beans
To be honest, I hate baked beans and will never eat it.
But Tony Roma's baked beans an exception cause it taste like chillis.
Sedap pulak.
(Shana, I don't think you will like it though..hahaha)

For drinks we just order 1 juice sebab bottomless kan
hamik kau 6x refill air...ngee

We also watched "Love & Other drugs"
Actually we wanted to watch Limitless but the review kinda sucks

Surfacing :
You know, we never watch this kind of movie together

Me:
Are u serious? Let me think when was the last time...
What about the curious case of benjamin button? That's a love story for me...

Surfacing:
No, it's different genre. This is drama.

Me:
What about our first movie date? A knight's tale?

Surfacing:
Not that too. Let's watch this and see what i mean.

After 2 hours

Us:
I think it's best if we just download this kind of movie lah.

Censorship murdered this film.
What a shame.
So go watch on DVD.

I guess we both agree that "Thor" in 3d at Maxx
is much more exciting and worth it.
Explaining why I already bought the ticket last monday via e-payment
so that we get the ultimate middle seat this Saturday.

Whatever it is, Thank you my dear surfacing for the treat.
I really had a great time with you.
Congrats again my dear :)
Whole lotta love.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Heath Ledger - Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You (10 things I hate about you)

Mother

2011-04-28T13:18:00.005+08:00

Dinner 8.35pm

Ummi tengah letak goreng pisang kat pinggan and aku ternampak sesuatu

aku: (sambil tergelak-gelak dan tunjuk baju ummi pakai)...ummi beli baju ni ke?

Ummi: ha...matno bagi aritu baju dia taknak pakai da...kain sedap ni...
selesa aku nak buat keje.

Matno tu abang ipar aku...
Ummi aku memang sangat comel lah
Even aku pun takde lagi baju camni...
aku pun cuma ada satu je t-shirt marvel
itu pun aku pakai sekali sekala je sebab sayang nak pakai

Ummi siap pakai kemeja marvel ha...wolverine lagi
Buat baju rumah je untuk masak malam-malam...
ngeee...kecewa tak?

Ummi aku memang comel.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Spin Doctors - Two Princes

Confession

2011-04-25T14:29:00.004+08:00

My username at MIRC32 was "sicgirl".

Channel yang mesti join masa chat:
#mmu, #slipknot, #deftones, #underground #UiTM #SOAD
and lain-lain tak ingat dah

Eh, MIRC ada lagi ke orang pakai sekarang ha?

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MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Deep Purple - Hush

Skin

2011-04-22T17:23:00.014+08:00

I've been through a lot to find the right facial regime for my face
The first time my skin breakout was when I'm in form 3
Before that,
I never ever care to wash my face everyday at least before I sleep

So being a clueless 15-year old who freaked out about zits
I made a huge mistake by trusting the TV commercial
Instead of seeing a doctor or pharmacist,
I bought clean and clear product as easy as 1,2,3 face wash.

and the next thing I knew,
my face was covered with this horrendous bacteria called acne
and my smooth as baby butt skin became the surface of a planet called the moon

From that moment on,
I've used every skin product there are in the drugstore
Nivea, dove, Biore, clearasil bla bla bla
It's been on and off okay and getting worse
I even tried serious skin care and proactive as advertised in smart shop
Do you still remember "Rancangan ini dibayar siarannya" thingy?
ngeee
until now I still don't understand why you wanna put that impression
I mean of course you pay to advertise on TV right?

Anywho, all the product just lasted the most for 6 months
and then, it's become comfortable for my skin.
So the zits back on to party like a rock star
(Oh please don't hate me Brian Posehn)

Year 2009,
my skin became very sensitive.
Not just zits, but I suffered itchiness and redness.
Something like rashes and it's beyond terrible
I can't stand it anymore so I made the first move to see dermatologist

This was how bad it gets (June 2009)

I was given a few cream- pimple cream, whole face and face wash
and I had to take antibiotic for 6 months twice a day
after 3 months, it's really showing results
My skin looked better and the pimples gone
but of course the scars still there
But I had to stop my medication because of the following reasons:

1. It's damn expensive...I spend average rm250 -300/month

2. The antibiotic caused my hands darkening, dry chapped lips and eyes a bit yellowish

3. I've read in the internet that after 6 months, you must stop taking antibiotic
to protect your liver and It scares the hell out of me because I have a medical
history concerning my liver.

So I stopped after I achieved this result.

6 months after treatment (December 2009)
The pimples and redness gone, the scars remained.

Then I tried new product such as Sendayu Tinggi
It didn't work for my skin type
I also went to this famous skin specialist for a free facial trial
My skin went crazy again after the facial treatment

Early June 2010- redness and itchy

I knew that I have to see dermatologist again
but the question is...who?
Lucky me, I found out from a blogger...
(I try to remember her name or google her blog but
I can't find it. Whoever you are, Thank you!)

She told me to go to either Ting Skin Clinic or Chang Skin Clinic
I went for Chang because Ting is so famous.
I can't event get an appointment for a consultation

At first my skin rebelled against the medication (2nd week of June 2010)

The doctor asked me to take a blood test cause I have to take this
strong medication called ROaccutance
He also gave me face wash, cleanser milk, pimple cream,
whole face cream and moisturizer
The cost was not too bad except for the ROaccutance
that cost me 90 ringgit for 10 pills!

3rd week of June 2010 - slowly healed

A few days after that, I had this feeling to Google on the RO pill
To my horror,
I found out that the pills is quite strong and it give certain
effect to the patient on long term consumption
(Individual results may vary)

So I stopped immediately.

3 months after treatment : September 2010

After I stopped taking the pills, I've started taking supplement.
According to my doctor,
the reason why I still have acne at this age is not because of hormones anymore.

It is because of my liver and blood circulation
My scarred liver from the old disease fails to handle the increase work
in my body system.
It weakening some function such as blood filtration.
So, the high amount of toxin that are not filtered properly led to breakouts.

March 2011- Still got zits but my skin is much better compared to last year

So I have to do liver cleansing and blood purifying
Not by surgery or such, but by taking the right supplement and balance diet.

I'm trying my best now to eat more veggies and take detox supplement such as
milk thistle and neem extract (bitreen).
So far it's been good and showing positive result.
I still get pimples especially during the time of the month
but at least it's not that bad.

The scars won't go away,
I probably have to do laser when I have the money.

I still use the facial regime from Chang Skin Clinic
because it's suitable for my sensitive skin and affordable.

I recently bought sunblock from Clinique
and I'm so happy because finally I have found the perfect sunblock
that didn't burn my face and cause more pimples.

I will share more info about the supplement and detox tips.
This is definitely not for you who has baby butt egg shell skin,
But it's for whoever out there who share the same experience
just like mine :)

Cheer up and keep healthy!

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Holly Brook (Skylar Grey) - Like Blood Like Honey

This Year

2011-04-22T10:40:00.016+08:00

Have you ever visit the Islamic Arts Museum Malaysia?

It's located at the National Mosque area.
The first time I went was to recce the area for an event with lady boss
I really don't know about the existence of this Museum until she told me

The map to the museum

My jaw literally drop when I see the building itself; the Islamic architecture...
It is breathtakingly beautiful especially the Kufi art.
Everything at the museum is elegantly designed
The white paint, the glass structure, the inverted dome

The museum restaurant

look at the classy glass wall tiles or whatever they called it...
shine on me crazy diamond....

So my lady boss decided to treat me a birthday lunch at the restaurant museum
I'm so excited because it's a middle eastern restaurant cuisine
I really love the ambiance

I'm the happiest bride in the world if i can get the glass tiles design
at the restaurants' wall for my pelamin
Dream on je la kan

So we ordered
actually nothing much to order because it's a lunch set
Here's the menu

So you can choose 1 main course only
whether you wanna eat beef, lamb, chicken or fish.
aku yang suka lamb ni of course went for Mandi Lahm (roast lamb)

Hairine went for Samak Saiadiah...
sounds so interesting right?
It's deep fried fish in pungent sauce

and we were like what the heck is pungent sauce?
So we asked Eriko and she's having a hard time to explain it in BM
rupanya masam masam pedas manis daaa...
Sebenarnya rasa macam kari ikan pun ada...
tapi versi arab...
ngeee

This is the appertizer...
bread macam kebab tu
letak condiments veggies such as tomato, capsicum
olive and pickles.

pickles dia bukan macam dalam burger tu ye...
kena gigit sikit2 sebab masam gile
I had two of this bread because it's kinda nice plus memang lapar

Shish Tawook (skewered boneless chicken)

Samak Saiadiah (Deep fried fish with pungent sauce)

When the main course arrived i was like eh sikitnya nasik
hahahaha
but the roast lamb was generous
the white sauce tasted like yogurt + i don't know what but it's really good

Mandi Lahm (Roast lamb)

After a while i knew why they served small portion of rice
because it's so damn fulfilling!
Maybe because we had soup and appertizer

Oh BTW the soup was tasteless...
It's this weird tasting whole grain soup...
macam gandum ayam pun ada

So overall I gave 3/5 rating for the lunch set
but 5/5 because my lady boss belanja...heheeee

Would i go again?
I will if someone treat me :)
However I do recommend if you want a quiet dining with your loved ones
and enjoy the cozy ambiance

Contact : 03-2270 5188 / 5152

my officemate: rozz, eni, hairine and big boss, Encik Razak

Before we left, we visited the museum shop
This is a must visit place if you go to the museum
Sells wide variety of Islamic craft, clothes, books, painting
you name it!

Even the fridge magnet looks so tastefully done with the kufi design
I probably will go here again to buy something for wedding hantaran

I hope it's not too late for me to say
congratulation my sweet eni benny on your pregnancy :)

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Muse - New Born

Ironic

2011-04-21T12:56:00.006+08:00

Theoatmeal.com

Shana shared me the link to theoatmeal.com
and I can't stop reading it!

It's really a pain reading it now because it is damn funny and I have to restrain myself
from smiling or else it will be obvious that I'm surfing the net than doing my work
ngeee.

This is my personal favourite: customer service

"Is there a large mammal standing on your phone right now such as
a mountain goat or cheetah?"

no.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Disagree - Crumbs

Confession

2011-04-19T11:57:00.005+08:00

aku minat gila dengan David Duchovny masa darjah 6
sampai simpan gambar dia dalam wallet.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Simon and Garfunkel - The Boxer (Live)

Common People

2011-04-14T18:25:00.004+08:00

This photo was taken by en Sabri using his new iPad
I'm not a fan of iPad but i'm in love with this apps.

I had a dream a few days ago that i just bought an iPhone
There's this video apps that can transform you into a moving zombie
stop motion thingy
and surfacing really likes it.

Apparently there is the zombie apps on iphone.
Not moving but still the concept is there.
wow, I'm so outdated even my dream was kinda lame.
ngeee.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Grand Funk Railroad - Heartbreaker

Rayyan El Mustafa

2011-04-14T11:49:00.011+08:00

Rayyan - 1 month

Remember Rayyan the premature baby?
Rayyan is my surfacing's nephew ....
sekarang sangat sihat dan padat.

Rayyan - 6 months

He's really a doll!
dengan mata bulat, badan padat, kepala botak
cute gile macam nak gigit je daging peha dia
serious bulat!

yang kelaka surfacing bagi nama gelaran "Jinak-jinak" kat dia
tak pepasal je dari nama rayyan, aku pon dah panggil "jinak" atau "jinab"
sungguh kena dengan badan padat dia tu

Si jinab ni pulak jenis yang layan je kalau orang layan dia
gomol la cemana pun dia takkan nangis
kadang-kadang dia ni macam takde emotion bila orang agah
senyap je wat muka baby doll dia
tapi sekali dia macam excited sangat abis kuar suara rugrats siap jerit lagi

I really love how surfacing bond with Rayyan
dia memang natural la dengan baby
even aku dulu masa dia baru lahir aku takut nak dukung sebab kecik sangat
especially nak pegang bahagian tengkuk dia kan
tapi surfacing selamba je

aku tunggu umur 2 bulan baru berani dukung...
memang fail la depan bakal mak mertua kan...
hahahaha

rayyan with nyang...moyang dia lah..
ni opah surfacing
masih kuat lagi...
umur dia maybe dah 80 kot
bersih sangat orangnya...
rindu nenek bila jumpa opah...

kadang-kadang memang aku sengaja singgah dengan muka tak malu
sebab nak main sama jinab ni...
even surfacing pun ada time tengah keluar dia cam
"eh rindu laa jinab-jinab"

us with jinab-jinab

how I wish my own son nanti will look like jinab-jinab yang cute gile ni
nak putih camni, bulat camni...boleh ka?
Insya'Allah.

MY INTERMONOLOGUE:
Elton John - Benny and The Jets